Her: do you wanna come over and fuck? Me: do you want to be disappointed? Cause that is how you get disappointed.

I wanna be good enough one day

Going live on YouTube to try and workout through this bad brain day. Fitbod leg day LIVE on YouTube in about 5 minutes or so youtube.com/@lucaxamon

i need a new furry tank to work out in. i saw this one with a hyena coming up like the shark from jaws that said MAWS and I kind of want that or something like that as my new tank but now I can't seem to find it available for sale anywhere

Have you ever wondered if you disappeared if people would notice enough to miss you? Or would you just be an occasional thought like "what happened to what's his face?" And then be forgotten moments later

youtu.be/KKIKEbziXnA I was asked what got me into wrestling and the answer, in short, was my father. Here I talk about it in depth and I will warn you, get I get a little emotional towards the end.

I hate hospitals

it's exercise time and we are doing 2 programs that we have never done before. Hip RX 1 & 2 come watch me make a fool of myself LIVE on YouTube in about 10 minutes youtube.com/@lucaxamon

Woke up this morning with "On the 2nd day of Pride Month, the homos gave to me - Brunch and I'm thankful, a space to be playful..." I think something is wrong with me

What is going on today? I was just told by a passenger that they don't tip "straight dudes" & when I said I wasn't straight she hit me with the "yea, sure thing grandpa!" Like, wtf. I gave her a 1 star rating and blocked her but still... I feel like I woke up in the twilight zone.

PSA: Bluesky's new auto-tagging moderation stuff is a disaster. Disable it. Go into Settings on the Bluesky site and enable adult content and set everything to Warn at most, which makes posts opt-in. Hide just vanishes posts. Then go into Advanced/Bluesky Mod Service and do the same on everything.

‼️ IMPORTANT PSA ‼️ Go to your settings and enable NSFW art and set content filters to warn or show!! NSFW creators are having their entire accounts marked and hidden to people now!! ‼️ SUPPORT NSFW ARTISTS ‼️

I'd like to take this opportunity to remind the BlueSky Devs that blanket shadowbanning of entire accounts is going to tank the attractiveness of the entire platform, and in turn the growth. So maybe you might wanna rethink this latest shot in your own foot. Signed, a Digital Marketing Professional

I did not anticipate this taking 2 hours

youtube.com/live/wqhZTK8... Tell me of this is stupid I need something to keep me motivated and accountable with my exercises and I have noticed that Thursday is the day that I fall off the most. So today, I went live on YouTube since I am restarting my DDPYoga and streamed the entire thing

I love my online friends But sometimes being around them is hard. It reminds me of all the things I don't have in my "real" life. It reminds me of how lonely I am. How attention and affection starved I am. I love them... but it hurts sometimes. But I'm trying to make due with what I have

Haibane Renmei was an anime that wrecked me so completely when I watched it that I sank into a depression for months. Not because it was sad, not because it was depressing, but because it connected to me in a way that nothing ever had before (or has sense).

I just found my Reality Acid Pauper deck that I built after watching a @tolariancommunitycollege.com video years ago. I wonder if this is even Pauper playable anymore?

Working on a big project Sorting all these sleeves to get rid of a lot of them What is scary is that almost all these sleeves used to have cards in them and now they are all empty.

Last week, I introduced a friend to the Commander At Home YouTube channel ran by @goberthicks.bsky.social & @bmkibler.bsky.social. My friend sent me a DM this morning telling me that she's now finished watching all the episodes on their channel.

youtu.be/j1GUKH8rF5g It's been a week, from running Blood on the Clocktower at CoolFest in Columbia, MO, seeing Spamalot with my wife and partner of 15 years, & eating chilidogs at the Sonic the Hedgehog Cafe - we end the week with a new focus of trying to learn how to balance our life

Blood on the Clocktower Lil' Bites - Tealady Meltdown #bloodontheclocktower #botc #shorts #reels #furries #furry #nomsdaboi #lucaxamon youtube.com/shorts/HstLX...

Whenever I've uploaded a video lately, I always seem to get a thumbsdown almost instantly from someone. I'll have a video up for less than 5 minutes and I'll have the one thumbs down instantly 9 out of 10 times and I'm really starting to wonder if it is the same person or just a weird coincidence

youtube.com/shorts/MQwNA... #gorillamind #rootbeer #tastetest #LucaXAmon #NomsDaBoi @gorillamind.bsky.social

I've said it before, I'll say it again. The more I delve into being a furry, the more I realize that my knowledge is very limited & specific. I'm sometimes just so overwhelmed b/c so many of the furries I spend time with are so smart (and cute! I wanna squish them!) that I just sit here in awe.

I really do think I hate sleep sometimes....

i took an ativan.

I am closing my NGL link down. Whoever sent me the one tonight, you are cruel.

this is a masterpiece

I don't know if I am in a bad headspace or if I am just starting to finally accept that I'll never have the type of relationship I want with certain people and I should just give up on trying

I realized I have spent most of the weekend trying to get someone to show some sort of interest or romantic connection and it just hasn't happened.

youtu.be/zwRG3ZzLww0 this was never actually released but I thought it was fun

This is a long read but for those who have been asking if/when I'd be returning to wrestling, it may be worth the read. I've made it free on my Patreon. www.patreon.com/posts/projec...

The first NGL/Ask the Boi has over 10k views so I am gonna do another one here in a few days. ngl.link/weareproject... to ask any question anonymously and I will answer everyone of them in the next video

yea, I did get stood up no, I still don't know why, they never responded to my texts/dms I'm just kinda done

really fighting the bad brain tonight

youtu.be/h7MViOp0fbM It was an insanely busy week that ended with an impromptu visit to the Saint Louis Zoo with friends. Things have been difficult but this week, despite going nonstop, feels like maybe we're starting to turn the corner.

youtube.com/shorts/5z1OG... We are playing WHALE BUFFET and ya Boi is feeling charming, so let's pick a few players and see what happ... GODDAMMIT!!!! #BloodOnTheClocktower #BOTC #SnakeCharmer #NightOne

Drink Me! - @gorillamind.bsky.social #rainbow #sherbet #review #tastetest youtube.com/shorts/-vWcj...

youtu.be/jx_-h_74rRA I don't want to be the one who people always sees as the "negative" person. The one who is always down and sad or miserable. I try to be positive in my real life.... but here, this... this is my outlet

Me, falling dramatically on the bed and crying - "all my friends are dead and I'm all alone!" My roommates - "oh my god, I'm so sorry..." My wife - "his friends aren't dead, they're at FWA and he's not so he's so he's being a little emo bi-" Me - "ALL ALONE!"

Saturday, May 16th @ 4PM Blood on the Clocktower CoMo come to CoolFest!!! Entry is $5 to play and all players, new and experienced are welcome to play the hit social deduction game in which death is not the end and the demon is on the prowl. #BloodOnTheClocktower #BotC #CoolFest #ArcadeDistrict

youtube.com/shorts/PSfKo... My partial broke and it's going to cost a bit to fix it again so I will be off camera for the time being (unless masked).

Not s bad start to the week