I hate this disorder I'm fucking crying because I gained a kilo from yesterday and I know It's impossible so it's just water weight and whatever but the number still went up that much and I know it'll take forever to get it back down to my normal weight and I hate this

35.9KGS CHAT I DID IT

What if I just overexercise and lie about what I ate huh what then

I'm getting forced into recovery. I don't want this. I like how I look rn..

How was I more okay with how I looked at 39kgs than I am at 36.2kgs. I won't gain back to that tho, I'd rather die

I lost weight but I just feel so gross

36.7kgs chat :3

I feel really lightheaded this is not fun

Tw: Bc I'm really excited for lunch, gonna have soup

Actually did it this time Under 38kgs

I was talking about how the scale is wrong with my dad and he went "you weigh what? Like 36 kilos?" AND WHEN I SAID NO THATS TOO LITTLE HE JUST EENT "I mean you're skinny so I thought like yeah" 😋

It took me 50 minutes to eat a single apple wtf

I regret to inform you all I never got to 38kilos this scale is 0.4kg/0.3kg off😔

Tw: small bc It pisses me off that my jeans make me look sm bigger (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠) I need to get new jeans ehhhh

Why does my reflection make me look like the shirtless guy from no I'm not a human

So this happened

Crazy to think I weigh 7 kilos less and I'm still unhappy

I got to 39 kilos today (BMI 14.7, 85.9lbs) dude I'm like the biggest BMI 14.7 I literally look like other people's BMI 17 kill me aaaaa

So sorry for not being active :> Update on stuff: After getting to my lw I gained some weight back (wow who would've guessed that would happen after I got there by fasting for 3 days) BUT! IM BACK. NOT JUST AT IT, IM AT 39.4KG HOW DID I DO THAT? I'M NOT EVEN JOKING, EATING. SOMEHOW IT WORKS SO YEAH

I somehow didn’t lose weight overnight and it’s pissing me off

I feel like I'm visually losing weight but the scale is going up

I'm trying to up my intake (kinda I guess) I'm expecting to gain to 41kg maybe? I hope I don't ofc :3 The reason I'm even trying this is cuz eating at 100-200cals made me get stuck at 40kg :p

Broke this with a fruit salad (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

Also, weigh in today at 6pm 39.7kg WHICH MEANS I REACHED MY FIRST GW SO YEAH

My boyfriend got me some chocolate so I'm gonna eat bits with my omads :3

Fuck it I'll fast

I'm not even at 24 hours yet but I have the chance to get out of eating for that long

I'm thinking wether I should omad fruit or fast for POSSIBLY more than 72 hours

I'm back to 41.1kg btw (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠｀⁠*⁠)

I gained. 1.6kg in one day of eating normal. The most I could've eaten, even when over estimating is 850cals. I feel so insanely gross what the fuck

Chat it's not possible to gain 2,5kilos in a day right? Especially on less than 1k cals? This is fucking scary I can't be at 43.6 there's no way

I haven't lost since last week BUT I BOUGHT A SCALE SO I CAN WEIGHT MYSELF EVERYDAY NOT EVERY TWO WEEKS :D

ITS SO GOOD

I GOT KONJAC JELLY (I THINK THAT'S HOW YOU SPELL IT) IT BETTER BE REALLY GOOD CUZ IT WAS KINDA EXPENSIVE

I DESPISE the fact everyones fat distribution is different. IM STARTING TO ACTUALLY SEE MY CHEST BONES, CAN ALREADY SEE MY HIPBONES AND COLLARBONES BUT MY THIGHS ARE JUST SO BIG FOR MY BMI</3

I've gained 0.4kg during the weekend so I'm at 41.6kg which is kinda gross to think about BUT I'll try to fast a lot next week so I'll be back to my lw I'm sure

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It's so weird, no matter what height I am (even though I know it's between 162.5 and 163) I just don't think I look like I'm in BMI 15

FINISHED<33 ALSO THIS IS MY LW HOLY SHIT IM GETTING THERE CHAT

67 hour update: Im hungry, constantly freezing and I've had bad hiccups like 3 times today💔💔 (I want broccoli)

I have no energy and I'm cold

october themed pfp !

Just realised I've been fasting the entirety of October

Plus I'm cold all the time which is ANNOYING AS SHIT

43 hour update: I've gotten very dizzy this morning but I'm alright now! Haven't eaten anything. I've been feeling kinda sick and lightheaded. It's really easy for me to get that static thingy in my limbs which is quite annoying. But I think I can finish this which would make this my longest fast!

I'll try fasting for 3 days BUT WE'LL SEEEEEE

Monsters DO NOT break fasts TRUST