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My Old Man's birthday is in January, I gotta think about what I wanna do for it. I'm thinking one day I'll make it a celebration for local queers, a celebration of life. Especially since January is a dogshit month with not much to do.

Might try doing videos in the future with me in them but my head covered by edits or something. I know people prefer knowing somebody is the one talking, but I don't wanna show my face ever in case of doxing and shit.

I can see which videos of mine get pushed and which don't on Youtube, the ones most relating to trans issues aren't being pushed even like, a quarter as hard as the others.

This is a really good thread about staying the fuck alive when the narrator in your head is trying to have you do otherwise. Please keep going. Losing people is hard, and it just keeps happening. 😭

It's the Trans Day of Remembrance. Two years ago, in October, my Old Man may have been murdered. I made a short video for today, and I'd like to hear from anybody that would wanna talk about the trans loved ones they've lost over the years down below. youtu.be/ITjteGKT8gU

Vampires of Liberty City? www.twitch.tv/vieventar

www.youtube.com/post/Ugkxlyl... Poll on what draws people in for my big analysis videos, I wanna know what I should improve/focus on more.

Donate $$ to your local food bank if you're able. They can stretch funds farther than just food donations.

Quote how you draw ✨Women✨ #ocart #arttrain #fantasyttrpg #cyberpunk

youtu.be/CHjNVGSk_Lc Highlights of the first stream compiled into one long video. Most of it as in the shorter bits but I believe the last quarter of it is new. The second stream's compilation is gonna be next week.

Last day of Trans Awareness Week before Trans Remembrance Day tomorrow, there's a cute cat in the video.

I somehow have Oxenfree downloaded from itch.io despite it having been removed from there before it says I downloaded it. Fitting for a game about temporal bullshit.

www.youtube.com/post/UgkxcDz... Running a poll to see which of two games, Gris or A Short Hike, I should play for January.

1/2 While high last night was doing research and brainstorming on some mecha stuff, what I enjoy about exploring the genre and such. Came up with a story idea that I might fuck around with in January after I get the game for it done. I believe Gris is January, but might play a game I give more fucks

More editing today, gotta make thumbnails too, the hardest part for me. Putting "for my Dead Dad" in titles is an eye catcher so titles aren't that hard thankfully. Thankfully I've found a niche that works well for me, slowly growing.

High and thinking of big robots. Mercenary pilot shit.

After Kiwami might just only do "Just Chatting" style streams, or stream games just for fun, or low-story ones. I'm not liking how I'll have to put my video together as it stands now, streaming Kiwami did not improve that process at all. I'll finish it out since it'd be weird to not finish it, but.

been getting migraines and sick/stressed lately so if you wanna treat a pretty girl... <3

I don't know what's funnier, a horse or a saxophone player.

• everyone deserves food, water, and shelter • Healthcare should be free • There should be no billionaires. • the USA is a rogue state • the GOP are nazis • The Democrat politicians are quislings • nobody is illegal • Keep the internet neutral • arrest lobbyists.

So apparently: "authors shouldn't be political," is doing the rounds again. So let's go over this again. • trans rights are human rights • LGBTQ+ rights are human rights • gay people deserve to marry and adopt • Women's rights are humsn rights. • Believe women • black lives matter

www.youtube.com/watch?v=jk8_... Found this earlier, it's pretty good, been listening to it off and on.

After making the next highlight video one long one I decided to combine the four smaller ones from the first stream into one long one as well. Might unlist the smaller individual videos and just upload the big cut for consistency. But, I'll try releasing two of the big highlights a week.

I really am rather proud of this one

Evergreen since Salvation Army continue to be bigoted shitheads. Don't give them a dime. I always tell them I don't fund bigotry, loud enough everyone nearby will know.

Hey. I like fucked up monsters and spooky creatures in my TTRPG settings. I'm sure you do too. What's the most frightening creature you've made, and could you describe just what made it so frightening?

After I finish streaming Kiwami 1 I'll assess if I wanna keep streaming. I have basically no notes from my streams since so much mental bandwidth is spent trying to entertain people. Compare that to Yakuza 0 that had 3,783 words of notes before I then wrote up 23k words for a script.

Still a bit early for this video, but, sharing it again. No idea why it bugged out and released at midnight, it was set for a 5PM launch time.

Youtube released my video for 5 PM today at midnight I guess, so here's the link. I'll share again later today. youtu.be/0o0yR-UJNY4

Streaming starts in 20 minutes or so. Got higher than planned so gonna be doing some main story so I don't gotta read as much.

Tonight Conor plays HOLLOW KNIGHT for the very first time! We are very excited for him! Stream starts in about an hour at 6pm CT, tune in to twitch.tv/dicefunctional!

My Trans Day of Rememrance video is done and gonna be out on the 20th, it's not long and unfortunately the VO isn't the best since my roommate got back as I was recording it so I was put off by him.

Streaming in about 6 hours, come on by to chat and experience what it's like to become a middle aged single dad in Japan. youtube.com/live/A93XlQ5...

1/2 Having grown up with let's plays and knowing that streaming has largely taken over their role in the last few years or so, I'm wondering if I should cut my streams more into let's play episodes than just purely highlights. Not sure what people want out of highlights and such, because to me the

Hello All! I'm DD Ward. I write stuff. Have you checked my stuff? It's free. www.patreon.com/ddwardiswrit... • The Plight of the Last Paladin • Daughters of the Digital Empire • Hunted in the Wolf Wood • The Husband Poisoning Society

Stream ended early because I lost internet like a minute before I was gonna sign off, otherwise, not too bad. Somebody doesn't see the problematic content of the Yakuza series but like, most cishet people aren't mindful like that.

Stream starting shortly, come on in and chat if you wanna.

Roommate is here tonight unfortunately, gonna try and stream despite that. He might sleep early, fingers crossed.

1/2 I have a trans day of remembrance video that'll come out on the day of, it's gonna be a short one though. My voice over isn't super uh, expressive, I was thinking about my dead dad plus a roommate showed up early and I don't like recording while people are around. As time goes by I hope to put

tombloom.itch.io/games-for-fr... GAMES FOR FREAKS VOL 3 NOW AVAILABLE

Thank you to everybody sharing the A Year of Springs video, it means a lot. I saw a few of you have Yakuza PFPs, I am also covering that series over time and have been streaming Kiwami 1 to try out streaming.

lazlolemur.itch.io/graveparasite the pdf for my mini comic, Grave Parasite, now available to download on itch (for free)

What makes music "furry"? youtu.be/37nwmQVTNuM?...

Right. The start of this week's masks. These are all one-off intended for sale or show stock, so if you see something you're interested in, pipe up.

Nobody's really watched it, so wanted to share it again. Trans Awareness week isn't over yet, I'd love for this video to get some traction before Trans Remembrance Day is here on the 20th.

Redbubble has a sale today, up to 50% off tons of stuff by indie artists! This includes my derpy lil cryptid whos is, I should mention, available on cards for your holiday needs: www.redbubble.com/shop/ap/4285...

Gonna test if this link works, but, streaming again tonight at 9PM to 12AM EST. youtube.com/live/IeA3isX...

Stream starting in about 20 minutes and will run for a few hours. Yakuza Kiwami 1, AKA middle-aged single dad simulator.