I keep fucking around with trying to design and print MTG accessories when the truth is I already bought everything I needed. I was comfortably carrying decks and supplies to commander night before I ever owned a 3d printer. So why am I wasting so much time designing my own? Vanity?

I would be lying if I said I didn't do this too. Probably doesn't help my self-confidence that I am comparing my appearance to the hallucination of a machine.

SFX Magazine (1998) #godzilla

I have an appointment with Plume on Tuesday. What should I be asking about besides progesterone now that I've been on estradiol for a year? I think I have pushed past my fears and really want to maximize my transition. I just don't know what I don't know to be asking about.

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Yourself, but as a cartoon

To start positively, it can do what it was intended to do. It can hold 12 100-card single-sleeved decks and accessories. At 1.25 kg of filament and 1 day, 6 hours to print, I learned a lot of lessons about why people make smaller modular prints.

Decided to stay home. I'm watching Godzilla '98, cod I love this movie. ^w^

Today is normally my commander night but I don't know I can be a fun person to be around right now

Ouch 😭

To the person that commented “turtles aren’t gay” on my Pride Turtle art: One of the world’s oldest animals is a 193 year old gay tortoise that has been having gay sex with another gay tortoise since 1991. Kick rocks, bitch!

The other day, I was called "good girl," and it was unexpectedly exciting for me. I don't know if it was who and when it was said, or if it is just something I am into now. Could use that kind of energy today though.

Okay, new idea, this box of drawers will theoretically hold 12 100-cards single sleeved decks plus accessories. I need to devise a way to hold the drawers in during transport. Also, this is very close to maxing out my printer's build volume, so I don't have much space to play with.

I'm sorry about my mood today, I'm feeling dysphoric. The escapism of social media isn't an escape right now. It's either enraging ICE news or content that reminds me that I am not the size and shape I want to be.

It's like advertisers can clue into what you are insecure about and dig in. I was already feeling negatively about my body, but now I keep getting ads about a feminizing workout plan.

I shouldn't scroll social media while eating lunch. I saw a beautiful transfeminine individual and was overcome with self-loathing, and I lost the will to finish my meal.

I have started printing super loud duo-tone whistles and will be looking for local efforts to donate them to.

Since I am good and thoroughly snowed in, what should I attempt to make in CAD today to further my self learning?

I had an order on TCGPlayer cancelled by the seller, claiming the cards I purchased were out of stock. Just for those very same cards to be listed on their page at a higher price. I left a 1-star review, and in minutes, they responded, offering to send me one of the cards I ordered for free.

I used the new deck box at the LGS last night. While others were impressed, I felt it needed work. I updated the design to add notches to make removing decks easier. Now to print again 😁

I went inside and four Czech men told me to climb through a hole in the wall, I got stuck halfway

so to anyone curious about the video of the new ICE shooting: do not watch that shit unless you are ready to see a lynching. i am deathly serious. it's fully reminiscent of jim crow era lynchings, complete with pistol whipping and a beatdown before the execution. no idea where you go from here dog.

You're going to want to do this. There's another video going around of ICE murdering a person in broad daylight.

From CAD to in my hand, the One Piece deck box is complete ^w^

From CAD to in my hand, the One Piece deck box is complete ^w^

Meanwhile my state be like

It appears the weather is a tit bit nipply

When I left my apartment for work this morning there were 5-6 police vehicles in a row on my street. I wonder what that was about and I hope my neighbors are safe.

@lunavixi.bsky.social can you confirm this is a way of life in Finland?

In a more positive focus, the teaching myself CAD is going well. This is to turn a promotional cube thing for the One Piece TCG I received at the OP-14 pre-release into a deck box for multiple decks in the first tray and dice in the second tray.

I took my medications but I already can tell today is going to be rough. I already feel weepy, like I could cry at any moment.

What I foresee for myself in 2026.

I figured out why I feel off today, I can't remember the last time I took my medication. Explains why my brain is yelling at me that I want to die.

Gender is not a performance for others to approve ; it’s a personal truth. 🍄🧘‍♀️🌈👽🦄💖🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈

Taking a dump away from my home bidet and gaining the keyword swampasswalk

I shouldn't be allowed to use CA glue, my fingertips are all jacked up 😟

The Weight of Freedom. #art / #furry / #furryart / #bear / #fursona / #stainedglass

That's it, I need to stop printing deck boxes just for the hell of it. I now have more boxes than decks. Until I learn to model my own deck box to print I am saving my filament.

Good morning! I woke up to new Ravte art from @galaxyafterdark.bsky.social I love it so much! 🦈💜🎨

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Happy Tuesday. Made a meme.

Tonight I am reminded that I have a difficult time keeping this apartment warm in the winter time. It is 7f outside and the best I can do inside is 62f.

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Can I just do my shot tomorrow? I'm already comfy and warm in bed

On Twitter, before I jumped ship, I asked if I had an uWu dream about someone, should I tell them. The first person that responded was the person I dreamed about but I still wasn't confident enough to tell them. Thinking about it now, I regret not saying anything.

Thinking of a person and time that I miss music.youtube.com/watch?v=clXv...

My social skills are not the greatest! #fishcrow #art

When the two halves of my personality collide youtu.be/I5XR48KLE8I?...