i made it yall 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

trying to recover is so hard when you know how much more better you'd feel about yourself on the wrong end of the stick 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

{ #caterpillarsky} GUYS, my mom made some really good quesabirria tacos for my partner and i ALSO MIGHT MAKE A NEW YEARS RESOLUTION FOR ONCE. my mental health is the worst it's ever been 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

Starting an +21 mutual aid thread for #caterpillarsky If you are in need drop your links so we can help each other! RT & Like every post in the thread!

{ #prettysky } got a new shirt, feeling pretty in it. i finally found such a pretty shirt in my size and it fits me so well, so excited 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

{ #caterpillarsky , #ventsky } new safe food just dropped...wooo goat cheese 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

it's harder to be a pretty girl when you were kissed as a baby 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

{ #ventsky , #caterpillarsky } im so gone. depressed. i don't even know how to ask for help. debating just getting high. im so f*ed. ft. my art 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

{ #caterpillarsky , #ventsky } i want to be free of my own shackles. i want a healthier mindset, but everytime i try, i relapse hard. i genuinely can't understand why i struggle so much.. it's exhausting being me 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

took my cat out to watch the rain. i love the rain. she hates water, but she wanted to be outside so badly. took a nap with her in here. 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

{ #inktober25 , #art , #day1 , #mustache } for digital, i did a #fanart of obviously #madhatter . i love alice in wonderland and i love his character. 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

{ #caterpillarsky , #ventsky } if i looked half as good as my shadow does, then i wouldn't have as many problems as i do now 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

all i do is complain here, but it's all i have to speak about. just everything has been super rough as always. struggling in general is hard 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

i didn't eat yesterday, im very disappointed in myself. BUT i did finally find this and tried some. it's so thick, it reminds me of a milkshake. it's pretty yummy, but i don't think i'd have a regular cup of it at once. too much and i'll probably feel sick. 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

{ #caterpillarsky , #edsky } hiii, my once a month appearance. ive been out here struggling as always, but besides that, i started learning to handsew. my first project is gonna be a costume. handsewing because i don't have space for a sewing machine. im going to need all the luck i can get. 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

{ #caterpillarsky , #ventsky } not feeling too hot. way too stressed, feel like im going to have one of my biggest mental breakdowns. but pushing forward, i just really hope things begin to go well with all im doing. 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

{ #caterpillarsky , #ventsky } been grinding again, missed the days of an exercise schedule and a deficit. anyways, how many of my lovelies or literally anyone would actually care if i did a face reveal. i have a not half bad face ft. lilith 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

{ #caterpillarsky , #ventsky } yesterday was my fifth year anniversary with my partner and it was a really good day for me. today has been a HORRIBLE day. the monthly visitor came and went to war, i had fruit though. 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

okay okay you all finally convinced me to adopt 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

{ #caterpillarsky } i don't know how anyone can hate kimchi, it's super yummy and it being low calorie is just a plus. it's one of my favorite/safe foods

{ #ventsky , #caterpillarsky } ive been eating too much lately, make it stop, someone make me stop. i feel like ive ruined all my progress, i bought all my safe foods because of it. so, if i eat, ill get full, but it won't be so unhealthy. 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

{ #caterpillarsky , #ventsky } guess who's at one of their fav weight ranges again MEEE, I AM!! happy but sadly happy, cause i be going through it. ft. outfit of the day, it's been absurdly hot then cold then hot again lately. bipolar weather 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

went hiking in non hiking shoes, so worth it. also, been struggling with eating, again, as usual. lastly, finally took a massive sh*, calls for celebration 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

face reveal 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

o god.. 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

{ #books , #reading , #booksky } currently (trying to) (read)ing 'parasite' by darcy coates. the synopsis sounded terrible, but in a good way. i hope i enjoy it as much as lilith is 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

{ #caterpillarsky , #ventsky } going to get high today. problems? –> solved 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

i feel so stuck again. i feel the need to escape, again, deeply. 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

{ #caterpillarsky , #ventsky } i hate hate hate hate hate hate myself. for the first time, ive cried over how ugly i look. for the first time, i couldn't even stare at myself in the mirror. how have i gone this far into my head... as long as i stay under 100lbs, i think i shall be fine enough 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

{ #caterpillarsky } i started working out again because i don't feel fit anymore and don't feel quite like myself. i feel so fat :c me and my unfortunate feelings 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

ooraaange i love oranges and their cousins 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

adorable 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

{ #caterpillarsky } bowling was fun. i accidentally got the wrong shoe size, it was bigger. but cant believe it made me burn so many calories 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

{ #caterpillarsky , #ventsky } unfortunate "accidental" self-inflicted bruises. going bowling with my partner, though (: 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

carbs are my favorite food group 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

oh.. 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

people really just gross me out 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

i guess im very poisonous 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

new hair, and also new rings. im so happy for these rings. ironically, my mother gifted them to me 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

{ #caterpillarsky } finally got to go on some sort of small walk (:. happy. ive missed this feeling 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

{ #caterpillarsky } the craziest avocado toast ive had in a hot minute 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

{ #art , #artists , #procreate } a piece i did for my 22nd birthday that recently passed. i’m so glad i don’t have a specific art style and can #draw what i like/want when i want (: also new pfp 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

guess i have to update everything cause i'm 22 now. wish me a happy belated birthday. i ate deluxe chocolate mousse cake (slice), peanut soba noodles with extra broccoli, and some coffee on my birthday. now, back to my illness ft. ppnonuts 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

wouldn't wish this on anyone. 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

{ #caterpillarsky } i have 4–5 days to maintain the 95lbs (43kg) or to drop lower than that, but my mom decides it's a good time to take me out to eat. #omad , chicken and waffles + cappuccino 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

if you see this, quote with your favorite pokemon ! i can never choose between shinx, jirachi, and espeon 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

{ #caterpillarsky } why is starving myself so addicting /ᐠ.ꞈ.マ 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

my birthday is soon. i don't feel pretty enough... 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ

{ #caterpillarsky } i was craving this, and it was terrible. the ice cream was freezer burnt /ᐠv-vマﾉ 𐦍ᗢ୨ৎ