YEEEEWWWWW CUNT. New job, yes it might be casual, but job > no job and job with this mob > job with my pathetic excuse of a 'not for profit charity' which actually is just a corporation which accepts handouts for employing people with disability,while also charging them for supervision called a job.

That dab was definitely time to go fold clothes material. Sweatin, coughin and brains just tryna survive the initial rush first. WWEEEEEEEEEEEWEWWWWWWW. KEEP THE BRAIN BUSY, DEPRESSION CAN'T HIT THESE TWINKLE TOES YOU FUCK.

Yeah, so the idea we had when we were young? Similar but wildly different implementation

I am so fucking desperate for this to all play out okay, or at least to be sustainable. I'm god damn terrified, maybe more than I ever have been.

WHAT'S A BIT OF VIOLENCE AMONGST FRIENDS?! WE CALL IT BONDING!

Looks like It's rationing season. But hey, I've survived 100% of hardships I've gotten through this far, and those situations were way worse. "Head of a brass bull with a tongue of silver" Revel in the small and whimsical, find comfort in what you have, not what you have to gain.

Magic and extinct creatures coming in Dwarf Fortress?.....So many War Dino's

On another note, Perfect Grade is just a wild level of work. What do you mean I've put over a dozen hours in and have a few dozen more to go for finishing armoring, accessories, plastic stickers, panel line, water slides. Still terrified to top coat it, but I might waterlisde and coat my Darilbalde

My immediate concern with Total war: WH40K is that the game will feel stale with 4 factions on launch. One of the great things about Total War : WHIII is that when you change race, or even to some extent the lord, the game is different, as are factions you face. 4 factions is less diversity of play

What do you mean even my splatoon3 save was only local on my old switch and I gotta start again..rude.

Tryna replace the endless scroll with actual things, retro games, both on an RG40XXV and on my phone with a BT controller. Cross stitch is a thing I had a break from, but I got an Ivysaur to finish. In terms of models, i got the RX-78-2 PGU to do. So so so much better for the brain. Do the thing!

Coompany Chaos is finally back today as we get some Peak in with @johnnyrebeck.bsky.social @boombvck.bsky.social and @luckysonofaduck.bsky.social today from 8-12PM EST over at twitch.tv/dustingorbit YA FACKIN LEGENDS! SEE YA THERE! THE COOMPANY IS BACK! @sourcegaming.bsky.social

new pokemon starters!!! 🌱💧🔥 #art #pokemon

Oh yeah TOMORROW 1pm GMT The Coompany: @dustingorbit.bsky.social @luckysonofaduck.bsky.social @boombvck.bsky.social and I are having fren time and playing Peak! Come by for a fun one and to feast upon my new yummy mic sounds twitch.tv/johnnyrebeck

"When are you gonna run another campaign?" I have everything except i require you and three more potential sacrafi-..players...and not just maybes, we need yeses in this bitch

Industry is cooked, everyone. Time to return to retro games and/or emulation. Don't care if you emulate on handheld, play on hardware (RIP your wallet) or use an android phone. Save your wallet, reduce your stress and return to when gaming was fun. OH and don't forget about ROM hacks too.

Okay; any recent anime recs? I've been watching Gachiakuta with my partner, and also been hitting a lot of comfort picks (Gintama, various Gundam franchise, Mob Psycho 100) But don't feel like I've actually felt something from a show since like....Dororo, Made In Abyss or March Comes in Like a Lion

Just because good news is worth celebrating: There is now a Prep medication that is an *every six month* injection. HIV has, effectively, a vaccination.

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My brain when I buy so many waterslides I can already feel both the pain and satisfaction (4x MGSD kits + HG Darilbalde + PGU RX-78-2 + RG Crossbone X1). TOO MANY ROBIT. TOO LIL TIME #gunpla #modelkits

dragonite express mail 📨 #art #pokemon

"Today fuckin sucked." Mother fucker, compared to a couple year ago, you have a full time job, a home, a partner, you've somehow tricked a small group of fellow gremlins into associating with you regularly online, and a few from dickbag-teenage days You're doin okay, the kids are gonna be alright

AH YES. THIS SITE, WHICH I ACTUALLY NEED TO USE CORRECTLY AND MORE OFTEN

Here's the thing people. People when uneducated on a topic, will have a point of view. People when educated will have a (often different) point of view on it. When someone with a shitty point of view for whatever reason, puts in the work to educate themselves. EMBRACE. THAT. MOTHERFUCKER.

