IF I EVER START TO MESS WITH A COWOKERR PLEASE BASH MY FUCKING KNEES IN CAUSE WTF AM I DOING BEING DUMB

MY MOM JUST ASKED ABOUT EX SITUATIONSHIP AND I SOBERED UP SOOO FUCKING QUICK 😭😭

J bros playing at ONT Airport this is gonna be a great birthday🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

And there’s always an ass to eat 👁️👅👁️

And I’m donating the book he got me to the thrift store

I’ve decided I’m burning the plush he got me

Girrrllll pksss cancel tonight’s class

BROOOO I HATE THAT IM NOT EVEN HUNGRY :(

Told my mom about my new diagnosis:D

Yo tenía la razón y no la quiero tener

I just ran a red light for texting my therapist cause I’m spiraling holy fuck 😭😭

ANA MENA TE AMOOO😭

Still shocking 😳🤯🤣

Quiero ir a karaoke a desahogarme

Tha one fucking post was enough to mess up all the progress I’ve made :/

Went to the park for a bit with my friend yesterday and he helped me put some pieces back together and really helped me deal with this diagnosis 😭

I hate being crazy and delusional and I just want my new meds already PLEASE

My friend helped me realize I am delusional and that I’m not the type to be hung up on someone like this ESPECIALLY after he told me we can’t keep doing what we’re doing

Need to try this AT LEAST once in my life 😭😭😭

I should call him…

Praying for another manic episode

LMFAOOO I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO STOP CRYING ALL MORNING SOMEONE PLS BASH MY HEAD IN

Gym with my sister didn’t hurt as bad as it does when I go alone and now I want to go for a run :(

Malditos psicólogos ya denme mi puto medicamentooooo😭😭

typical bluesky interaction

Quiero que me llames papito una última vez 🥺

I should call him :(

Need me a man with this body type PLEASEEEEE 😭😭

Day 5 🙂‍↕️ now I wanna eat some hairy booty as a reward

El mal de amor si que es buen motivador pa el gimnasio 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

This icon…

Ya ni modo es hora de quemar los barcos 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

OH ACTUALLY NVM THATS ALL I NEEDED 🤣🤣🤣

GOD I HATE DOING THE INTAKE QUESTIONNAIRE FOR SCHEDULING THERAPY APPOINTMENTS 😭😭 likeeeeeee why did you ask if I had planned out my suicide 4 different ways??? Girl you’re making me want to 😭😭😭

Lmfao these past two weeks have got me fucked up I even unblocked Ariana grande so I could cry 🤣🤣

MY BROTHER IN CHRIST I AM TRYING TO HIDE THESE TEARS DURING MY CHURCH CLASS HOLY FUCK

Okay I’m calm now I swear

THIS IS EXACTLY WHY I BUILT MY WALLS AN REFUSE TO LET ANYONE IN AND I HATE WHEN A BITCH PULLS UP WITH A SHOVEL OR A LADDER JUST TO LEAVE ME WORSE THAN BEFOE 😭😭😭

But even my sister was taken by surprise cause she saw all the shit he would do for meeeeee likeeeeee im not fucking blin or stupidddd he’s just an asshole😭😭😭

Oh I need to calm down ._.

BUT WHY DID HE DO ALL THE LOVEY DOVEY BOYFRIEND SHIT AND THEN END THINGS CAUSE HE REALIZED I CAUGHT FEELINGS?!? NADIEN TE PIDIÓ QUE ME REGALARAS PLUSHIES NI QUE ME LLEVARAS A CENAR NI AL LAS TIENDAS DE ANIME NI QUE LLEGARAS A MI CASA SIN AVISAR Y DECIRME “vamos a ___” PINCHE MAMON PENDEJO INÚTIL 😭😭😭

HE WAS JUST A SITUATIONSHIP WHO WAS ONLY WVER SUPPOED TO BE A FRIEND WHY DID I FALL FOR HIM 😭😭

SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME TO NOT TEXT HIM RN HOLY FUCK I AM ABOUT TO LOSE THIS BATTLE 😭😭

Hate a gym with only one leg press 😒😒😒

Being heartbroken at jim is lowkey the vibe😭

Am I… having a panic attack rn??

Lo mejor que puedas hacer es forzarlo

Not my psychiatrist saying she’s gonna discuss with her team and give me a follow up call after their meeting :D