the dye tinted water pools around the drain like blood

took mr. t to emergency vet, he's being admitted, they seem to think the seizure was a reaction to the pain from a uti and severe painful blockage

fuck, my tuxedo cat just had a seizure. keeping an eye on him, taking to get tomorrow but if he needs emergency vet tonight...

could not sleep the headache away

mrr, headache. bothersome

right thigh injection done, a little pain, barest hint of blood

come meet me in my dreams~

stream tonite stream tonite stream TONITE www.twitch.tv/krystalswords

sometimes you want to lyric post

this is the year i finally and fully love myself

it was pointed out last night, during a game of bg3 with two of my cis woman besties, that me grumping about certain features of myself, features that I don't find unattractive and often very attractive, is being extremely unkind to women (cis or trans) that have the same attributes.

oh good, the nails on my right hand have almost recovered from the mishap last year

it is really annoying to have your nipples get painfully hard every time you sneeze

lenovo please ship the laptop already

contemplating a lower back tattoo that is just an on/off switch and a charging port

someone please help me just turn my brain off, it keeps hurting me

that wobbly space of liking who I am as long as I don't catch a glimpse of myself

i'll also be catching up on @quiet.ink 's mispronounce one word.

even though they suck at seeing, i do like the color of my eyes. the grey is nice.

Mattie Lubchansky's Simplicity arrives today and that's what my evening is going to be.

fuck it, going to bed early. 8 more work hours until my day off, let's just time skip to that point

should not have ate that entire pizza

the hell that is the awareness that you're broken in myriad ways and the belief that it's all irreparable

what if i just throw everything i own away

hello rsd my old.. 'friend'

drinking my coffee and contemplating disposability

i can survive until shot day

... i really am katherine rcbg huh

made it to 4am on a sunday before the melancholy settled in, a new record

anyways, as always, dance with ur friends until the world ends

only thing i have left to do at work is clean up and cut up this bottom then do some grinding

posted some things last night when i was incandescent with rage, which i've since pulled. it was deeply personal, not just to myself but to another. some looks behind the curtain the general public does not get.

even on the best days i hate driving down ritchie. nobody in this state can drive

you know, the one thing that kept me alive during the grey decades was a fear of pain now i maintain that fear because i worry about what will happen when i no longer do

post nut calamity

breakfast ramen, ramen for breakfast

i live in a dead zone between baltimore and annapolis where the community i want and need is absent

gonna curl up on your lap like a cat

woke up angry

glancing at clearsky was a mistake and now i'm just fucking furious

come join me on my porch by the candlelight and let's listen to the rain

... im not a puppygirl but some of the women on here make me understand the desire to bark

it was a mistake to eat these mango white chocolate milano cookies alongside the queso ruffles not the best combination of flavors in my mouth

submariner yuri

maybe i should get back into magic, just to do something

i just really dislike everything needing a damn account

okay, it's Friday, and while I do have to work tomorrow I don't give a shit how late I'm out

sometimes you wake up with the intense desire to have a woman running her hands through your hair

got them 'chat with another woman for a few hours and come away from the encounter believing she doesn't like me despite all evidence to the contrary' brain worms

once you turn on a parent it's practically impossible to turn off, even if it's been a while sorry if ive ever been a little overbearing as a result