Take some fucking accountability.

Made an executive decision. I'm postponing the RG Crossbone build and going back to the PGU RX now that the parts are here. CAN'T BE SHIT SCARED IF I JUST RUN AT IT

"Your Gunpla parts will arrive today" BUT WHAT DO YOU MEAN I CANT BLAME BEING AFRAID TO WORK ON THE KIT ON MISSING PARTS ANYMORE, AHHH. PANNIK.

NEW JERB. MIGHT ACTUALLY BE ABLE TO HOUSE IN 6 MONTHS

"You should build a commander deck sometime. It'd be fun" No brain, it would be an extensive session of theory crafting and a car downpayment culminating in a 100 card deck that never sees play

Anticipatory Grief is a hell of a drug. I knew this was coming. I worked through it. I felt myself resolving things and absolving others. I get the call about it. I'm fine for the 30 minute call. The moment I tell my partner it still hits like a fucking tidal wave. RIP Grampy "Knight to F3."

Getting back into rowing has felt great, managed to get a full warm up and 20 minutes on the machine with minimal breaks of like 10 seconds. We'll get used to that over the next session or two, then start working on a bit more power. Wondering about some of my body mechanics as a bigger guy though.

"The lore of Swords is so complicated!" The lore:

I'm genuinely just tryna improve a tiny bit each day. I just hope it's enough for all of us...

So; Out of pure curiosity and definitely no desire to run anything or get the ball rolling. How have people felt about Daggerheart? Did they nail the mix of storytelling and mechanics they seemed to be aiming for? How does it compare to 5E or Pathfinder 2E?

Is it a little early in the afternoon to be trying MAC stomper for the first time? Indica Dom with Limonene, Caryophyllene and Linalool dominant terps... So probably yes, but also, fight me. I will either update with stupid shit. Or completely forget. Both are the correct outcome.

Lifting shit for reps at work. Now stretching once a day, with focus on my core, legs, back and shoulders. Now on the RowErg every second day for a few K's. I am feeling muscle groups I haven't in fucking years. And yes, I am sore, but I feel good too. Ramping it slowly.

Amnesia haze, getchu happy for the dayz.

I just did like a proper 15 minutes full body stretch for the first time in a while and holy shit it kicked my ass, which is sad to say, but I feel really good and less stiff after work, so we're gonna do that daily!

getting a tattoo

Was looking up stuff about Macebells today cuz like self improvement or something right? And I'm getting fitness/strength back.. My ass just went into google 'swinging club' I just didn't think ok? The next one was "Mace club swinging" We didn't fare much better. We got there eventually tho

it’s not a phase

GOT HOME FROM WORK AND TOOK MY PANTS OFF AND LAID ON THE BED. MISTAKE. MISTAKE. MISTAKE. NOW I NEED TO PEEL AND SEAL THYSELF TO GO PUT BINS OUT. AHHHHHHHHH

"Sorry, we need a few more months to track down the part as it is pending availability" "Fine, but i ain't gonna be fuckin happy about it, and imma whinge"

I'm just so sick of uncertainty and a lack of security in most facets of my life.

Here we go, back on that job trail for full or part time work. Working agains been great, but casual just isn't cutting it.

Exactly. If I have a drink, it's usually A drink. Not several. Always enjoy my cannabis more! 🌱🥦💚 #cannabis #weed

Hurr. My brain does the dumb when it gets sick "Well you're not at work or doing other thing you need to do, how fuckin lazy is that, do something" No brain, fuck you. I am the rest, rest means back to work, work means money, money fulfills needs.

It might find someone somehow. I need a replacement for Todoist given 50% price increase. Right now my plan is to use Obsidian + plugins I'm after Linux & Android compatibility Syncing (either through service or by self mean) Recurring & sub tasks Reminders Bonus points for FOSS/Open source

Bruh; Last week was rough. It's also not even lunch time on a Monday and I've; - Had my scripts cancelled; found & booked one new doc. - Need new psych - Am researching to replace my task management systems due to price increases. - I might be getting sick. What the actual fuck is going on?