I haven't raised my voice or got visibly triggered and angry since the beginning of April. And I was so bitchy and hysteric all my life, it's not even funny. Emotional balance and resilience truly can be trained, just like any muscle in your body.

I honestly don't even know how much I weight right now. My guess is 74-75 kg. I'll have to weight myself tomorrow and come up with the meal and exercise plan.

me, crawling back to edsky after getting fat again

I made 2 sourdough loafs and a huge batch of garlic sourdough breadstick this weekend. I was so tired I forgot to take pictures ⊙﹏⊙∥ But everything turned out delicious! I made it with a new batch of rye sourdough starter, and it tastes so much better, for some reason.

Update on my Linux journey: I started using LibreOffice for studying and some work tasks, that I may take home. I like it a lot! Checked forums for my laptop compatibility with Linux - I'm gonna to need to change wifi card to an Intel card. Otherwise, it runs perfect!

My hot take on Eugenia Cooney: As a 25 y/o, who's been struggling with ED and body image since I was 12-13, she does the opposite of triggering. I look at Eugenia Cooney and feel the same, as person BED would feel looking at Amberlynn Reid. I don't want to end up like her.

I caved in and weighted myself roday :) Lost 0.5kg in 2 days!

The way I had to brace myself this morning to avoid stepping on a scale. I would much rather see bigger weight loss once a week, than 100-200g fluctuations everyday.

I will lose 4 kg before 2025 ⨇ I will lose 4 kg before 2025 ⨇ I will lose 4 kg before 2025 ⨇ I will lose 4 kg before 2025 ⨇ I will lose 4 kg before 2025 ⨇ I will lose 4 kg before 2025 ⨇ I will lose 4 kg before 2025 ⨇ I will lose 4 kg before 2025 ⨇

Just got a coffee shit, my day is so much better now (✿◠‿◠)

Good morning <3 I have lots of work to do today, pretty busy day planned. But it's a good kind of work, exciting and not tedious or annoying. Also, I'm learning more about Linux today! ♪(´▽｀)

I'm thinking about changing to Linux for my personal laptop. I've been watching youtube videos about moving to Linux from Windows. Any advice?

Good morning, bloomfies! I woke up at 1 am tonight, because in my dream I remembered that I forgot to feed my sourdough starter haha Couldn't fall asleep after that for a while... feel so sleepy now Took that as a chance to treat myself with flat white coffee from my favourite coffee shop <3

You can fight me on this, but I could never be close friend/partner with a hedonist.

#edsky #caterpillarsky #edtwt #thinspo #ed #meanspo

I feel like I liked edtwt only when I was in my honeymoon phase

Last week was pretty good for me. Yesterday, I went for a walk in my favourite park with my favourite person (my mom <3). It was such a pretty day. The sky was gloomier than usual with a small amount of rain, and thin fog. Park looked magical! Then we got some burgers and a drink.

Good morning, bloomfies! Have a pleasant Monday <3

My plan for the rest of 2024: | in the next 2 weeks, reduce sugar consumption to 25g a day | at least 16hrs of IF everyday | 2 hrs of exercise per week | eat healthy homemade food

Hi everyone at #caterpillersky <3 I'm back, had to take a break from ed social media to handle work and college. Gained +0.3kg in that time, basically nothing. I'm excited to get back to my weight loss plan!

this is the first thing I read this morning thanks Pinterest 🙃

I got a haircut! Its just a trim, but I got a shorter curtain bangs and I feel so cute ☺️

Режим энергосбережения

new intro for #edsky #edtwt call me kitty ◡̈ 25 she/her asian sw 138 cw 101 ugw 90 likes: pop music, pilates, collecting lil trinkets & lippies dni: shtwt, i do not fb minors

looking for moots! ────୨ৎ──── Jay ⋆ 29 ⋆ she/her 5’2” ⋆ cw 115 gw 110 ⋆ ugw 105 programmer artist figureskater ↻ | ♡ ifb most! ──── ୨ৎ──── (no s/h accts, sorry </3) #caterpillarsky #edsky

doing paperwork while listening to ambient metal 🎸🎧 volυмe : ▁▂▃▄▅▆▇▉

I want to make a pyjama like this ↷ but in crème colour I should still have materials for it somewhere in my closet...

Oomfies, I think I followed back everyone over 18. If you are an adult and I didn't fb please let me know <3

No way, I started menstruating today too? wtf >:( I need to do so many work tasks today, and Monday is just kicking my butt relentlessly :(

My bottom jaw bone and cheek hurts so bad these days, I can barely eat. I just have to power through it. A couple of weeks and it will heal.

I love my nails so much 💟❤️

Anyone on here plays FarmRPG? my @ is NorthZ

The way this shit works, and I want a family now 😩

moot hunt!!! ──────୨ৎ────── ‎ ‧₊˚✧ dollie ✧˚₊‧ ‎ ꒰ঌ she/her ໒꒱ ⟡ 21 y/o ⟡ ednos/osfed, arfid, bed ⟡ audhd ⟡ high sw (currently plus size) ⟡ harm reduction advocate! ⟡ queer ✖ DNI: minors, fatphobes, anti-recovery ✖ ──────୨ৎ────── #edtwt #edsky #caterpillarsky

I want a boyfriend 😔

Is it "maladaptive day dreaming" or are you just a natural story-teller entertaining yourself for free in a world of nightmares??? Also if you write your story down it feels really good and other people get to enjoy it

Where my mom, dad and I were born ☺️ Would be fun to see my moots too 🫶🏻

Since I decided to just keep staying alive, I would rather invest in my physical and mental health, to have a good quality of life for as long as possible.

I watched so many videos on plastic surgeries and cosmetic injections lately. The way I used to want a breast implant surgery when I was a teen ... 🤦 My personal view on it today: I don't earn money to be pretty. It's a hobby for me, not a job. And at 25 I can't afford to have expensive hobbies.

Oh, to be someone's art gallery crush ༊*·˚. #caterpillersky

Morning! In terms of physical health I feel worse today. Very sore, the wound in my jaw bone is throbbing :( But thanks to the meds, I'm very well-rested! Put on pretty make up and did my hair <3 Have lots of work to do~

In just two weeks I'm going to get my stitches out, take a CT scan and have an appointment with orthodontist. At the age of 25 I'm finally going to get braces!

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Good morning bloomfies! I stepped on a scale today and ugh..... Write it off on post-op swelling, I'm not going to log it anywhere. I'll give myself 7 days to get back to my og weight. To start the day, I made two strong cups of coffee for me and my mom. We talked a bit, mostly about politics :)

Casual cursive in Russian for comparison: *I feel like my handwriting got so much worse in 2024. I used to write more, and did lots of cursive exercises. Now I'm lazy with it 😔

Restriction: a budget, a diet or sobriety, does not limits your freedom. It gives you freedom.

Didn't make any sourdough this weekend because of the surgery. But I had a but of energy today, so I experimented with muffins 🥹🫶🏻 Made different kinds in small batches: Vanilla+brown sugar Salted caramel Salted brown sugar