your dead AI mother loves you so much ❤️

did they dig up wills grave or is it still there. imagine being alive and visiting ur own grave thats so goth

duffers glosssed over the whole “boy disappears, body is found, he is buried, two weeks later boy is back at school with their children” thing cuz yes he was called zombie boy by kids but where were the parents. joyce byers just performed necromancy. someone get the church involved

i had a dream that i was at a family reunion potlock and i accidentally pissed in someone’s soup they were making. but in my defense the container was a toilet that was in the bathroom. i didnt tell anyone.

if i went to school with a guy who went missing, body was found, was buried, then turned up at school a week later i’d definitely think he’s a zombie but i also wouldn’t rly care. like ya sure sometimes u just gotta do that i get it i’ve done weirdo shit too.

wayne making sure eddie feels loved and supported in his lil hobbies after he comes to stay with him

thinking about el eddie siblings and el coming back from season 4 with her head shaved and eddie sees her and cries and immediately shaves off all his beautiful long hair to match her. then he makes a competition to see who can grow their hair back faster. measuring every month.

What about Benny adopting El but it’s also Benny/Wayne so El and Eddie are siblings…🙃

actually fuck it let's do art WIP wednesday too: a little something something i drew for st reverse big bang but had to cut cos there was a limit to how many arts you could submit 😬 and i guess i'm on a bit of a buckingham kick right now ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #tukruwips

thinking about benny adopting el and naming a dish after her. it’s “janie’s favorite” and its two chocolate chip waffles stacked drizzled with chocolate sauce and a smiley face on it made with whipped cream

thinkin about eddie munson eating a mozzarella stick…he is so delighted

wayne going to benny’s restaurant and when benny’s getting his order order wayne says “i’ll get the hotcakes” and benny says “yes you will” giggling and wiggles his hips they are in love

an important example of how i’m not respected as an adult or given any privacy is that last night, in what is supposed to be my house, i woke up to a figure standing in my room in the dark. it was my mom. she doesn’t live her. like i swear i had more privacy in my childhood room

my dr prescribed 3 kisses from joe keery to cure my crippling back pain

having bad side affects from my esketamine today help i am so terrified and i dont know why

i bought smthn online and didnt like it in person and now i feel like i should be killed for it i hate mental illness

hate no draft bluesky i want to write a threadfic but dont want to do it all right now

rly wish i could change my name to herbie because everyone knows how to pronounce it cuz its a real name as opposed to hyl which made sense in 5th grade cuz everyone knew my birth name. but unfortunately i’m autistic and my parents think that a child changing their name is betrayal

i feel like i cant say anything right this morning so if i dont say smthn to u its cuz i feel like ive shoved both feet in my mouth

update they didnt actually prescribe me pain medication they just told me to take otc tylenol

steve lets him use some of the freebies he gives his customers. so eddies sellin people drugs in a tiny sparkly bag that also has some cutie stickers inside as freebies

bones healing fine she ordered pt and prescribed some medicines

tea with milk in it is so repulsive TO ME. i always hope it’ll be similar to coffee with milk vibes but it isnt. it’s too watery to pair with milk. like imagine putting water in milk and ur like mmm delicious i’ll have this for pleasure. BARF. IN MY OPINION!!!!

eddie runs out of baggies and has to use the little bags steve uses for his diy resin jewelry business

after three weeks of pain and not improving with prescribed pain med from pcp i am finally going to the er say good job hyl we’re proud of u hyl

this isnt even an “my tummy hurts” this is an i’m in such excruciating stomach pain i need to get to the er but i’m watching an hour because i cant trust myself in a car right now cuz of how ill i feel.

eddie munson is a sour gummy worm to me

told my parents i want to leave. they didnt say anything. later dad asked if it was the house or town that i wanted to leave. i said it’s mom. i want to cry everything is so heavy.

having a meltdown horrified for my life cuz my mom just accidentally gave me the wrong pill but cuz i trust her i took it :) like i’m lucky it was just melatonin but like that isn’t a mistake that’s allowed to happen.

im thinking about robin lesbian talking about liking boobies with steve and thinking about the same scenario with other canon lesbian, barb and i think she’d start beating him with a baseball bat “YOU DONT DESERVE TO SEE BOOBS!”

claudia henderson looks like she smokes weed. she makes edibles

i hate drinking alcohol it makes my body hurt so bad but my parents wont let me have weeeeeeeedddd

when i talk about stranger things my dad goes on and on about how i was the original “no one else was shaving their head and being hospitalized all the time you were literally el”. he’s so funny how he chooses to hype me up

babe i loveeeeeee buying from small artists but i rly need ppl to understand that no one wants to buy your tiny crochet plushies. there’s like 12 other stalls at the market selling them too. like i am so sorry but like there is no market for this.

I SAID ACT NORMAL why are u thrusting your hips

ive never *really* come out to my parents so when we watch movies and there’s a hot woman i have to mention how she’s gorgeous without sounding too gay. but yesterday i was telling my dad about a hot male celebrity and i felt ill thinking he might think i’m attracted to the guy

had a dream everyone hated me and im feelin rly sad. i kept sleeping and sleeping hoping it’d get better but it just got worse. more and more people showed up to hate me. :(

this picture of me from 2017…a stranger things baseball tee that doesn’t have hellfire on it. truly a relic of old

a butch and her femme post but nancy’s the butch and jonathan’s her femme

finally retiring my sticker that my esketamine office made like two years ago of the progress pride flag because she is fading fast and i dont want to lose all the colors. they havent made custom stickers since so i have no replacement :(

tommy hagan comment (they keep banning him and he keeps coming back saying gayer and gayer shit but thinks he’s straight)

that’s it, i’m putting him in the kitchen blender…i cannot

this is my tina and carol girlfriends height difference headcanon

hello so my mom was really triggering about food so now i have to sit in silence and try not to feel my emotions i’ll hav to let yall know the s5 thought later

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who wants to know my horrible season 5 thought that steve fans would kill me for if i said it outloud.

super ultra graphic modern girl is carol/tina

tommy is SOOOOO horny for chester cheetah

hot cheeto girl carol perkins….

like maybe this is weird but nothing makes me more happy than seeing women who had anorexia in the past now be fat and happy. it makes me cry i’m like god you are so beautiful and you are so happy and your cheeks are so full of color i am so proud of you. and i extend that love to my own recovery.