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be careful leaving your snacks outside! 🍉🐛 #art #pokemon #pokemonart

I have... way too much frustration lately. Definitely need some leisure time somewhere

Everybody carss about disability till the disability shows and the room has to deal with someone who cannot physically function. Oh no! Someone's overwhelmed! Lets go fucling yell at them and tell them they're fucking stupid !!!!!

I need help I am so fucking tired of pretending to be ok! I am tired of being called too much or creepy! I fucking hate this shit! I question if anyone who has actually met me in person would care that much if I died Most of the time people just spread rumors and tell everyone i deserve to die.

I am still so fucking pissed. I lost eberything i fucking owned and as if that wasn't enough every fucking friend I had in person ended up fucking hating me. Nobody fucking cares. My computers are gone The cat fucking died The ex stole the fucking game systems All my shit got sold FUCK!

I think I need a hug. Some kind words. More often than not I do not feel welcome in this world.

Does death happen differently if its a suicide? What happens if its an accident? Is heaven a place we go to or a flow state within the tangible universe. Are there tangent universes? Is pain we feel real or is it energy? Where people born on earth to suffer? Existential night thoughts...

Everytime someone new dies i find myself wondering again what its like. Where are we going. Does any of this matter? If I died tomorrow... Who would care? If your body dies, does your soul care?

My financial situation has not really changed. I am still very much in debt and survival mode. That being said, I take solace in knowing I have survived up until this point. While I may not always be sure what to do, I keep doing. I am enough and I have nothing to prove... to anyone. #thoughts

Life is short. I don’t want to live life afraid of caring for people

Rip Oliver Tree 🌳 🙏 ❤️ This cannot be real Elevator to the sky - Oliver Tree

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The ableist urge to bully and abuse people when their #disability actually hinders social functioning is infuriating. It has led me and others I have known to suicidal thoughts, abusive self harm patterns, and just general isolation. Offer connection, work opportunities, and support, NOT abuse! 💙

I have lots of tears and anger lately. It is ok to cry and be mad. Like myself, you may be overwhelmed. If you wanna cry together about it we can. If you are mad we can scream too. We all deserve to feel love like anyone else. ❤️ #disability #pride #abuse

I painted the nonbinary sea.

Rawr happy pride! 🏳️‍🌈 Enjoy a diaper pic 📸 I like the megamax rainbows 🌈 Shout out to northshore 💙 @northshoreabdl.bsky.social #disability #pride #abdl

It is odd watching those you look up to hanging out with people who excluded and actively spread rumors about you because of your #disability and assumed political beliefs. Same person that pretended to care about another disabled friend of mine who they barely even talk to. People are strange

I need help. Some kind words. A hug. Some literal financial help. Someone who believes me when I tell them that people in my life are abusive and have been for years. I need a conversation were someone shuts the fuck up and doesn't offer advice from their ableist fucking perspective. I will be ok

I have no one And I am so fucking tired of having no one

Some people only see your flesh suit without ever getting to know anything about who you are

If you tell someone that they do not understand what its like to have a disability, they may say 'just be grateful' Just be grateful diminishes the person's experience. So what, you deal with shit, be grateful it didn't get worse. I am grateful AND I still deal with shit I'd like to talk about.

Most people will not tell disabled people why they do not like them, and yet it is often because they do not fit into a secret set of rules that they have not told anyone. We get excluded with no clue why and then people wonder why we get angry about it. Thats called reactive abuse by the way.

It baffles me that people will talk shit about you, emotionally abuse you, and still have the balls to tell others that you are the problem. That is not the kind of people anyone needs in their life. If you cannot tell me what it is that you have an issue with to my face, then your opinion is void

I need to fucking sleep and I have been steaming all night. I am in a sweat typing all this because of all the panic and frustration that has been released

Its really upsetting when you have to realize some people you used to look up to are also ableist and have no issue with blaming a disabled person for abuse. Of course the second you call someone out they immediately go on defense mode as if you just ruined their entire fucking week. Fuck off

youtu.be/-bnmi5EwNqA?... Feel free to check this out if you would like to learn about my condition.

I wish I could take a vacation in a seperate reality

Everyday I get to go down the street and have every family stare at my face like I am either thriving incarnation of christ or just satan. I literally cannot ride my bike in the daytime without one person gasping in awe at my face. What happened. Did you get burned? Who hurt you? Do you need ice?

People will fucking crucify a disabled person for applying for benefits & barely bat an eye when a fucking billionaire takes out another loan. The amount of times I have heard 'well if you did not do this then that wouldn't have happened' I just wanna live. L-I-V-E Is that too much to ask?

I have been having some rough nights 🌙 😕 Meltdowns that start at 3am are ... something... to say the least.

I need a hug. Some care. Someone who will just sit and listen to me yell at a wall or cry. I wish I could scream at the top of my lungs and have someone just calmly sit in the room with me or wherever and offer a comforting presence. I am tired of feeling alone even though I Know I am not alone.

If I seem angry... its because I am. I am angry that I have not been able to take care of myself. I am angry that I do not feel supported even though I know intuitively there is support out there I am angry that there are friends and family who ignore my needs and blame me for abuse. Ugh!!!!!!

I am tired of being fucking gaslit about my own fucking #disability. My face and the way I act affects the way people treat me on a daily basis. Its fucking horrendous. Why the fuck do people feel entitled to abuse the disabled. Because we have trouble working do we not deserve human rights?

I don't know how to feel I am so upset that I have nothing I lost everything I own except for a cat I have people praising me as if I fucking chose to have people steal all my shit. Fuck you! I am not okay! I need fucking help and support not another fucking quote on how brave I am! #abuse

Ace pup

Hang on

Peace✌️

Social media really fuckin sucks

I could use kindness and hugs. I have not been well emotionally. Barely well physically. Mentally drained. Need snuggles and reassurance that I am not a worthless waste of space. I need help. Actual disability support, love and care. Not sure how to feel

I almost ended my life because of lies. Don't let anyone control your narrative through abuse, harassment, or misinformation. The impact is real, and people deserve dignity, truth, and respect. #LGBTQ #Awareness #Abuse #Harassment #Disability #trauma You are loved ❤️

Sit!

Happy pride month 🌈 Cheers to disability pride ♿️

Love Kindness Appreciation Flower You are loved! You are kind! You are appreciated! Have a flower 🌼 🌸 ☺️ #poem #poetry #writer

❤️🧡💛💚💙💜 DID YOU KNOW? ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜 ----‐---------------------------- Just like the #PRIDE flag colors represent communities and concepts... The #Disability Pride flag colors represent different categories of disability.