Good morning! Happy Monday!

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my second commissioned Art ever by @vetivernakamura.bsky.social an accurate image of me riding public transit #furryart

as long as it's elliptical religious musings time: everybody talks about "needing community" but ime people are not into a normal ass parish church format for our deal. i hate this

i haven't gone on sesshin for a year and my pineal gland hasn't recalcified, so that's nice

#scalemodel #gunpla SandLand tank, Char's Musai getting painted, no grade Bigro and whatever the hell BEMZN ベムジン is from. WE ARE SO BACK

Bryce 1.0 (1994)

#openings at the end of lit tubes that respond to changes in audio pitch, make up the “SONARC” art installation by Brian Brush, outside Memorial Auditorium, Raleigh NC, Dec. 8, 2023. DK Thompson Collection/Southern Folklife Collection/UNC-CH #BlueSkyArtShow

anyway, back to a) elliptical posting about my hobbies and b) lots of pictures of unfinished model kits

the last place i was Visible As Praxis i somehow both got "wow i had no idea you were trans i'm freaking out now" and also people still using the wrong pronouns a decade after i had transitioned i was the first trans person to stay. hope other people can go there and have it be less weird

trans woman: I am a woman and am taking fairly straightforward measures to establish that womanhood in my body and in the world queer theorist: I agree, in the sense that no one is and everybody always was. the native. the totally other. a kind of drumbeat beyond time. similar to LSD. we are raving

Also marvel at the incredible build quality of lousy kaiju "BEMZN". I was building a 30 Minutes Missions guy and getting so mad because it didn't suck enough.... I needed to RETVRN

It is perennially my finishing painting stuff with exquisite slowness era

Primed the Metal Slug X Slug Flyer and the SDW Caesar (Antony) because it's apparently my Little Guys era

An Incantation of Cartoon Animals

"hey look what i did" except it's an index card labeled "dark night of the soul"

thinking about model kit, thinking about art project, impossible to convey main thrust of activities over bsky because documenting "practicing a musical instrument" and "shikantaza" is not fun to the observer

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there is no universe in which Char turns down an interview with Chotiner

WOIMS

i did Not spraypaint things and now i am large mad because the weather will not be forthcoming for a while (gritted teeth) it's fine, i will work on my backlog of which there is a substantial quantity

AM I GONNA PRIME THE REST OF THE STUPID-ASS SD KITS I BOUGHT ON THE SPRUE? YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT AM I WORKING ON LEGITIMATE ART RIGHT NOW? OH MAIS NON

thinking about cars again as a displacement activity for can't do stuff with my leg yet and HOLY SHIT ITS GONNA BE WARM OUT TODAY EVERYTHING IS CANCELED IM GONNA GO PRIME SOME KITS

The Last Guru by @danielpinkwater.bsky.social remains excellent esp. after spending years in the semi-pro and pro incense burning/cymbal crashing/cushion warming game and having taken on some damage around certifications and qualifications etc. as usual, the sun shines everywhere.

! RIP Éliane Radigue

Chat Pile album art

furthermore it's kind of a relief to accept that one of my main responses to a lot of things remains "surely you know you are going to die". dont knock it it's got range

god dang man i tell you when i am no longer physically obliterated i am going to build the spraybooth i've been talking about for half my life or, far more likely, accept that my hobby has a seasonal component and start putting together the 1/60 high mobility zaku to look like nara statuary

man i miss being able to go downstairs where all my actual paints are

cat dance (12 minutes)

also and this has nothing to do with anything out there, but boy am i tired of perennialism, i occasionally regret having entered a bespoke hippie religion. not the religion but the social context.

trying to learn classical chinese while your tendon is broken 2026 challenge

everybody got their lemon pigs set up?

I read ON BECOMING AN ALCHEMIST by way of advice from someone, which reminded me that I can spend a lot of time thinking about my problems but I can also heal by entering the house of drawing fucked up little guys. Buddy those guys are kinda fucked up rn

reading BETWEEN HEAVEN AND RUSSIA and unhappily reflecting on a) how familiar i find the mindset of the convert monastics and b) was not aware of the rene guenon - ROCOR connection, why is it ALWAYS GUENON

my wife's powermac g4 is not recognizing a midi controller and just said "it's not my fault" in a crunchy-ass robot voice, i love computers

hollow knight prequel....

back on my bullshit metal slug edition

I assure you I am a real person, I just posted far too much prior to 2016 and am in the tenth oxherding picture of not posting