Sometimes i make things youtu.be/H7lpDUSwXeM

🎶takin a shit, takin a shit. Waitin for @lalalife.bsky.social. to stream and im takin a shit.🎶

I feel so strong having to delicately use a secret method because im too powerful and might break the bathroom door in my old cheap apartment, yet lifting a gallon of milk hurts

Still recovering from a break up due to domestic violence (im the victim) Sick as fuck with sinuses. And i just lost my job! Anything helps, even if it's just weed money...... God i need that. cash.app/$Snorring

Bit handling my breakup well, not only the shattering of my trust from being hit but now i just can't stop mh brain from screaming. Im stuck in an apartment i can barely afford, my hours are getting cut and im having existential dread and anxiety super bad from all of this. This whomps so bad.....

Imagine if i just cried all day in bed today because my break ups hitting me and all i wanted was to be loved and not hit. Crazy.

So, to... Im alive. Im single now, After i got hit and shoved out of the apartment last week. Now I'm stuck and barely able to afford the apartment, im also pretty far from work.

So, im single now. Long story short, yoy don't have to tough it out when your partner hits you. Violence is violen e whether they admit it is or not.

My poor poor friend suffers fron being ginger, sometimes the red seeps into their brains causing delusions like thinking turtles are a thing.

Trying to save for a queen for me and my partner. While a twin is close and intimate......kinda need more room. AND YOU CAN HELP!! cash.app/$Snorring

On a time crunch to find a place with my partner. They are currently stating at a friend's place but needs to be put asap, no bed of their own qhen they do. Im either just going to get myself a cheap air mattress and let them use my bed, or a twin like mine from Wal-Mart.

Very bitter sweet. Became a boyfriend on Thursday, they leave friday morning to move 2 hours away because life fucks......

So I've been away focusing on myself and i have to say, take your meds. Im not going to comain about myself and not go to appointments

If one door closes and another one opens, you either have a bad draft or a ghost. Plus yoy can still open a closed door unless it's locked, unless yoy have the key to it.

You know it's bad whem ALL THE COUNTRIES WHO FOUGHT FACISM IN THEIR OWN BOARDERS IS TELLING THE USA WE NERD TO FIGHT THE FACISM RISING IN OUR OWN BOARDERS.

Hey all you monster fuckers and freaks like me, New video for you... BY ME! WHATNOTICUS... HELLO! IM ALIVE! #youtubers #smallyoutubers #suckerforlove youtu.be/I4FVP1XdpXk

Apparently i have better reading and attention skills than the president. That's unpossible, wuld i be presdident now?

I've cracked the muncie code the muncie IS the edible! I'll just make a shit ton of Jello and eat it, I'll get high, get the munchies and eat the Jello. its perfect!

Hey @lalalife.bsky.social don't read this on social media while playing overwatch.

I've had too many friends die on me or leave, fucking sucks and breaks me each time.

As many of yoy know, I've got a shit ton of problems both medical and mental..... Always have. At this point in my life i just want to have more good days than bad and to not hurt anymore or cry. Anyway, im on seroquel now because turns out my episodes are psychotic now, isn't that swell?

If things go right and im able to pay my rent and get stable again, i MIGHT be making a return to YouTube. I need to talk to some people about possible projects and such but im trying to get used to new meds. I might talk about them later

Every president should have a Jester. The jester is always with them on any public or private meetings / speeches. They cant be silenced nor asked to leave. the president must always have their jester mocking them and providing amusing contrast.

new single out now!!!!!!!! go give it a listen!!! :) Ampwall: ampwall.com/a/rubyrockat... BC: rubyrockatansky.bandcamp.com/track/our-ve... #tdov #metalsky

So I just got invited to a group chat with like trump and other people, to my horror they were all sharing their dick pics.... I think they were dicks? One looked like a Vienna sausage but with black spots. Anyway I was pretty confident I would win so I posted mine and got kicked out of the group.

Please help if you can. Mutual aid in times like these is what is going to get us through this.

hey friends, I'm going live continuing my first every playthrough of System Shock (2023)! it's been a lot of fun and I'm anxious to see where the action takes us next :) twitch.tv/ruby_rockata...

hey friends, I've been a busy lil bee today but we're going LIVE to kick off a WHOLE WEEK of streaming! Starting tonight, I'm gonna be streaming EVERY DAY for the next week! Music, games, bedtime stories, and all sorts! Tonight I'm working on my EP! Come hang :) twitch.tv/ruby_rockata...

#youtubers Need advice regarding uploading videos while high. I have simulation sickness (see motion but don't feel it) and 3D games make me sick, even Mario 64. Dramamine doesn't help but THC does. Would that anger YouTube even if I'm not high off my ass?

First bowel movement at my new work place.

Mondays Dbl Stream * Minecraft, OW2 * ~~ ❤❤❤ w/ @ruby_rockatansky @whatnoticus @lightblastedchorus Time for some TransGaming ! ! ! www.twitch.tv/lalalifefdf #gamersunite #twitch #twitchstreamer #gamergirl #transgaming #TRANSGAMER #minecraft #overwatch2

if you actually care about your safety and are smart, these things dont work and I've seen someone who was going through intense paranoia use one. youtube.com/shorts/-pDHb...

I uhh should probably have specified that this isn't juuuust like a "hey help support my work" sorta thing and my original wording totally didn't make that very clear I uhh started this because I genuinely need help right now :c

I start my new job in an hour or so and my sinus' decided now is the perfect time to burn and bleed while they sap all my energy and focus.

Start my new job tomorrow, never been customer service before. My body and brain are tearing me new ones from anxiety but once I get used to the job then it's all a matter of fixing things and having a priority list.

On a rainy night I saw Worms rise where Ripples met, They tangled together like Threads making Rope and tangled again until the Ropes made a Man.

I have figured out the universe and everything. When quantum waves run into each other they create strings along the path they "touch" and pass through. These strings are like a single quark stretched out to match its whole existence.

help Her, Not only does she make really good music She is also my friend. gofund.me/d0ae3da9

hey!! if you want an easy way to support me and my creative work AND get a variety of entertainment out of it, check out my streams! I do music, video games, bedtime stories with visual novels, and all sorts of fun stuff so there's bound to be something you're into :) twitch.tv/ruby_rockata...

Hi, I feel horrible and icky and my brain is being very mean. Barfing and vertigo, right when I'm waiting for my new jobs orientation.

Got a nasal swab, barfed a lot at work and I'm out for the week, lost work so anything helps at this point. I'm very mad at myself cash.app/$Snorring

Starting a new job soon but will have to miss the last bus at night. Still need help while I adjust. Especially to using my bicycle again.

oh hey btw I released a whole ass progressive metal concept album last month about two lesbians leading the charge in taking down a fascist regime in space voice acting and immersive sound design tie the story together with heavy and experimental music I'd love to hear your thoughts :)

I kind of don't want this Pope to die, like dying from sickness is already shitty but if the next Pope replaces the Pope hat with a maga hat then I might start to believe the end times are here.

Fun fact about me, people who have legit hurt me either physically or emotionally usually have bad crap happen to them. I've been kicked from guilds that disband shortly after or lose tons of members.

What's your sign?