Ive had this for over 20 years...

youtu.be/sQNpOnuawEc I talk about a version of toxic positivity that has been driving me nuts recently before diving into the week that was my wife's birthday, a successful start to my new exercise plan, a bogus allegation of political something or another, and my drive to be creative.

www.patreon.com/posts/identi... you are not obligated to read this because it is probably incomprehensible garbage but if you do... please don't think less of me.

Dress to impress for the holiday season~

Have your sponsor shirt yet? Deadline is Feb 23rd to get ur name on there! If you donate more than $100 we can ship your shirt if unable to come to Day 0. We appreciate every donation With out you guys, we wouldn't have made it this far! To donate: www.zeffy.com/en-US/donati...

You get a haircut - your partner doesn't seem to notice. You try & help around the house - your partner doesn't care. You skip your plans & watch tv with your partner - she sits on the opposite end of the couch & won't make eye contact with you. I should be used to this but it still hurts so much.

youtube.com/shorts/PHs4d... Scooby Gang #Furry #BotC #scoobydoo

I have so much to edit this week. :cries:

I now have Noms! on the Clocktower episodes uploaded and scheduled for the rest of Feb including probably one of the best Evil Twin games I've ever played. Noms! on the Clocktower - Playlist - www.youtube.com/playlist?lis...

10 days of V-Day Cards - Day 5 & 6

I really need to get back on My Fitness Pal but I just can't really afford the extra $80-$100 bucks right now...

10 days of V-Day Cards - Day 4

The original Friday the 13th is playing at Regal on Friday the 13th ...I kinda wanna go

10 days of V-Day Cards - Day 3

Together, we raised over $600,000 for @translifeline.org this year. From the bottom of my heart, I'm so grateful. We have come together to say to our trans friends and family that they are loved and that they are not alone. Trans rights are human rights. When we gather together, we can make Magic.

10 days of V-Day Cards - Day 2

10 days of V-Day Cards - Day 1

youtu.be/i7FOmw494kI Noms, Noms, da Ravenkeeper. Let's bait the demon and find confirm somebody! Let's find out as we play - Noms! on the Clocktower

Current moods

So after nearly a year of job searching, I'm still struggling to find work :C And bills are starting to pile up, and I hate asking for help, but I'm getting close to my limit, so if you can, help us out? >.< gofund.me/1dfa0cb5a

youtube.com/shorts/Cf8SU... #BloodOnTheClocktower #BotC #Furry @malakaisilverwolf.bsky.social's being mean to me!

This isn't a promo. I'm not trying to sell you a ticket. This is just me talking to you. An update, if you will.... #ProjectLUCA #LucaAmon #CatalystOfChange youtu.be/1X7mGbxxp-o

Hey everyone! Reminder that tickets launch Feb 4th at Noon! Once you claim your tickets, you'll receive an email with a QR code! This code is your entry. No ticket, no code, no entry. As much as we would love everyone to attend the venue has a cap and we can't bust it. #furryconvention #furryfandom

Hi. I am super not ok. In fact, I am so far from ok that I am hoping to become numb just to have a moment to breathe

When people say I need more than 6 hours of sleep in 48 hours. youtu.be/JYVqzRvVapY?...

On that grind

I have had less than 2 hours of sleep in the last 36+ hours

Sometimes on these long rides back by myself, I kind of wish someone was here who would just have their hand in between my legs, controlling the stick shift

I just had a dream that I had to run across a swamp yard that was filled with crocodiles to go to a new high school for the first time and I woke up in a damn panic

I need to sleep.... night all

I have been spammed with messages on FetLife and I'm kinda scared but also into it

youtu.be/qnuPMUbNMtg Follow me as I road trip to Indianapolis, IN to see some wonderful friends, Malakai, Twlight, and Aurora, for the first time in person. From hotel issues, to great new foods, furry fun and great times, this is a trip I will cherish for a very, very long time.

#BotC #Furry #BloodontheClocktower youtu.be/mhhbDeCbdOI

Just spent 3 hours updating/switching my calendar over to a new account and my brain is now fried.

I no longer have alpha-gal!!! Suck it, ticks!!!

In 2 months, it will be a full year since the last time I had sex and the realization of that is blowing my mind

Doing an AMA for Clocktower in reddit if y'all want to send me questions :3 www.reddit.com/r/BloodOnThe...

What’s long, hard, and makes you scream in the morning? Your alarm clock. Obviously.

I've had to scrap 4 REALLY good games because of audio or video issues and I no longer have any videos in the can for YT after tomorrow. Help, OBS-Kenobi! You're my only hope!

I have been having nothing but problems recently trying to record my BotC games for YT. Between audio not recording, to every single breath I take being recorded, to the game not showing up in the video.... I wanna scream!!! I have a new found respect for Twitch streamers because this shit sucks.

lets make something positive out of tonight shall we? piczel.tv/watch/gerpuppy

It's my first tail. I'm feeling really self conscious about it even though I do like it. I got these dor driving too...

Don’t know if people are hopping on Unscrolled after the whole TikTok thing. But I made a thing just in case HopeDreams is my handle! Follow your favourite mom dragon there! 🐉🐼💭

I plan on streaming today for a bit, and I might do some cheapo sketches during stream, like $20 thingies uncolored. If interested but don’t wanna pop by the stream, just dm me somewhere!

I was going to do this as a blog but I couldn't get the words out, So instead I just filmed a conversation I had with myself. Watch the video or don't, at this point I am too tired to care & I don't know if I belied that anyone is actually listening anyhow. www.patreon.com/posts/conver...

Only a few days left to enter the giveaway pinned on my profile! Right now there's about a 50/50 chance of being drawn!

tried a new program to record the games tonight & it didn't work. I feel really stupid at this point b/c it shouldn't be this hard to record. Everyone else is able to stream & what not so easily and I can't even figure out a basic record screen function correctly. I feel like such a dumb failure.