114 days. Thats how long ive been clean from SH. 114.

Im sorry of u have “c¡s girls only” in ur bio do not fucking interact with me💀 I have tr4n5 sisters and brothers and i do not fw u

Im def relapsing i ate so fucking much today i feel so disgusting. I dont deserve all this food.

Bodycheck, TW I still feel like im chubbier than i want. I dont want to look a healthy weight, i want to look underweight and weak.

I wanna relapse so bad, i want to limit how much i eat again but i feel like i cant, i cant even remmeber what it was like limiting my food..

#tinyspo #cutespo #cutesy 🎀

I feel gross i feel abused im so dramatic

Me randomly remembering trauma that would make me seem like an attention seeker just because it was so fucking stupid

I ate a lot today but its ok i deserve it

I feel like i have to suffer too because even though i am p0.0r, i still am pr.iv.ileg3d. I have a h0u53. I ahve a b3d. I have f0.0d if i wanted it. I have m0.n3y. There are people who have none of those. People who deserve it more than me. Im so fucking s3lfi5h

I know SH isn't good but it's harm reduction for me if I were to relapse Where is a good spot no body can see but also won't get very caught on clothing or noticably avoiding laying on it?? I've tried upper thigh, stomach, ribs, chest,, help :') #988sky #slitsky

The store is literally 2 stores over i could go buy it and do it

this same scam went around on edtwt too a few months back, and it went the same way, they'd eventually say you needed to talk to a "support agent" via discord, and then that account would say you needed to pay like $500 via cashapp or something for your account to be "verified"

Im about to give up i cant fucking do this Everything is getting so much worse so fast My own family wont stop manipulating me and trying to make me smaller than them.

I didnt relapse yet Yay.

I hope bsky fucking dies out this app is a piece of shit facist wasteland They only care about greed and selfishness. They promised something different and crumbled hnder zero fucking pressure Kys

With censorship on the rise im probably gunna leave. It was nice knowing yall. I hope one day we can all recover and be happy with out bodies.

Why do m1n0rs with “ADVLTS DNI” keep following me do u not see im turning 20 in 3 months

I NEED TO RECOVER I WAS NEVER LIKE THIS BEFORE I COULD BE DOING SO MUCH FUCKING BETTER IF I WASNT SUCH A FUCKING RETARD AND SCARED OF SOME STUPID ASS NUMBERS AND NUTRITION GOD FUCKING DAMNIT I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF

Oh i dont smoke anymore? Cool. Now i drink. Oh i dont drink anymore? Cool. Now i self harm. Oh i dont self harm anymore? Cool. Now i have an eating disorder. Oh i dont have an eating disorder anymore? Cool. lets fucking find a new unhealthy addiction/coping skill.

I feel like i ALWAYS have to have ONE problem. I always have to have some major addiction issue. Why cant i be addicted to something positive like art or i dont fucking know learning new things why cant i redirect my issues

I just purged for the first time in a month my throat burns so bad i feel worthless I need to tell my therapist

Im literally crying and having a panic attack over the idea of eating im fucking pathetic im so fucking weak what is wrong with me

Y4oi/Yvri but the bottom is anorexic and the top is trying to get them to recover

Im not ready to get better Im ok being super skinny and weak. My clothes fit. I can look at myself in the mirror now. I dont get weird looks when eating. People treat me nicer.. Im ok being disgustingly underweight and skinny… if it means im happier, than its ok… right?

My mom called me 2 days ago and yelled at me for not eating much saying im going to lose muscle mass and body function I had to pretend that i didnt know not eating “bc i dont have much to eat”(whcih is half true) would make me lose muscle mass I feel bad deceiving everyone but i cant help it

I love soup bc i get to eat a filling meal for 200 calories and then im full for the entire next 18 hours!!!

please 🙏🙏🙏

I asked my bf if im too skinny and he said no bc his sister is skinnier + he doesnt care if im skinny or fat Hehe i can keep going ^_^

115.6lb…

I don’t feel excited hitting my gws anymore. It doesnt make me happier. I just hit the weight, try to decide if i want to go lower, stay, or recover. I don’t know what to do after that.

I think im at my gw? Idk

TW// OD I lowkey want to OD again, the constant nothingness i felt was worth everything. Everything hurt too much to eat, too much to move, too much to think, too much for my dad to yell at me or try and hurt me It was perfect

｡ﾟﾟ･｡･ﾟﾟ｡ ﾟ。my fav th1nspo 　ﾟ･｡･ a thread 🧵 (my first time doing one of these!! these r all from my pinterest💕) #caterpillarsky #edbsky #ednotsheeran #lemonwatersky #th1nspo

I feel like i ate so much today but i know im lying to myself. I only ate an almond coconut cookie, an apple sauce pouch, a few bits of bread, and few bites of ramen, and a cherry tomato Ok nvm thats a lot

Reminder to other disorderly people here Your ED makes you think youre fatter than you are. Gaining 3 lbs will feel like you gained 30-100lbs. Its a disorder for a reason, just rmemeber recovery is possible, and itll be a long hard journey. Recovery is more than weight gain, its fixing a mindset

Due to irl stuff im literally about to reach my goal either insanely fast or not until next year I dont know which one will happen😭

𖦹˚.⋆✮⋆—⋆✮⋆.˚𖦹 a 🧵 of (hopefully !) useful links for ёdsку 𖦹˚.⋆✮⋆—⋆✮⋆.˚𖦹 ♡ / ↻ appreciated !! <3 #lemonwatersky #ricewatersky #⭐ve #⭐ving #edbsky #butterflyana #anasky #tthhiinnssppoo #ednotsheeran #caterpillarsky

My stepmom gave me a hit of her vape today and immediately something changed in my head I want more bro I need it I wasnt hungry i wasnt stressed I want it

hi<3 #edsky intro i was on edtwt yrs ago just restarted hw: 200 lw: 127 sw: 161 vegan • lesbian💍 moots? anabuddies? 🦋🫶💕

💕💕 #lemonwatersky #ednotsheeran #caterpillarsky

Eating only yogurt and soup for a few days has def been weird I am bery happy with my progres thi

‼️‼️TW BODY CHRCKING‼️‼️ Since ive been gone ive been working on losing more Im now 115.4 #⭐️ving #ednotedsheeran #bodychecking #bodstarv #st⭐️rving #lemonwaterbsky #ricecakesky #caterpillerbsky #caterpilleraky

Hi im back i had deactivate bc i did a fucky

I love drinking alcohol holy shitni feel so loopy

I'm apparently not a fat ass, I'm not fat, I'm just bloated and full of lowcal soup

How are you doing to date me for almost 3 years and not recognize the signs yet. How are you going to be with me for 3 years and people who NEVER TALK TO ME noticed yet you never did.

Yesterday i only had 350cals