i've noticed that since i stopped masking almost entirely i'm so much more "rude" than people always claimed i was when i was trying my best or not even doing anything wrong

…i think i just got mean girl level bullied by a PA during an incredibly routine appointment lol

no wonder i feel like shit i’ve had a kidney stone refusing to come out for 2 whole months and to top it all off 2 screws in my spine are loose and i bet i’ll need major surgery 🤪 can i pls at least pee out the stone already this sucks

get your vaccines NOW

all right, making up for losing money after my old bank account went bye bye, some characters available on toyhouse toyhou.se/murdermuffin... adopts still available on ko-fi too ko-fi.com/murdermuffin... willing to bargain for art as long as at least some money is involved!

kimimaro

Checking the "No food poisoning" box on DoorDash but it raises my price by $2 so I frown and uncheck it

all right, making up for losing money after my old bank account went bye bye, some characters available on toyhouse toyhou.se/murdermuffin... adopts still available on ko-fi too ko-fi.com/murdermuffin... willing to bargain for art as long as at least some money is involved!

i am having a fucking meltdown

can't believe it took 6 days for the bank to decide i need to just open a new account and i've not been able to access my money yet i've somehow actually LOST money in fees and none of this was through any fault of my own to begin with

lol i'm so used to being chronically dizzy and tired that i didn't realize i'm maybe dangerously dehydrated until i peed brown. i hope that's what it is anyway

need a new word for “annoyed” when someone randomly tries to correct my husbandry but they’re literally just flat out wrong and have no experience with the species i keep. insulted maybe

their favorite cauldrons are back in time for spooky season

no scope yet, ct was scheduled for next friday but i JUST got a call that i have a uti (after urgent care & pcp cultures were negative). can’t even manage a laugh. sorta doubt it’s the core issue though…yeah it hurts but i think after a month being untreated i should be pissing blood with a fever?

america deserved it

why he looking at me like the protagonist’s dead wife from a flashback in any given action film

sorry. i know me venting about my health is annoying but i'm not the kind of person who suffers in graceful silence, and no one should have to. people brought up and presenting as female in everyday life already have to deal with that from medical professionals. at a certain point it's traumatic

surprisingly i get my bladder scoped 2 days from now, CT is idk when--UNsurprisingly, when i asked what the fuck i was supposed to do for the pain since the doctor told me to only take AZO in short bursts (when it doesn't always provide relief), he said to take tylenol (literally doesn't work on me)

You are under no obligation to mourn the death of people who would’ve celebrated yours.

i think it's fairly normal and even healthy for people to feel disturbed by what they just saw, doesn't mean they feel SYMPATHY for a shitty person, it's just horrific to see. i've seen a lot and that nauseated me

simple creatures

been dealing with excruciating bladder pain for over a month and i finally see the specialist the day after tomorrow and at this point it's clearly either something with "no known cause or cure" or something that will require surgery and both scenarios have me on the verge of tears

accidentally got my vaccines for free under the table bc everyone in hillbilly hell is so incompetent they didn’t double check to see if my insurance paid for them (i literally never gave them my insurance and just power walked out when they said it was covered)

r/roomdetective is 50% ppl living like they’re in hotel rooms and expecting you to be able to make any assumptions about their personality or lifestyle other than boring and probably neurotypical how do people go through life without having any pictures or trinkets whatsoever??

Hello, I recently had to drop over 3k that I do not have on an emergency surgery for my boy! If you're able to help, thank you, if not sharing this is just as appreciated! #cat #cats #catsky #orangecat #gofundme #mutualaid

tachi the miracle baby. whatever happened, he’s seemingly recovered. i’ve never had a rat look that bad and come back. we shall hope it doesn’t happen again

get your updated covid booster and flu shots bc some pharmacies are now requiring you to check a box on a preexisting condition to qualify and others are demanding a prescription outright, who knows what’s gonna happen

bro why is the 2003 fullmetal drawn and animated so much better than brotherhood, i might end up preferring this one, it seems darker too

“dragon eye” - sectoral heterochromia sometimes found in the variety “marten” which can present as darker splotches or flecks very subtle dragon eye on a marten with cataracts (tachi!)

Dance crew / breakfast #critterposting #alttextposting

omg why did this child run up to me and hug me and why did his mom just stare at me

tachi is doing good so far, i have no clue what happened this is an awfully drastic recovery from a “stroke” even with a steroid…so just enjoying the time we have. feat him and his shorties

“are you stupid?” just hits different when you spent the majority of your life as an undiagnosed autistic person who fumbles their way through every irl conversation asking themselves that same thing

ghostly child

itachi was much worse this morning but he seems more alert now, drinking but still won’t eat aside from syrup and keeps peeing his pants and getting pory everywhere. it feels stroke-ish to me but he’s not wobbly just slow…vet tomorrow. my wallet hurts

because my string of shitty luck never ends, something’s up with tachi. my heart rat. of course

sneak peek

at last, the cage and 3 more additions are here!

btw my mom developed sepsis in the hospital bc one of her shitty ass nurses decided a 102F temperature didn't need to be reported the day before surgery.🖕i cannot express how much i inherently distrust and despise all healthcare professionals until they prove they are decent human beings

mom is in the hospital being mistreated by complete idiots for the billionth time and it’s official. after years of every single medical professional failing both me and my family i have 0 trust or respect for any of you, sorry. 100% of doctors and 50% of nurses. this shit makes no fucking sense.

i've had the most joy and success drawing rat art. chase your bliss

finally got around to watching neon genesis evangelion and the film and i think my brain broke. i hate it i love it

people are awful weird about suggesting my room must reek from having small pets in it when we all agree dogs still smell bad at their cleanest and litterboxes are no fun. but most people don’t mind letting their dogs in their bed or cats trekking litter in it

it shouldn’t take 4 weeks to see a specialist for an ongoing health issue. guess it’ll either go away or i’ll land in the hospital before then. “we can probably get you in within a week” my ass

clean cage. you’re welcome, stinky

pocket thylacine