How do you play computer games again?

Blue Labour. For when Red Tories sounds a bit commie.

I have tried doing some exercise to deal with backpain. Unfortunately i now have new types of pain.

No, microsoft, i don't want to use the social network bits of xbox. I'd rathrt not have to deal with any of your shitty game stuff, tbh. How do i get rid of gamebar?

I'm bored of this now. I wish my brain would come up with new and interesting ways to kill me. "have you tried starving yourself..?". Yes, and it hasn't worked yet, so maybe we can move on from this particular coping strategy.

How is it not even 6 oclock?!

My god i feel rotten

Is it possible to get steam to not track achievements? At least when starting a game.

Current life skills: Microwaving eggs for lunch.

Does Calibre still deal with these problems? Been a while since i've used it.

I don't know whether i'm coming or going :/

One of these days i'll get round to ordering some more hrt.

Just trying to find news reports about someone connected to nhs eating disorder services who wished more of us would die.

Just thinking of when Belgium didn't have a government for a few years.

Does anyone who has suffered with an ed have any ideas on how to exercise moderately? My body is in pain, i know vaguely the exercises to help, but my madness is very tied to exercise purging. Sooo..

The problem with big tents is they quite often are host to clown shows.

Oh. Headrush.

Sorry about being very mentally ill on your timelines today.

The second piece for this project, this one is called RAW, and it’s an oil painting (oil paint and oil stick) on a 20x25cm unframed and unvarnished canvas board. For sale at £75.00 inc P&P, UK delivery only. Get a piece of Haus Of Holly for your home!!

How is it only 5.15?

Oh great. Emails from weight lose apps. That'll keep me sane.

I'm very cold

Listening to a techno mix and thinking how nice some happy uppers would be right about now.

Christ sake i'm pissed off now :/

Struggling. I had been able to distract myself from *emotions* for a few months with random games, but can't seem to even do that currently. Which has frequently heralded ed relapse, which probably isn't great.

One of these days i'll get past the no mans sky tutorial. Not today though, it seems.

Youtube seems to have decided i need a therapist. Or to listen to utah saints.

I'm absolutely freezing. Brrr.

being very depressed and having a head full of racing thoughts isnt a great combo

I wonder how many games i'll give up on after 5 minutes today.

Dr: "why don't you try these tablets to help you sleep? They may help you nod off, or else they may give you restless leg syndrome, who can say"

Wondering whether mad me would accept any offer of treatments for my brainworms, if the genetic database i've donated to finds a possible genetic cause and solution to my food issues.

Struggling to decide what to play next.

Weird that the pm (who may or may not know who the leaker is) is making claims about who the leaker is to the press, who definately know who the leaker is, having been the recipient.

Find 0.08 troy oz copper plated zinc, pick it up. Then all day you'll have good luck. Give 0.08 troy oz copper plated zinc to a friend, Then your luck will never end.

So little focus, so much time to kill.

Assessing my anxiety and depression by how long i can play a game for.

I wonder whether the uk legal system will be looking into any extra territorial crimes. Considering they can look at sex crimes, from the latsest Epstein 'revelations'. And they can also look at bribery regarding trumps habit of using the courts to shake down businesses

Why can't i buy the Horror Inc. back catalogue? It must be somewhere...

And is a month long enough to mean anything to the public, does 0.1 % mean anything more that no movement?

Maybe to deal with briefing in politics, the press should put names to the briefers. Or compare notes, and have a 3rd party release info

If the annual poppy appeal does vital work for veterans, why is it left to charity?

A shell with a gun.

Oh hello! It’s Not a Bloody Trend is a 99p Kindle deal if a book on ADHD sounds up your street. (And it’s available to order from your local bookshop and library) amzn.eu/d/1IFRdXy

Living dangerusly (using sinex for a 4th day.)

All the bricks says schranz rights. madmade.bandcamp.com/album/are-yo...