look at themmmmmm

wife drew this trying to figure out where toshiya’s center of motion/balance is in this photo

if you’re looking for me i’m here

idk if you all understand

no one move

happy national cheese day 😋

Dia 470 [2026] #VKSky #v系sky #VisualKei #v系 #visual系

talk about this mv with me all day any day this song this album hi i might like toshiya on bass on arche in particular what is up my name is [sam]

what if i was just a little guy and you hooked me closer by the back of my dress pants belt loop what then

joining the #pham on the first day of pride month. nice.

tried somewhere new 😋

apparently a knot has been weird because they were hacked by an ai and like that’s just so deliciously ironic

do full time jobs even actually exist

got a few notes on a toshiya gifset from the 2024 EU tour and it reminded me it was flagged as potentially mature because of his thigh-highs and sparkly dress i guess? 🥲 anyway said gifset if you're willing to see *gasp* men thighs: slapthebass.tumblr.com/post/7470437...

Dia 460 [2015] #VKSky #v系sky #VisualKei #v系 #visual系

okay it works now ❤️

i was using my priv twitter to complain and vent but now there is a positivity machine in there so i feel like i can’t be negative in there anymore which is probably good but it does feel tough… where am i supposed to complain…

a knot’s website won’t let me log in and die posted this is gurlphobic

this made me giggle way more than it should have

turns out i don’t have as much love to give as i had thought

gummy ❤️💋👠

i feel really sad that i can’t do friendships or relationships i wish i could again it used to come so naturally but now it just feels impossible

i’m tired of being avoidant it’s exhausting but so is facing anything ever can you tell i am very tired.

I love Dir en grey because I cannot think of another band that would print a quote like "Being a Downer Is Easy, Being Hopeful Takes Courage. We Don't Make Music to Escape Reality. We Make Music to Survive It." on a fucking can of Pringles.

i think i’m too avoidant to keep connecting people with attachment issues like this can’t keep happening to me

enigma of amigara fault #lego

If a tech company wants me to shell out for a new phone literally they could just add a fucking headphone jack. I would be a capitalist slut for a headphone jack.

misc totchis #direngrey #fanart #vkei #敏弥

these are probably only a year apart 🗿 #direngrey #fanart #vkei

Still feeling a bit insane about those recent toshiya photos I need to bite him

I know the new Diru album is good and true to form because there are parts that instantly make me start crying

mortal downer and i will be having a second date 🖤

wife referred to me as an “early adopter” when it comes to mortal downer

no thoughts only mortal downer

From 2 years ago #direngrey #vkei #敏弥 #fanart

🎸🫅 #toshiya #direngrey #fanart #vkei

when you start to feel a sense of gluttony about a song

National holiday for people who love toshiya (me)

if you know me you know when toshiya’s birthday is

Dia 457 [2025/2026] HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOTCHI!!!!!!!! #VKSky #v系sky #VisualKei #v系 #visual系

454日 Happy BDay Totchi <3 #DIRENGREY #Kyo #Sukekiyo #PetitBrabancon

happy birthday, toshiya-san 🩵🎊🎉 #DIRENGREY #Toshiya

💙💙💙 happy toshiya day 💙💙💙

enough apathy i think time for some nonchalance

nothing to see here don’t worry about it

i exist now :3

If you are a fanfic writer who would be happy for fanart of your work please repost

please please please check them out they are just incredible what a special thing