having to be a therapist for someone with bipolar disorder and such at 13 was fun shit when i didn't know anything about mental health and was basically thrown into that situation 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

theres definitely a lot more words to this but point is still there!

mmmmm vent art bc every day i realize how one of my ex friends effected me #traditionalart #traditionalartist #ocart #artistonbluesky #artistsky #artsky #smallartist #ocsky #ocartist #drawing #originalcharacter

i could complain SO much how the fandom is about Jax sometimes oh my god its almost like how people are about Fuuta💔

my boyfriend asked what yumeshipping was goodnight

my like,, best friend is somehow far better at using the right pronouns for Jax

JAX SOMEWHAT APPEARED IN MY DREAM FUCK YEAH

going to sleep before i crash out um using this cuz im too lazy to type 👍👍👍👍👍

growing so tired of this rn what the hell

I Don't Want to Go

Arianna owikaina reference sheet is done!!!(fun fact she had a goth phase during high school 🖤🤭) #artsky #animesky #osomatsusan #yumesky #yumesona #osorianna #chaoticsummer #♥️🌺 #artfight2026

im actually going to explode if my sibling gets a bird oh my god i cannot handle MORE noise from that room because NOOOO we didn't need more cushion between our rooms ONLY FOR THE WALLS TO BE TOO THIN THAT I HEAR EVERYTHING FROM THERE

giggles my partner mighr get into tadc (he wont but whatever)

one of my biggest gripes with star rail is that it's set in space but there are 0 playable characters that are meaningfully nonhuman in appearance. you know what i mean? like there are animal people, but they only get the ears and tail. there are robots yeah but they have to still be human sometimes

Hey, it's that jester again!

she’s so sexy #tadc #tadcjax #jax

I DID UPDATE MY STRAWPAGE SOME IF ANYONES INTERESTED (also new strawpage ffrom the voddka37 one before-) aubyilla.straw.page

#promosky day 18 UM hi, im like really into The Amazing Digital Circus rn. i like to draw (esp Jax!! ahh!!) (aubyilla.straw.page) ❤️ and RT for moots/appreciated! ifb all! #anisky #tadcsky #yaoi #yuri #pjsk #tbhk #manhua #mha #tadc #vocaloid #shuuenpro #yume #milgram #rpgs #promotwt #yumeship

its funny as well i made a yumesona TO ship with Jax before almost immediately scrapping it bc she looks dumb and too much like Jax (i say like the other yumesona isnt probably more like the one transfem Jax drawing but also like how i initially was making my Jax cosplay-)

i SO badly want to draw my one yumesona with Jax but i very much dont trust myself to accurately depict Jax and somehow thats been the biggest block despite all ive been doing in terms of drawing for a week has been drawing Jax-

half of the time i hear Pomni's voice or someone trying to do it all i can hear is Aphmau

yknow i think my final straw was when i had a dream abt being exposed yet again (about something NOT true- both times.) in my own server- bc what the fuck was that-

WWWWWWHY IS THERE AN OLDER SHIRTLESS GUY JUST WALKING AROUND AT MY SCHOOL????

anyway i found this blehhh

Daisy, Daisy give me your answer do

my feet hurt so much because it was SOMEONES dumb idea to just walk around for two hours-

I find it funny how TADC canonically has an intro and we just. never get to see it in full lol

Can finally post this Inspired by Macbeth's cover, but really it's Arcane s2 intro Happy Pride Month <3 #TADC #funnybunny #theamaizingdigitalcircus #jax #pomni #ribbit

shocking to actually be into something popular omg wow- i CAN do that????

I am so unbelievably obsessed with her... ♪Isn't she lovely♪~ ♥ #tadc #jax #theamazingdigitalcircus #art

Together, no matter what.

stoppppp this makes me really happy to have this happen omgggg🥹🥹🥹

i can’t be the only one that looks at this and thinks “omg monitoring reference” lmao

ill figure out shit more eventually sighhhh

I DREW JAX AGAINNNNN BEHHHH YAY I THINK I AM PROGRESSING #tadc #theamazingdigitalcircus #theamazingdigitalcircusfanart #tadcfanart #smallartist

CON IN A MONTHHHHHH UHHHHHGGGGGG I CANNOT WAIT TO COSPLAY JAXXXXX

Jax has honest to god made me really happy in the like week ive been into TADC, she's made me feel like i could finally escape that hell and ive felt better about how i look because of her, and idk theres a lot but im really glad to live in a timeline of seeing TADC come out #tadc

sorry i will reply

my mother probably anymore:

what sucks in a way is i HATE Jax's actual name just because my ex had a VVVVERY similar name and he kinda like really traumatized me- but hey, my current partner has SUCH a similar name to the person who also fucked me up so why not!

this stupid fucking thing i made a while back bc i thought it was funny to make in spur of the moment for a joke- #pjsk #prsk #pjsksky #prsksky #meme #prosekai #projectsekai

i so badly wanna just delete a bunch of photos so i dont have to deal with sorting that shit out ive already been deleting photos from one fandom bc i finally can feel comfortable doing that (unlike the fact Murder Drones fanart keeps somehow continuing to exist on my phone 2 years later-)

my bff got a gym membership and has a guest pass thing so i come with her usually since i really would like to be skinnier but WHY IS IT JUST MY LEFT ARM THAT HURTS

i found a purple fineliner in a bag and i cheered cause i was JUST looking for one to draw Jax with and i love i randomly got that before getting into tadc

good ending #TADC

im very hyped about the maid Jax merch but jm also rlly hyped for the Jax keychain cause i want a Jax keychain attached to my phone so like this is perfect

THIS IS THE STRUGGLE OF NEVER BEING ABLE TO LEAVE FANDOMS OH MY GOD. CAUSE ITS ALWAYS LIKE "mannn i still like this!!!" or "ill probably get back to it soon!!" or some shit

i really need to actually get rid of more but nahhh that would be too simple👎👎👎👎👎