as she's written #Cyrene #HonkaiStarRail #HSRFanart

my cousin doesnt use bluesky i can post their bday gift early here. yippee #furryart

there is no good way to explain why because i dont wanna open up about details but things are really bad for me mentally rn and as the holiday season comes i know it will probably be kind of expensive and also trying to force myself to eat rn is hard so. commissions and rps go far rn

god i wish i could sleep infinitely with no reprecussions. if i could just avoid being awake today and be awake tomorrow and then do the 3 things i care about tomorrow and then skip forward again .

when *i* undercut people on the marketboard its called being a master of the game. when people undercut me they are not going to heaven

"It is against the TOS to be talked into suicide by our LLM" is possibly the most evil tech bro thing I've ever read

you know if i knew i was gonna fall appart badly i would have put some money aside for food today but i really didnt. like its kind of crazy that idk like a week ago? i thought things were bad but its gotten so much worse so fast. i could have at least saved my begging on tumblr allowance for now

there is no good way to explain why because i dont wanna open up about details but things are really bad for me mentally rn and as the holiday season comes i know it will probably be kind of expensive and also trying to force myself to eat rn is hard so. commissions and rps go far rn

a birdbrain, baby! #kasaneteto

its nice to have somewhat of a plan for the future but it doesnt really do anything for right now. but its not something i can just Advance by my own will so

was trying to draw but got hit really bad by a wave of. idk depression? idk if thats the right word even. anyways so thats not gonna work .

it's been like 6 months since the last one so commissions update! prices are the same, i've just added new examples for some. this year has been kind of a lot and as a disabled artist the support means the world to me, so thank you to everyone who has done so! ko-fi.com/edelblau/com...

idk how ill often ill be online ately i am lowkey highkey crashing out lowkey mental low point of my life highkey so. im not sure how much ill pose bc i either will post way too often or not at all and the diffrence is just gonna be how i decide to cope

anyways, promotion qrp; im doing a bit badly lately and while ill certainly survive, commissions/donations/promotion afford me a certain level of comfort i dont have otherwise and are well appreciated. thank you

aioniopyr

big things are happening in my email

the showcase needs 2 more slots for my cipher and mydei im getting for sure trust. trust me. trust me

trans day of remembrance sucks because we’re the only ones who ever give a shit about it. if cis people took it as a day to go “wow through our callous disregard for the safety of trans people we sure did kill a lot of trannies” every year that might be worth something but we don’t even get that

it's hard to spend any amount of time in trans spaces without feeling the looming weight of death that hangs over us all. too many of us have been lost to a world that would rather see us dead than ourselves

Not much to say about Trans Day of Remembrance anymore besides “try loving and celebrating us while we are alive”

(☉ ☉ )

殿下♡

I want to draw them more often

redid my as to try and calm myeslf down from the brink yayyy

we can get closer.

im still really proud of this. i gotta draw more but im really mentally out of it... ill try and start smth tmrw

anyways, promotion qrp; im doing a bit badly lately and while ill certainly survive, commissions/donations/promotion afford me a certain level of comfort i dont have otherwise and are well appreciated. thank you

theres a lot of things i could or would vent about lately but theyre too private to bring up but tldr. its bad. i really just gotta make it to 2026

i have to lock in and remember to eat properly bc the depression is getting me bad life would be so easy if i had infinite funds and could always order food but unfortunately life does not work that way

average commissions promotion, this year has just been very bad for me overall so any reposts/shares/donations/commissions are all well appreciated. thank you

im so happy i was genuinely sad about skipping tribs again because i really wanna chrysos heir max and so getting her in one 10 pull is like. best case scenario for me since it wont damage my other pulls too bad... uwah

THAT'S RIGHT, RANDOM 10-PULL, I JUST NEED TO DO THIS WITH MYDEI AND CIPHER NOW

drifting into the abstract, in terms of how I see myself

ego death

and who would i be without my lahazem slop

average commissions promotion, this year has just been very bad for me overall so any reposts/shares/donations/commissions are all well appreciated. thank you

#崩壊スターレイル #aglaea

[Day 29] - Fashion -- For day 29? No other than Lady Aglaea <333 #honkaistarrail #hsrtober #hsrtober2025

Digital art time! (pretty old stuff ┐(´д`)┌)

i need a lobotomy man oh my god my brain is so fucking broken

i really want to draw more and like. be present on social media more again but i lowkey have just been in a state of constant anxiety and depression this year except when im visiting home and when im visiting home im just offline for very boring reasons (doing things with family

all i have to do is pull mydei in one 10 pull and his lc in a second 10 pull and cipher in a third . easy

wintery nails for first snow....

ive had such a comically bad day despite nothing happening and i think its just my periods fault but also waking up and immediately tripping and falling hard did not help

yippee!

im gonna be real im doing very bad and struggling to make myself take care of myself so. if i can order food i can skip a few steps and thatd be nice. sorry for me being likw this ko-fi.com/edelblau