⠀⠀ TO CEASE. TO STOP STRUGGLING. THAT IS THE ONLY WAY TO PUT ⠀⠀ ASSIDE MOURNING && ANGER. ⠀⠀ ——THIS ANGUISH CANNOT BE ⠀⠀ ALLOWED TO CONTINUE . . . ⠀⠀

[ UM?? ok . ] . . . i do not think that is quite it.

that is a subjective question; what does it mean to be 'real'?

[ slow head tilt. ?? is she okay. stares blankly ]

what is what ?

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀

;; very sad that i must return to the boring normal bsky handle bc handles club ones don't work anymore, i liked my .is.sick.fyi handle 😔💔

laying in a splayed out pancaking position, covering its face with both of its arms and occasionally making quiet grumbling noises. ouhhhuhgh its head hurts . . . it still hasn't washed off the red berry juice stains smeared all over it from last night. too much effort. pls try again later.

the eve of the new year. the guardian has indulged in its own manner of celebratory activitiesーin the form of gorging itself on fermented berries it found. red berry juice stains all over its pale form, it rests in a splayed out, relaxed sploot partially atop the large stain leftover from them.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⸻ 𝓣𝗛𝗘 𝑺𝑷𝑬𝑪𝑻𝑬𝑹 𝗢𝗙 𝑾𝑨𝑹 。。。 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

lounging in the sun on a flat rock, a few baunos circling overhead or perching on nearby rocks.

streeetching. big ol stretch.

;; temp pinned i'll make this acc look serious eventually lol

ᅠ⠀ ᅠ⠀ ⠀ ᅠ ⠀ ᅠ⠀ ⠀ ────⚔️──── α ԃσց тнαт ωєєρѕ αƒтєя ιт кιℓℓѕ ιѕ ησ вєттєя тнαη тнє ԃσց тнαт ԃσѕєηт . ⠀ ᅠ⠀ ᅠ⠀ ⠀ ᅠ ⠀ ᅠ ⠀ #LAZ #MVRP #BG3RP #BALDURSGATE3 #BG3 ⠀ ᅠ⠀ ᅠ⠀ ⠀ ᅠ⠀ ᅠ⠀ ⠀

hm. i do not like the strange bird-thing's vibes. they are.. discomforting.

flower :}

;; gog i do really want/need to start being more active with rp stuff again.... a bit tired tonight for much actual stuff i think but agh mainly feeling like this muse, my zoh shia @saviikahzidal.from.wtf and my chaotic gore inspired five pebbles @randomgods.needs.healthcare....

oh. the girls [ god and the manmade abomination made using materials from him ] are going to start beefing, arent they. wonderful.

;; hmmgn still thimking about how i want to give my gark a scarf or some other kind of Accessory that's from/related to their creators like how guac's gark does............

stupid doshaguma. ugly, brutish things, always trying to pick fights they can't win. . . . at least the guardian's hunger is sated for nowーgore smattered across its pale white form surging ablaze with brilliant violet veins as it gorges itself upon the torn open carcass.

(temp pinned) 𝙇𝙖𝙜𝙤, 𝙈𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙍𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙧 - they/he - tends to be annoying - great with monster/animal handling

"... my story . . . hm. it is not one which most would call pleasant; my existence, in of itself, is not something which many would consider a pleasant thing... justifiably so. artificial imitations of life are not meant to truly be aliveーperhaps to exist at all."

the downpour makes for much simpler hunting, when most other large monsters prefer to avoid the floods and torrential rainfall; easier to take down smaller monsters for prey without another trying to horn in for the easy meal.

;; i made a garkveld dracoviper in path of titans it is so pretty,,,,

;; sure, why not

;; sure, why not

the downpour is an unrelenting force. while most monsters, save for those specifically adapted or specialized for this kind of extreme weather environmentーleviathans, namelyーwould make an effort to avoid being in either the direct pounding rain or the rushing floodwaters as much as possible, +

association alone is not reason enough for aggress, nor is information. the purpose for its existence is a simple one, to defend the weak and innocent; questionable as a *fatalis may be as an associate, let alone one close enough for him to speak of it with such fondness and high regard, in of +

"Let's do this!" Duc Shikagita, the Electric Spirit #MVRP

there are many more faces around than is usual. it is... strange.

it seems it has been unusually lively today.

;; very funny to me that my gark is the only masc-aligned one here (it uses it/its but has a masculine voice, and wouldn't object to someone using gendered pronouns for it; i like thinking abt someone befriending it and eventually using he/him for it to help it feel more like a normal creature)

naasfilrah. a name. ... one that feels distantly familiar in a way the guardian cannot quite placeーperhaps one it has heard before, a very long time ago... ? naasfilrah. naasfilrah . . . corpse-star-god. translates also as black dwarf star-god. that provides very little additional context for +

;; for the Uninitiated™️btw: the him<3 big ol fuckig butterfly lizard dragon thing

the guardian appears to be sunbathing, resting atop a large, flat rock. its pale white form is streaked in drying crimson, and a few baunos can be seen circling overhead or perching upon rocks nearby, occasionally swooping down or even landing upon the construct to pick scraps of gore off it to eat.

the soft scratching sound of writing upon paper does not go unnoticed by the guardianーas it lifts its head again to continue preening, it turns it in the direction of the noise, though it does not seem to be overly bothered by the boy's presence, even when its void black gaze picks out his form +

preening its chainblades, carefully stripping away the shells of old shed casing and discarding them to the ground.

【 ──────────── 】 ⠀⠀𝘈 𝘏𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳'𝘴 𝘫𝘰𝘣 𝘪𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘦𝘥, 𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘵 . . . ? 【 ──────────── 】

a shadow of pale white soars across the moonless sky, bright, vibrant purple veined across its formーit returns from the ruins, its unending hunger placated temporarily by the nourishing energy of the wylk.

;; i should get on with figuring out that guardian primalzeno oc thing i was peer pressured (/lh) into making............

❝ The 𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐃 has once again settled in his rightful place. To bring down the hammer of 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐄 on the servants who betrayed him. With swift attacks, he 𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐓𝐄𝐒 the wicked. Hark, the cries of his traitors herald his 𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐍.ᐟ ❞

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ❪ #mvrp. #ghostrp. ❫ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀❪ 🔞 ❫ ⠀⠀

resting low to the ground, quietly observing a pair of small lizards.