Dysautonomia be like oh you walked up the stairs? Illegal. Jail.

I stg I have aged more in the last year and a half than in the last ten combined. I feel decrepit

Guys have you seen Cosmo anywhere

Every time my back and hips get thrown out of wack from the cats hogging the bed I just remind myself how lucky I am to have two tiny predators who feel safest sleeping by me all night

I think one of the suckiest things (in a very selfish way) of being single, not having very many friends left in Utah, is that I won’t have anyone at services as support just for me. I’ll be surrounded by family, yeah, but it’s very alone in a crowd feeling. Idk it sucks!!

“I’m so tired inside, I could sleep through a landslide” real

My parents are so cute what the fuck

witnessing the birth of a new all timer post is such a beautiful thing

LRT if I disappear it’s because Texas hates me I do still have tumblr so that’s something

Hey everyone! Texas just rolled out it's age verification so if you're suddenly missing a bunch of TX friends, it's because their email verification is busted :) Currently using an adblock workaround for it until this also goes :)

This fucking sucks. I go out of my way to buy the physical discs. I like having a collection that can't be stolen from me by a corp losing a licence. I like being able to see my games on the shelf. I like being able to loan them to family and friends Fucking once can a company do something good??

Shoutout to YouTube for having this absolute GEM

Wait there’s people out there who DON’T like Super Mario Sunshine???? Baffling

Yeah it’s so fun having a heart that doesn’t work correctly I also learned I have an anxiety association to football now because a match was on when my dad called me about my brother, so now my body reacts like a bear is chasing me if I try to watch it

“You can cry while doing it, but you have to do it” me, coaching myself into eating, drinking, showering, doing laundry, existing—

Treating today like a migraine hangover day not only because I did have the start of one last night, but also because today’s my brother’s viewing and I’m not there (entirely by choice) Thus Lay in bed in the dark with electrolytes and meds and disassociate through many twilight naps

I like Simon calling Grace ‘angel’ as a pet name not in a white savior way but in a ‘if you were church I’d get on my knees’ way

Do. Not. Use. Fucking. Sticker. Mule.

If anything is going to get me out of art block it’s Bloodmary but SPECIFICALLY fan art for Trial and Error because I’m so fucking obsessed with that fic I lose my shit every time it updates

Their just lil babies #projecthailmary

I am a SFW artist and a big page as well but I always take the time to say that NSFW artists should get the same respect as any other artists! I should not get more respect simply because I do SFW, they work very hard as well, if not harder. So once again, they deserve the good words, keep it up!

I was so excited for Norway’s game today but Haaland isn’t even on the pitch, he’s on the sub bench for this game, I’m sO SAD!!!!

Can the tartan army come down to Texas please I think a horde of aggressively happy Scotsmen would fix me

The older I get the more I’m like damn some bitch was on to something with the broken bone theory

May or may not have crashed out today and got $800 in Lego But considering the circumstances I’m in I think it’s understandable

Same, Toast

This too shall pass, but jesus fucking christ

If you mention how tired I look, you’re a hoe But I updated my ear stack in preparation of being gaudy at my brother’s wake as he would want It’s the same on the other side, except I didn’t change out my current blue opal tragus because I simply could not be bothered

The speed at which I backspace out of a fic when I realize it’s written in first person POV, just. Immediately no. Not even reading one paragraph to give it a chance. I am gone

Lastly, fentanyl testing kits are a thing. I encourage folks to heavily utilize tests if they’re using. Recovery centers often have free Narcan training. I believe the Red Cross has a virtual one. Sign up for a first aid class. Get CPR certified. Harm reduction saves lives.

Additionally, naloxone ONLY works to temporarily reverse opiate overdose. It does NOT work on benzos, stimulants, weed, alcohol, or party drugs. Folks who’ve had naloxone administered still have to go to the ER ASAP for continued OD support.

I’m also taking this opportunity to say that nasal spray Narcan (naloxone) is available off the shelf or OTC in a lot of American grocery stores for about $50, and has a shelf life of ~4 years from date of manufacture. Even then, expired is better than nothing.

Oh Toast we’re really in it now

My blood pressure: high My anxiety: higher My heart rate: forcibly regulated because of medication The amount of cortisol in my system: astronomical This combo makes me feel SO sick near constantly and dude I’m tired of it

I’m also taking this opportunity to say that nasal spray Narcan (naloxone) is available off the shelf or OTC in a lot of American grocery stores for about $50, and has a shelf life of ~4 years from date of manufacture. Even then, expired is better than nothing.

My mental state is being held up by toothpicks and a crossover ship. We be coping questionably, but not with liquor, so I’m automatically winning

I’m going to THROW UP

Wishing my dad happy Father’s Day within the same week he lost his son is actually so cursed. But also my nieces and nephews have cards with no one to give them to. Triple cursed.

Some of these bloodymary artists need to be careful drawing Simon, now and then I’ll be scrolling and think I got jumpscared by Miku binder Thomas Jefferson

The headache I have is astronomical but I’m persevering for the Netherlands match I was going to walk to the local sport pub for it since it’s…. Being played IN Houston and I thought that would be fun. But. I’m not going anywhere today

🖤

Addiction is a disease, one that sometimes lives in silence for years. It doesn’t care about time, about goals, about who it hurts, all it wants is to take. I got ahead of it when it almost took me, but addiction has taken my brother. Please keep myself and my family in your nicest thoughts. 💜

Please know that during today’s America vs. Australia footie match I am rooting for the aussies

This match sponsored by Clumsy by Fergie

THE KOREA MOUSE EARS IM CRYING

I thought they killed the goalie for a second, had to revive that man with smelling salts

My desire to make Bloodymary art is at war with my desire to never be perceived by the incredibly parasocial weird portion of Markiplier fans Or, worse. Septiplier shippers. Brother eugh

Idk how I got here but I’ve been absolutely tits deep in Bloodymary content for the last like. Three weeks Going bananas bonkers for crossover ships….. nature is healing

"ff7 remake is a little political" i say, staring directly at a hand-modeled shinra spoof on an obscure israeli occupation forces armored vehicle that i know about because i spend too much time on wikipedia