In celebrating things: my amazing tmasc friend GREW A GREAT BEARD and it’s so cute and amazing and I am so happy for them omg omg omg

Therapy was incredibly helpful. Working on healing the divide of being someone who uses shame/ fear to drive my perfectionism/ workaholism to embracing myself, my desires and my needs. It’s really hard. It’s weird to think that sexual needs can be impacted by capitalistic society but here we are!

Do y’all think the Hamilton inspired musical about the current times is going to have a moving musical number called “A Strongly Worded Letter” while the stage collapses or

All things considered I did have a fun time this past weekend. I still have a lot of work to do finding my level of activity and play but I think working on being honest with myself is the starting point

Doing an extra long session with my therapist this week. I think I have an idea of what was behind my anxiety attack this week and it’s a topic that I’ve never really talked about which is sexual shame and how it really impacts my work/life balance

Guess who fucning had another spiral While out

Rallying to get to the fair is this look cute

Does anyone find some kink/leather aspects to veer into camp?

Hoping this cold and anxiety attack pass before tomorrow

As you know, on Bluesky, one day you're in, and the next day you're out.

The gay experience is trying to figure out what length of bush hair is appropriate for which event

Happy #FCF we are being lazy today

Working where I work can feel so good or horrible because we put in so much effort to make better cancer drugs and then you discover an escape mechanism or some other bs and you stand up and scream at the universe for constantly pulling one on us

My tarot cards told me I need to celebrate my victories more and I honestly don’t know how to do that without buying a little treat

My dear friend and I got a drink together and halfway through hanging out they look at me and go “I think of you like a candle, you’re never the one to start the spark but once you connect with someone, you glow for a very long time. You’re the envy of every match” and honestly I kinda cried

Had exactly one drink and my body is like “time for BED”

When you’re in a bad mood and then people try to make you feel better but you just end up in a worse mood

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I didn’t buy tickets to any Folsom parties because I predicted that I would be very tired from Portola and I am absolutely tired but also the FOMO is so insane and I feel so lame. Why are these things a week apart my body cannot handle both and my heart wants more.

It would be so nice to have gay friends who also understand what it’s like to have a demanding corporate job. Sometimes I feel so alone in how I approach my career.

What if we do one of those scary haunted houses but we rip a huge amount of 🐴 before hand so we just stand there like 👁️👄👁️ while the actors try their best

Happy #FCF we are being lazy today

Uh… my ig has no stories…

Y'all ever go through your saved reaction photos? When would I ever have used this...

Noooo the secret warehouse techno party just dropped tickets for tomorrow night…

Mau P should re release Tesla but it’s Tylenol

I’m no whiz at math but I just saw some math tutorial on yt where they just went the most difficult way to factor something and I’m like baby don’t like to these nice people

Trying to figure out the balance of what I need (rest) vs what I want to do (go out to a fun fuck party) vs what I should do (get some goddamn sleep and save money) vs what I feel (FOMO)

I finally cleaned up my messy cablework

Can I get both of these in me plzzzz

Omg omg Omg Omg omg one of the hottest guys on bsky liked my ass pics I am going to LIVE today

I’m a simple gay: I see some hottie with a huge cock on chaturbate and I’m hard

Realizing that all the guys who are into me are into dads and I just have to accept that my new form is Dad ™

SAROS looks so sick and somehow I’m still stuck on the second area of Returnal

Good boys get #humpday treats

So many good asses 😮‍💨 I need hole so bad!

IN THE SUIT

Apparently having a goddamn stuffed animal on my work bag is what I need to signal to people that I’m not as scary as I look 😅 resting bitch face go hard

Y’all this camera is crazy

I’m usually not a fan of blackout tattoos but I just saw someone has the Elden ring rune in the middle of one and I’m like damn that’s tight

Tops be like “imma wreck your hole 😈” and then fall asleep on the couch right after you douche

Up next: ice cream sales directly related to the rise in crime!

opening sniffies with no intention of hooking up

I am the biggest fan of Grey Sweatpants season 🥰😛

As much as I want to be that kind of person snuffles is a bit too wild for me

Wait what rapture is happening today I missed an email didn’t I

I’m fun at parties

Hello yes I bagged a fuck date using a kandi bracelet that said “txt me let’s fuck”

Best sets at Portola the year were Ki/Ki, Peggy Gou, Brutalismus 3,000 and Horse Meat Disco

When I see a man who is really really handsome I just want him to eat my ass out