update docs.google.com/document/d/1...

am tempted to delete all my accounts and stuff, i havent logged onto discord or social media in forever, i just feel like ill never be able to rejoin ososan at this point

sorry i havent been active at all, im still struggling really bad, its not good... idk what to do, i just feel really alone and like ive lost all my confidence and that i shouldn't ever post to fandom spaces again

I'll be real, I'm not doing so hot, it's been the worst year of my life, I just want people to talk to again, I miss it so much, I miss calls, I miss group draws, I miss a place to talk about aus and inserts, I don't know what to do anymore

I know I made a post like this already but I'm thinking of trying to do a matsu insert group server for people I see on my feed often/people who love making aus and sharing them with people/A fresh place for people to hang out, but I'd need help/people interested

Sorry I keep coming on to apologize for being inactive and then continuing to like... Disappear/go offline for awhile... Truthfully, I'm not doing very good for a lot of reasons/finding it hard to want to create things anymore

@1may0ne.bsky.social THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THESE CUTE DOODLES!!! Sorry it took me so long to post them, I've been offline for a few days. Thank you so much I love them 😭

Idk how to socialize/make friends so like this post if it's okay for me to dm/interact with you, I need to get better at this

resists urge to revive my dead ososan self insert servers/make a server for people to join each others aus OTL

sorry im obsessed with a guy

nuh-uh

🍊Honno Update Ref🍊 I been wanting to update their ref and if anyone knows me from my ososan tumblr I'm a bit more active there but I'm happy to have finish this! :] #osomatsusanoc

This guy again #karamatsu

Affection time 💜💙 #IchiLuma

i made a sheet for my self-insert/sona :3 #yumesky #yumematsu #osomatsusan

been meaning to draw more but have been a little stumped/sad, people are welcome to use the strawpage asks for art requests too 💙

made a strawpage, puts this here too: lovenu.straw.page

Sorry again for the inactivity, still not doing so hot but I do have some Matsu AUs as well as filling in docs for my pre-existing AUs in the works so that they'll finally have more info

Sorry I haven't been very active, dealing with some irl shit/sadness and stuff. I wanna get back to my usual stuff but idk, it's been a really rough year

３年前に描いたハロウィン絵。食べてはいけないパンプキンを食べてしまった伝奇。

Day 8 #DailyKaramatsu 🧛‍♂️ #KaramatsuMatsuno #Osomatsusan #MrOsomatsu #カラ松 #おそ松 #HappyHalloween

that being said, everyone should blab to me on discord!!!! i need to INFODUMP ABOUT MY AUS!!

Sorry I haven't been posting as much the past few days, been working on some stuff behind the scenes. Here's an Akuma AU Lovenu in the meantime. She's the demon Lamia #lovenart #AU #akumaau

@lovenu.bsky.social HERE YOU GOOO!!

Another #IchiLuma thread! 😊 Part 1:

青戸唐次。中央の前髪掻きあ戸唐次に見過ぎた夢が詰まってる。

Praying this is readable. Tried my hand at the yume bingo thing. tadaaah #lovenart #karalove #yumematsu

Sadly didn't get a bingo unless you count "pragma and agape" which I had trouble understanding when I looked it up. I put squiggles for things that were half true or only really applied to one of them (forgot to put a squiggle for 'not against PDA' for Kara)

Also wondering if I should repost some of my stuff again slowly rather than what I did at the start which was all in a bunch immediately dghjshg

Karaly bingo card 💙💚 Does your yumeship get a bingo? (empty template in replys) #template #yumesky #selfshippingcommunity #karaly #rosebrewshipping #yumematsu #karamatsu #selfship #canonxsi #bingo #selfinsert #sona #yumetwt

One day I'm going to post more about my ososan pokemon AU cause I'm actually pretty proud of it. Made a whole fan region with town names and figured out gym leaders and everything

Headshot art of the matsunos in my style #osomatsu-san #mrosomatsu #art

current interests: - ososan (a forever interest tbh) - sput gta rp - ... nintendo games?

I DID A SHARK MENTALITY GOOGLE DOC YEYYY, it may be shit but I worked🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️💥💥💥💥💥 docs.google.com/document/d/1...

hm yea i drew some more, i miss when disney songs were really fucking good. wwjd if demons started wanting to know what his deal was? @deadmoth.bsky.social priest au ha ha #lovenart #karalove #AU #PriestAU

posts some of my favorite "rare karas" because the world needs to know

sends him 20 emails where the subject is just "i love you" and the body is blank

Normally in the past I've made friends through chatting with people in group servers as that's always been less scary for me than dms but like every ososan server is dead rn so idk what to do 😭

also if you guys are ever interested in making stuff for my aus or something please please do so or dm me or something please I need people to talk to about ososan stuff please, idk how to dm people, I want to learn

#YumeGalaxy #yumeship #selfship #ocxcanon This is me when I see any of my followers ships( no matter how many already I've seen it)

I fucked up and forgot the Heso one and made my own. They're trying really hard to be taken seriously as pirates but no one takes them seriously. Lovenu is a mermaid. I wrote up a whole doc cause I'm a nerd that writes docs up for my AUs #lovenart #karalove #PirateAU #AU

Various KaraLove sketches/drawings/ect you know how it is #lovenart #karalove

Halloween present for bf #lovenart #karalove

Shark friend 🦈💙

This style of official art 💞 #Osomatsu #Karamatsu #Choromatsu #Ichimatsu #Jyushimatsu #Todomatsu #ososan #osomatsu-san #mrosomatsu #officialart

me screaming at how cute everyone's yume stuff is but being too anxious/shy to comment or repost things 🥲