It's been four years since I released my first album on November 25th, 2021. Rez's Office is a dark, experimental project with next to no instruments, as I tried to process all that happened in 2021. rezdragon.bandcamp.com/album/rezs-o...

Every time I post about TOP, the clique finds me ahaha. Not opposed to that, for the record.

When I first heard RAWFEAR, I actually had to stop everything I was doing because the lyrics punctured my heart so severely to validate all of my pain that I wanted to start crying right there. I haven't felt that for anything since Blurryface.

Fave from Breach is RAWFEAR by the way

I've wanted to get Clancy for like a year but never had the money for it. I heard a few tracks and thought "Y'know, I think I might actually like this." and I was right. Snap Back is a huge fave.

P.S. I've gotten back into Twenty One Pilots because I fucking love Breach. Even made me tempted to go back and try Trench again, but I've got two other albums to touch first (I also love Clancy)

[feral snarling dog noises]

welcome back, my dear. rezdragon.bandcamp.com/album/dear #music #darkambient #horrormusic #soundscapes #experimental

here you are again, my dear. #selfharm #blood #ventart

I have a bag of cough drops next to me that's bright orange and I keep thinking its a bag of cheetos and being kinda disappointed it's not

I kinda forgot Halloween was even coming up due to other shit in my life, so have some old Ash art from last year.

Happy Halloween! You're dead

That was my first time finishing art since July and I have to admit that I think it revitalized me a little.

I ain't havin' a good time

Currently having an awful out of body experience where my body feels like it's being controlled by a small, scared child, but my mind is still 30 year old RezDragon who's typing this.

Just put "you're in my way" in a nicer way by saying "you're in my feet zone"

I'm cooking something sad, what's new.

Chester has been throwing a tantrum for the last two hours simply because he wanted to sleep in my office. (Note: I was asleep)

I hate that "switch account" and "sign out" are right next to each other on Youtube because a few times I've accidentally hit "sign out" instead and I have a lot of Youtube accounts and it's a bitch to link them all back up together.

#music #ambient

It's a good thing I haven't been working on anything digital in the last few days

Daniel just walked into my office, asked me where his phone charger was at, and in response, my computer froze.

The corpse of Matt's Xbox360 is in the chair next to me. It got smashed in shipping, so dad (me) has to repair it. I also tore apart his Xbox One for fun (not really, it was to clean it)

This really was me just preparing for the future, because after I posted this, a friend then asked me to help him move across the US next year.

I got a Google Timeline notification last night for September, so I checked it and it told me that I flew 5,000 miles in September. Think that's probably the most I have traveled in my life... so far.

I once heard a quote when I was in college that was something to the effect of "if all you want to draw is the Chicago Cubs, then draw the Chicago Cubs." and it's one of my favorite quotes because art is whatever you want it to be, whether its one specific thing, or the whole universe.

I guess with that in mind, it does make me pretty angry when I see people being stopped by frivolous limitations.

I'm kinda starting to embrace just how weird my art is. Like I make art with Smash Bros models, more specifically Joker of course. Since 2022, I kinda felt weird about it. I didn't feel confident in it cause I expected other people to find it weird or even off putting.

By the way, I HAVE been working on music lately with @fecordruzz.bsky.social. So I am doing shit, just so you know.

I don't want to turn the heater in my office on yet cause it's still fucking 80 degrees during the day, so time for ol'e reliable (space heater)

What movie do you consider "perfect?"

Nothing quite like sitting out on the patio with your new roommate working on a bike as the sun sets.

Matt recoiling in disgust at the amount of jalapenos I put on my nachos

I want to extend a huge thank you to everyone who made this mission a success. We (Myth and I, up front) came to rescue a friend from eviction and an abusive home. He's now safe and ready to start anew. Here's to you Matt.

Flying to Florida on Friday, wish me luck gang

He knows if he makes an unusual noise, then mom's coming to yank him out of wherever he's at

Not me carrying Chester out of the cabinets like a bag of groceries before tossing him into the living room.

And yes, I am still raising funds for my friend.

If I don't get a desktop tower in the next two years, I'm fully anticipating having to get an external keyboard after this one slowly dies. Which does kinda suck, I like this keyboard a lot actually.

We lost another key to the "something got stuck under it and I took it off to take it out and couldn't get the key back on" war. [The ALT key sacrificed itself for the cause] Rip 7 key

Okay I wasn't going to post this, but now I'm desperate. I've been trying to save a friend from a very abusive home. I've already asked for donations in private from people, but we're short on money for plane tickets (I have to go get them) If you can help, please do: www.paypal.com/donate/?host...

I showed @fecordruzz.bsky.social Overstimulated and not so subtly asked him to fuck it up more. #art #ventart #mentalhealth

Finally returned to work gang. RezDragon can finally make money again, yaaaay. More importantly, I finally have a place to listen to albums I'm working on over and over again.

Much like "crab", industrial music is constantly re-evolving from first principles basically anywhere where there's a bunch of metal and plastic laying about

I feel like making a video on the topic, but that'd be a nightmare script and I haven't finished my last one.

This really is the year of "RezDragon comes to grips with how much abuse she endured."

It's fun when both of you have PTSD and both of you experience flashbacks mid conversation.