Holding y’all hand when I say this. But I’m not doing no more hair unless it’s my current and already paying customer’s. Outside of my mom. That’s the only person getting hair for free so yeah. I’m good 🙂

Who df said that. 🤣🤣🤣 Imma March Pisces from hell however I do not go looking for trouble but as soon as trouble decides it wants to come here unhealed, inconsiderate, inconsistent, etc. it has another thing coming

Family don’t be giving af. You gotta give Af about you. Before I pay my bills family in my paycheck. Not giving a fck about shit you have going on. Everrrrrrr they say imma included with the Bill money. Humble they say. I promise better days.

Blessings to be exactly where I planned on being 3 years ago today.

Looking back Thanking God for everything he broke to get-through to me. Now I’m looking forward with a Trust so strong in God that I already it’s taken care of.

This was bs. I mean a disaster. A monstrosity.

What it mean when you lie to you friends about a man 😩😩😂

It’s Monday it’s beautiful it’s good to me already. ❤️

Y’all when people leave me voice message and they reference my last name. I figured it’s because they can’t say my first name. I had nothing to do with professionalism. I truly believe the education system failed them. “Mystique” has just never been a tuff word for me so I’m convinced.

I stopped and thanked God for bringing me so far. This far. & still holding my hand. Thank you God. For clarity, peace, love, & joy. I’ve made it so far.

I am just aligned. Just right where I need to be. The feeling is right where it’s should be. Emotions aligned. My steps aligned. I am blessed beyond measures.

Understand growth is understanding you may not be able to change where you are currently but the conscious mind screaming at you that you are bigger than where you are. You are worthy of so much more than this. You deserve all great things.

Very rent free

Greed can be very costly. Some would put themselves at a disadvantage to make sure you have nothing

Alot of them are dumb.

As a dispatcher. Calling 9-1-1 saying this isn’t an emergency so we don’t need lights and sirens but calling 9-1-1 is insane. Y’all asses need to use y’all insurance. This is 9-1-1 everything you call this number will be handled as such. Like if it wasn’t an emergency why call here.

I’ve taken months journaling to be able to reflect. Look how far I’ve come. Remind myself of the reasons. & focus everyday every opportunity to not make excuses or mistakes but change in who I am as a person. Being open to being the best and being better everyday than yesterday.

This might be my last one but have guilt for letting people go when they showed me they wasn’t here to stay. They never even can consideration as a long term solution or bridge. Just was a string hanging waiting to be cut. Cut them strings the shirt gone be whole in the end regardless.

More moments to show up for me.

It looks like scars no wounds. It looks like growth with understanding and not questioning “why me”. I looks like I lived even when it didn’t feel comfortable, safe, or secure but it felt like I leaned on a good thing. And not a hard time. I made it above the gray clouds I see it being blue now

Because I love me. I know that sounds cliche but I see the love I’ve poured into me turn the energy I’ve poured into others as unconditional, as unwavering, embracing it how God loves me. I see it in all forms. The bees, the smile, the whispered yesterday & the quiet wins. Are how I know I’m loved.

Putting them before me. Now I’ve only accepted that with my son. I’ve given myself grace for sacrificing myself for anyone else.

Finding my peace. I lived a life of love, joy, happiness, and abundance that God has aligned and created for me. The legacy will be included with it. The added peace blessed to me is my son & he’ll know the peace I’ve found because it’ll always include him.

Often times a friends family well let you know everything you need to know about that friend. && if your friend gets offended at anything when it comes to family. It might be there trigger it might be trauma. It might be true. So give it time to show you

As we get older. Do not stop & say “hey they’re just like that.” See that as Gods Cue for you to run. Don’t look back nor feel sorry when you leave people in there own way

I have eldest daughter syndrome. & sometimes being a daughter to the eldest daughter as a parent. There is no understanding that the circle is present. Trauma never left it was passed along. IT STOPS WITH ME THO.

My days on my grandmothers porch. Doing her pedicure for her in her favorite color red.

Communication questions- a lot of people lack proper comprehension of communication. Nothing matters in most things if communication was present.

I can’t wrap my head around messy woman. As we get older. Peace should be the only option the only goal. But when you thrive in messy situations I cannot wrap my head around it.

Consider me, they take little moments to show up by just being present without asking for anything in return. Consideration without asking for it is unmatched.

My granny passed a way in 2013 from cancer. In 2013, I was 20. I didn’t know what life meant I wish after finding out she had cancer I embraced her more in those moments than making it about myself and running away from the heartbreak that happened anyway. Being able to cherish those moments then.

People playing dumb and clueless at our big age about things they wouldn’t accept but you should.

Why did I not think I could do this before. Like I am so capable of going far. Why didn’t I see that before. My lenses just wasn’t there.

Craving More Peace.

I passed my first class of the spring semester after taking 14 years off of school. Proud of myself for maintaining an A.

I want to be a morning person like when I’m obligated to work in a morning person but for self imma night person. However I’m changing that in this very moment. Accountability. Being up early while rested fully is my goal.

That being selfish isn’t selfish. In life you need to be the most important person in your life. You need to prioritize you FIRST. You don’t need to consider anything/anyone especially if they didn’t come from you as a higher priority than yourself. It’s selfish to yourself to put others first.

I took too much time off this app. For good reason. However this little bit of positive news on my feed is needed.

Life In Copper ❤️

Looking for more creative outlets. Help me y’all. #artisticLearning

I think I have to be a little honest & say I’m curious I’m okay with that.

I’m back i took some time away but I’m better.

I have been purging

In the mist of the storm become the trees we may sway but never fall bend but never break. Be love deeply rooted to the life that we hold on too. That power is ours.

Therapy works. You just gotta reframed yourself for how others played with you when you didn’t know you. && never let them get close enough to you either to play with you again. The worst people are the ones who think because it’s you and it’s them that you’ll always be okay.

I think that people who have kids back to back do it for there convenience like when y’all say two under two I actually think y’all are very selfish. IMO when you give yourself and your child room to grow individually you actually learn a lot about the child.

But today I come with questions. Or actually opinions

I’ve been away

Taking moments to reflect and give gratitude. Lord knows I’ve been blessed 🥹