Just stood up and almost passed out. So todays going well.

Just one more push. Maybe this time will be enough to placate the unstoppable hate campaign. Just enough to satisfy their ever-shifting demands. Maybe this time.

I can apparently now do a singular pull up.

Just got back from a quick walk. Fog and bright car lights is a shit combination. Well, at least from outside the car.

"become ungovernable" Like belgium, 2019.

*has only been playing Hello Kitty Island Adventure recently*. Am i going to watch yet another doom speed run video, even though i've watched several this week? You bet.

Have done some legs exercises, and now am about to do yoga, with the aim of having lunch at a reasonable time. Wish me luck.

Looking forward to the day when visa applications all round the world ask whether americans have ever worked for dhs or ice.

Maybe the way for microsoft to stop linux would be for them to start selling unix again.

I feel rubbish. Self inflicted, admittedly.

Our poor tortoises are thoroughly confused by the weather. They were outside for the first time this year a couple of days ago, and can now barely move :/

Always love getting emails from audible. Half ed misery memoirs and half mid wizard books.

Patter patter patter patter patter patter, *sniff*, patter patter patter patter patter patter.

Neither were so shit hot on how to win an election, mind.

My hand has been hurting for weeks now :( god knows what i did to it.

Slightly late, maybe, but actually having lunch at a sensible time. Early enough that i wont talk myself out of dinner, anyway. yay, go me

I do like watching the pigeons in the garden. Regularly outwitted by the bird feeders, but never giving up.

First voice session from the gic done. Quite reasuring, tbh. Shame its the first tangible thing i've got from the nhs. Great they're wasting so much money to try and put me off getting any care.

Keep being reminded of some peoples idea of 'Biological School Uniforms'. Like, the amount of polyester in most of them, they haven't been biological since the dinosaurs.

Why do so many games look really plasticy now? Is it just that everything seems to be slightly reflective? Anyway, i noticed a drivewat yesterday with fake 'pressed' cobblestones, and it looked just like the bricks in dark souls 3, and i don't know how i feel about this.

Someone should invent an antidepressant that i don't stop taking after a couple of months. That'd fix me.

"Harris wouldn't have attacked Iran". Sorry, i maybe don't get us governance, but the Dems do seem to be into the idea of more wars in the middle east.

The problem with falling asleep at 6pm is waking up at this god forsaken time. (sorry to other time zones &c, i'm up and ready to make it other peoples problems.)

Hows it already 4? I've not even done any yoga yet.

Taking psychic damage from cloud storage showing me photos from the last few years.

Close front door. Check for keys. Every time.

Bunnies are the cutest things ever. Until they open their mouths.

Its kinda funny how people can use instagram to organise drug deliveries.

"what doesn't kill me makes me stronger" Now wait a second, could i just die pls? None of this character building crap, thanks.

I don't think i've ever seen my dad happier than when he has a big old pile of sticks to cut up into another pile of smaller twigs.

As i am not going to Go Live, how do i get rid of the highlight to show off the new Go Live feature i won't be using?

How long has the Monster strawberry dream been available in the uk?! Feeling out of the loop.

Good morning. Am i going to do any exercise today, or be lazy again? Lets find out (eventually)

Our next game is Verminsteel! You're a bird with a broadsword, kicking thousands of fascists so hard they fly into the sun PLEASE go wishlist it, it'll make me really happy and help me stop low-key panicking and stuff: store.steampowered.com/app/4352280/... #indiegame #indiedev #gamedev

Tried to be sensible and ate lunch, without having done any exercise. Unfortunately, now scheming over how little i can get away with eating later. Eugh.

Regret to announce that we’ve reached Wrong Coat season. Every coat you wear from now til mid April will be The Wrong Coat for the weather

Sorry for making lots of noise emptying the dishwasher, and waking everyone up. Have you considered that you loaded it wrong?

Oh, that was me. And weight restoration isn't treatment, its a pre treatment. The services should only be starting treatment after weight is normal.

Oh, the papers have noticed ED treatment sucks? I wonder how long they'll notice before forgetting again. How long ago was it that someone in the nhs was wishing death on anorexics, cause we can be annoying (true, admittedly)?

The papers tomorrow are going to be absolutely batshit.

I wonder how burnam is feeling today.

How can i block those headlines?

Yoga session unfortunately cancelled due to very determined tortoise on mat.

I dont like that i've discovered a new way to give myself backpain. I especially don't like that it is getting out of bed.

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just trying to use auto complete and even after selecting a word to use, it then selecting a different one is incredibly annoying.

Anyway, yet again the psych was trying to get me to take the short course of cognitive behavioural therapy, and I didn't have the heart to say it probably isn't too great for minority stress.

for each generation, a new teledildonics will arise.

I swear psychs always seem to have never met a mad person before. "you stopped taking all you medication? At the same time..?" "wait, thats illegal"

Good morning.