got my spotify wrapped then canceled and deleted spotify 😌

i haven’t been able to eat solid foods for a week and a half due to a dental thing and have generally been hangry and my fav sous chef at my restaurant just gave me 2 KILOS of french onion soup that we’re running as a special rn and if i wasn’t so gay and he wasn’t so married i would’ve kissed him

personally, if i wanted The Rumors About Me to stop swirling, i would not release lesbian flag colored vinyl on a date lining up with a bizarre timeline i have concocted specifically to do things like this

some nice lesbian capitalism

okay idina menzel is talented and incredible and deserves every flower she’s been given but alsooooooo cynthia fucking DESTROYED no good deed… the choices she made were small but so well thought out, i’ve been listening to it on repeat all day and can’t stop

taking myself on a lil solo mid day date to get pasta and wine drunk at work and then go to see wicked so that i can cry by myself and be very autistic about the whole thing and let me tell you i am THRILLED

gets notification about merch drop —> goes to ts site —> immediately heads straight to bluesky

just got done with a dental appointment, which to me is my own personal autistic hell. really almost melted down at the end and i’m gonna be in pain/eating smoothies for a while but i did it! no meltdowns at the dentist!!

i have not been marked safe from the taycapitalism of the acoustic collection 🙈

i’ve had a mezcalita or 2 and i’m now thinking about how even michelangelo painted jesus as form of his lover, and how various queer people have been hidden and masked whilst being projected from the ceilings for millennia. it’s so interesting to think of taylor adding her name to that list of icons

8 years ago 🖤 ♾️

hi hello I would like to inject Perfume and Milk into my bloodstream so I can experience it bodily as well as sonically thank u bye

in honor of finally paying off my eras ticket in full today, here’s a one second video that no one has seen before because I took it 🧡🤍🩷

Someone at work had TFOO playing from her phone and when I asked her about it, she told me that it was her GATEWAY song to Taylor and loves the album and doesn’t understand the hate and it is so interesting to me to see the current taylor media sphere through her eyes

i’m so sorry but miss ma’am definitely hit a penjamin of some sort before leaving the car because she looks friiiiiied (i love it)

oh my god the mamdani news this morning is giving me hope all the way from dc when it feels like every single thing is bleak and dead. LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOO

I just started binging the diplomat on Netflix and let me tell you I HATE this husband with every fiber of my being holy shit

this florence album is…. unreal. she’s not someone I regularly follow but her music has always found me in really pivotal moments and today absolutely checks that box

I literally made every single one of my straight coworkers listen to me not shut up about this for WEEKS

they want that steak life under oven flames they want those biscuits with the marmalade and a fat ham with a mustard glaze they want it all they want that traditional French cassoulet hey want that brisket, boneless and braised and a fire grill for the veg saute they want it all

desperately trying to fit pozole into a soup pun but I am v sleepy so just know the intent was there 🥣

alright taking it back to basics tonight and playing an assload of stardew valley to the tunes of the entire ttpd anthology after smoking a lil weed and hopefully 10% of my seasonal depression will evaporate 🤞🏻

The people sitting in front of of my bartending station have nbc gear all over them and are talking about things they SHOULDNT in public (like speculating how much longer things will be on the air, how the other networks are doing) and I’m 100% going back to listen to more gossip 👀

I just redownloaded insta because this day is driving me crazy and my first observation of looking at Taylor’s account for the first time since September is how extremelyyyy out of place the engagement post is. It looks like both the craziest spotlight and also something that was made to be deleted

Ummmm guys…. Not to alarm anyone but I may have figured out what 83 means 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 If the deal was offficial 11-18-18, then 83 months later would be October 18, 2025 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 if that IS a contract exit date but who knows for sure 😭

I just finished a ten day stretch of working, five of those days being 13 hour doubles. I want to sleep forever and ever and ever and never work again 😫

I made a playlist for myself on spotify a while ago that I titled “friends of dorothea” that was just my own preferences of some of the louder songs and I went to add tloas to it today and saw that it has 12 saves!!!which I am v surprised by but love that other gaylors (i assume) are using it too 🥰

Im wondering if “Penny” is actually referring to money and not a name? Penny’s unlucky —> my money will suffer?

in my wildest dreams (pun intended) it’s a box set of all the surprise songs/mashups because it’s healthy to believe in the impossible every once in a while

I wonder if it’ll be an announcement of an announcement just because 10/18 is right around the corner and I am still v suspicious

I think ultimately the reason why TLOAS isn’t as overtly political of a character as people want is BECAUSE this was all planned so far in advance - things changed quickly here in the us. I think she made the decision to move forward with her art how she intended, now that she finally has the chance

they're gaining consciousness!!!!

I just heard from my coworker that mainstream swifties are trying to use numerology with wood to say that she’s trying to say trav has a nine inch 🍆 ????? I have never been so happy to have deleted my other socials before album release

the crowd is your king!

She just looks disingenuous AF about all the tayvis stuff

And what a little mirrorball she is

can’t stop thinking about these lyrics, specially “broken you like they’ve broken me”

Important new coffee table decor

I feel like I have to put myself in a tattoo ban for the next few weeks because I’m doing everything I can not to get a little teacup with a thunderstorm in it right now

You had to make your own sunshine / but now the sky is opalite

Okay after taking a lil space, one of the things that keeps rocking around my skull is re: gaylor/PAlor is the fact that if she doesn’t want people speculating WHY IS THE ALBUM WRITTEN THIS WAY? Like there were SO many opportunities where she could have changed things to be less ambiguous and didn’t

Okay I’ve officially reached an overwhelmed point in the release weekend and feel like I need to take a little space but my brain ONLY wants to think about this

Ughghghhhh I am sitting in an urgent care waiting room and if this drop is NOT merch and I have to be sitting here to experience new music or something I’ll be pissed

Father figure in some ways almost feels like a new anti hero

I went to work today after being in my TLOAS gaylor bubble and talked to some mainstream swifties at my job and for a minute it was so nice to have an irl interaction where all were geeking out, but then the way they started talking about wood literally made me gag and have to walk away 🥴

Oh wow everyone was saying she was doing interviews in her sexy voice and I thought I was prepared…….. 🫢

Don’t worry everyone I just took a scooter all through the national monuments while violently blasting this album in my headphones so safe to say DC has had some exposure

I would say my biggest and most obvious observation from the movie theater experience was how extremely careful of pronouns she was throughout every talking point

you pulled the wrong trigger your finger on my hairpin trigggggerrrrrs

It’s so interesting to me that father figure is track 4 and not 5