akira & maru giving me a haircut rn and i should stop them bc maru & shinji are both too rough and i’ll end up with painful scratches on my head but also. it nice

sasuke has never been loving like kimimaro or tachi so i have a bad feeling about the fact that i looked away from my phone and realized it was him draped over my arm. i understand buddy. i miss them too

sorry i’ve been depressed and can’t go to therapy anymore and my kidneys/urinary tract are still fucked lol waiting for new health insurance to kick in and hoping it’s the same old bs as usual

a coworker i’ve never spoken to interrupted me with a customer and asked if i am a robot, dead inside, okay, etc., all under the guise of “concern” until i had to say “i’m autistic” and still he continued. i finally told him dude i’m with a customer and had to apologize to her. fucking humiliated.

oh to see the phantom of the opera again, i wish i wasn't so freaking young when i saw it on broadway, all i remember is the chandelier drop no one warned me about. seeing it a few years ago locally i was choking back sobs during the overture i WANT TO RELIVE IT

ok BEAR you had no business making me look like a liar and disabling your congestion to completely charm the entire vet office. i fear he is a special heart rat. i’ve been trying to deny it bc i’m not ready lol

new mini batch of rat adoptables up for instant purchase at ko-fi.com/murdermuffin... apologies for making them $12 instead of $10 fees suck...

oh i can already tell this kidney stone is going to stick around and cause so many issues all without health insurance

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had to come back for pain relief it’s definitely not out but my life could be worse i could have a broken pelvis like the old lady across the hall :( poor thing

Cold spring in Liaoning. Two anchiornithids fighting. Tianyulong unbothered.

anyways sorry this account has become the "muffin grieves and complains about healthcare" zone lately

this new trend of healthcare professionals treating gabapentin like a pain pill you can pop is kind of disgusting

why is the night shift crew in the ER always a billion times nicer (another kidney stone. uninsured. cuz ig shit hasn’t been hard enough. yay)

looking at goodrx for options and the system is even worse than i thought how is my antidepressant $60 with a coupon at walgreens and $15 retail price at walmart

so i didn’t get any interest in commissions (kinda…not unexpected anymore since i never draw) but i owe another thank you to those who donated to my ko-fi over the weekend, you’ve given one of my mice a fighting chance after he was attacked

thank you so much to the people who sent me ko-fi donations at work today please contact me privately if you’d like something in return

oh fuck it

Sorry to keep asking and reposting about my situation, but I am on a tightrope until I get paid unfortunately. I have -10$ in my account and need to at the very least fix that to not have an overdraft fee! So all of these unsold werewolves are 12$🙏Paypal only. Please comment or DM to claim!🌕

if i was suicidal rn the message my dad just sent me would push me over the edge and the worst part is he'd never understand it was entirely his fault so i guess thank god that i'm not. i'm baffled

despite my reservations with hazbin i did not realize nearly every musical number was a certified banger. my bad

I could still use some help with this as paying rent has me pretty low rn and I get my first check in 9 days🙏There's still plenty of adopts on sale and commissions open! If you can't do that but can donate to my ko-fi, send me a character with it! It'll take time with work, but I'll do sketches!

it has been 20 years and i still vividly remember seeing shrek 2 in theaters and when donkey said “i’m sexy” some poor mother gasped and dropped what sounded like a very full coke

i despise how true “oh you must be about to start your period” is because i’m about to bite entire heads off at work

intros proving to be a challenge cuz they’re all super chill except bear is terrified of everybody and just wants to run up my arm and hide on my shoulder and under my chin. advice? i’ve never dealt with a rat that wasn’t aggro but just scared of everyone. poor baby

tanaka somehow convinced himself he could jump into the open critter nation several feet away from the bed and and then hikaru saw me chasing him on the floor and decided to join us and now they both wanna act dumb and scared 🫩 so we just sitting here waiting

i unexpectedly received a rat a few years ago with an ear punch and realized the breeder was overly reliant on that method with only slightly identical rats (and still gave me a wrong rat lol) but a rabbitry tattooing an entire name on a rabbit's ear for transport instead of like, an initial...idk

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'wait when did chuck tingle get political?'

do ppl still use tumblr

that boy ain’t right

unironically might potentially have snowflake on accident bear hasn’t molted out of his funny white back spot since he got here and sort of has them on his sides so the breeder joked about snowflake and i checked his belly and his chest has 3 distinct white clusters (spots) nah…no way lol

crazy to think my late bloomer queer awakening/journey to self-realization started in college all because i watched nbc's hannibal. but then i take into account me being a dumbass from an exceptionally small town in the deep south who always felt othered regardless due to undiagnosed autism

does bsky have an issue with ghost reposts/quotes or is someone obsessively quote tweeting my shit like on twitter idk if that’s even a feature here but you fucking suck or are just plain weird

i can only distract myself so much from 3 elderly pets being dead 3 months into 2026 idk what else to do since i called off work today and don't work tomorrow and it just feels like my fault kimi randomly started dying even i know it's shitty luck

this shit ain’t fair

kimi has experienced some kind of neurological event the day after i put his brother tachi down and if i say how i'm feeling i am going to put in a straight jacket i have never had some bullshit like this happen and i'm feeling numb

goodbye my oddball, my littlest one, my best friend today you proved i am not in fact dead inside and i can indeed still ugly cry all the way to the vet, at the vet, and in the car all the way home. i have not been this devastated in years

the light came back into his eyes for ice cream and it is hard to reconcile him looking a year younger here to being too tired to move much a few hours ago

tachi visiting his littermates for the last time

tachi going downhill fast now i think tomorrow will be the day if i can get them to see him

just showing the babies

that was a fun 45 min drive

nearing the end of the 2nd generation of the nevermore pack…crowley passed away peacefully a while back and his son osiris will need to choose a successor soon. i think i’ll have him go out fighting. the lore in this shit is too much to type out…i rlly wanna draw them

i think tachi is going senile i gave him a chocolate chip and it disappeared so i thought he lost it and gave him another one and he ate it whole. they were not tiny choc chips. he could've choked. in 8 years i've never seen a rat eat ANYTHING whole

i was already hardcore judging my former hairdresser for enlisting a few months ago i wonder if she's regretting it now

hikaru is so baby