The clan video for Vampire the Masquerade Bloodlines 1 is out now, I was super sleepy while recording so it's a bit rambly. youtu.be/Si3seeymFfU

Anybody else's feed or whatever just show shit from two days ago?

It’s Bandcamp Friday! Today’s the day independent musicians like me make 100% of the money you spend on Bandcamp for our work. Ive got a new song out, as well as a TON of other music that you can set your own price for. Times are hard for trans and disabled folks, and this helps keeps the lights on

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Improve a song by replacing a word with gock The Gock Inside Me

Six days until the second anniversary of my Old Man's death, gonna be getting the Gofundme ready to try and help finance my advocacy work, including investigating his death to determine if it was murder or not. I'll explain more in a video, easier out loud than via character limited text.

Building a test character for Werewolf the Apocalypse 5E, I'll be running a game eventually, and it's pretty dope so far. Making a drug dealing Child of Gaia that helps ease human's inhibitions and open them up for Werewolf propaganda as well as to hear their takes on the spiritual shit they see.

Finished Vampire but the audio is a bit shit in the last two recordings. No idea why. Sometimes OBS just shits the bed.

To keep Youtube happy might do a clans video for Vampire, focusing on the playable ones but using footage from those that we meet. Likely out in a few days or so, gonna be a simple video. Simple sounds better than lazy, right?

Release day is over but it's still a good time to buy #ChoicesAnthology for stories that confront the terror people of marginalized genders feel every day as our reproductive rights are threatened or taken away, ranging from extreme body horror to tragedy to pure catharsis books2read.com/u/3JYo9Q

Finishing Vampire today most likely, then working on the fundraising video planned for the 2nd anniversary of my dad's death and likely murder. Aiming to get enough money to solve my basic needs for a few months, enough time to focus on the channel entirely and begin investigating.

I have run a gaming Youtube channel for over 14 years. I'm trans, and very outspoken on what's on my mind. I'm honestly kinda just wondering how long it's going to be before Youtube just wipes my channel for spreading "violent terrorist rhetoric". Not going to "behave" though. Shut me down, cowards

Vampire the Masquerade: Bloodlines 1 is on sale right now on GOG for like ten bucks. I recommend it if you are willing to deal with mild to moderate jank and enjoy the sort of satire you'd see in San Andreas. The Patch Plus mod is available as it's own thing you can just run as well, very good.

Who’s your favorite Jedi? (Wrong answers only)

About to deal with the Giovani in VtM. They give cousin fucking necromancers a bad name. And that's not just me dogging on them for being Italian.

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1/3 It's kinda funny because like, the standard reaction we see in media of "Oh, my parent was murdered" was to try and want bloody vengeance or whatever, I've even seen people in real life swear they're gonna kill the people responsible for wrongdoing, but I'm just like "How do I turn this into

1/2 It's darkly humorous to me that in all likelihood my success on Youtube will be entirely based around having a dead trans parent that was murdered by transphobic drug dealers for whatever reason. It's the sort of absurdist bullshit you hear in a fucking story, but, it's my actual life.

Why scroll a depressingly dystopian timeline when you could read hopeful dystopian stories where trans folks get by against all odds?

I'm thinking for some of the shorter games, less than five hours, might just put the footage of the playthrough up as I talk over it Podcast style. Unless the game really just, stands out and I can deep dive it, I'd rather save my energy and make a casual video.

130 games on my list to play so far, it's going to slowly grow as more games come out or I think of them. Gonna take over a decade to catch up, in that time chances are there will be another couple dozen games I'll want to cover that come out.

Updating my list of games I'll be playing for the channel, might include it in the intros for my big analysis videos for the sake of keeping people up to date each month on my progress.

1/2 Kinda wanna get back to doing podcast esque stuff eventually, I can talk at length about several topics but writing long-ass scripts really take it out of me. Might test out long videos with gameplay in the background as visual accompaniment. Likely talk about stuff themed around the gameplay

This. This so fucking much.😍 Trans men too, they're gorgeous too 😍 And all the enby people too, just so gorgeous 😍 Can't forgot the gender diverse that fits into none of the above, absolutely gorgeous too 😍 And cis folk that carry love for all in thier hearts and souls. Gorgeous too. 😍

#ScalawagSaturday celebrates Rev Moses Dickson, founder of the Knights of Liberty secret society which planned a slave uprising. Not technically a scalawag, this former slave built the infrastructure by which slaves during the Civil War were able to resist, assist, rise up, and escape to freedom.

1/4 Somebody associated with my Old Man before he died told me that they suspect he was murdered, it's been a potentiality this entire time. The details add up to an extent but there's a few missing pieces. Part of advocacy is seeking justice for those that have been wronged, and well, gets pretty

1/2 Got dentist in a couple hours, after that will be recording more VtM:B. I plan on having a crowdfunding video out on the 8th of next month, I'd like to raise enough cash to support my advocacy work until I can get partnered. Keeping my phone on, feeding myself, basic stuff.

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Potential thumbnail for a video where I try to raise money to fund my advocacy. I plan on continuing to advocate for trans people, transmasculine people specifically, via both my videos as well as books I have planned. I'd love input on the thumbnail because I'm not great at them.

1/2 Still been trying to think of what to do for Patreon to make it worthwhile to people. Right now it's basically just a tip jar, though I do have a $15 tier for custom short essay videos. At some point I wanna add anime analysis videos to it since my Old Man liked anime too, might put up the first

I'm thinking for Vampire it'll be character studies for each of the vampires we deal with extensively, exploring their unlives. Might even include our own at the end but not sure.

Lots of little goods add up to a big good. In the same way that people can go through life hating people they've never met you can love others in the same way.

Sharing this song again because it's just so good and it's a transmasc song, not a lot of them out there. www.youtube.com/watch?v=4DN3...

Saw the wolverine game trailer, looks pretty dope, nice and gory. Plus the yellow outfit. My Old Man woulda loved it, I'll cover it on the channel eventually. Need better hardware first though.

My own sketches for the Last Paladin. The group here

Got called slime by I assume some white teenager on my video a few days ago. I didn't expect to be called that ever. Dracula Flow ass energy. Anyway, Kiwami 3 confirmed.

VtM is going by faster than I thought, I'm past the halfway point already. Video might be out halfway through the next month if I'm lucky, might try to launch it around the time Bloodlines 2 comes out.

Exciting new #mRNA therapy and potential breakthrough in treating #huntingtons, essentially arming neurons with the ability to defend themselves from rogue RNA assembled proteins. Potential spinoff into other areas of therapy.

Please commission him!! His work is lovely and he did a wonderful rendition of my late beloved cat, Baby <3

Guy roommate is obnoxiously drunk right now, I'm hoping he passes out soon. Heard he bought something online he wasn't supposed to, so, he's making bad decisions. Recorded two more hours of Vampire, next session is a lengthy bitch so not up to it tonight.

I've... Changed the deal. Now if you sign up for $5 A MONTH MEMBERSHIP, you get all my scripts over the past 13 years!

I wanna eventually get some people on my channel for like, talks and such, other creatives that are queer and the like. Or just queers in general. Maybe a podcast or something? A geeky queer podcast that helps raise money for GoFundMes or something would be dope.

Trump's dead wife came up in conversation with my roommate and I ended up saying that "Swamp Wife" is a good lesbian punk band. Or the Swamp Wives, actually.

All Vampires in Vampire the Masquerade are A-sexual, polyamorous Disaster Queers… That is all. #vtm #ttrpg #rpg

Posting this again after that ridiculous Tylenol press conference #maha #maga #satire #politics #snakeoil #rfkjr #pseudoscience

1/3 So, been wanting to do some streams but I'm not good at gaming and streaming due to technical limitations and not wanting my big analysis video footage to be shit. So was thinking I'll do "just chatting" sorta streams. But... what if I could sneakily cheat my way into still having gameplay?

Tornado warning, likely will bounce off, but also likely power outage. Had it flicker earlier. If nothing else the big video for Vampire will be out by the end of next month, if I can swing it it will be same day as 2's release.

Remember folks; The Trump Administration is *not as strong* as they want you to think. Corporations aren't your friends, and can be bullied into doing the right thing. If we, the people, stick together we can make this very painful for the admin to do ANYTHING. Also. Don't resub to Disney.

Putting out my Vampire the Masquerade first episode out to gauge interest, if it doesn't perform that well I will focus on just the big video. Also, while recording more gameplay my computer screen went black, game might be cursed. It went black again when I recovered it. youtu.be/L5K2qtfeOwI