"People Make mistakes, that doesn't mean you are one" Well how many mistakes can i make before i cant prove otherwise? "I don't know" Exactly "How many times would you forgive them?" Well– there's an extent to that. "What extent is that?" They just need to prove they care "Did You prove you cared?

Doty take this down: My mama said i was an unplanned mistake and that set the tone for the rest of my f*cking life

I fucking hate borderline personality disorder. One minute i'm laughing at a funny video, and the next my day is rolling downhill like shit quick all because it fucking reminded me of something or someone. Then i have to do all this shit processing.

A scary thought just occurred to me... What if it isn't You i'm missing, but the fulfillment i got FROM you? The role you played in my life, "the idea of you?" What if i'm missing something i thought was uniquely y/ours but i can get it elsewhere? What if i don't miss you, but what you gave me?

I could be in the middle of something i am OBSESSED with and then one little thing in it reminds me of you and then it's just "Yeah. that's enough of that for[ever] today." UUUUGGGHH what the FUCK, man? "I bet she feels that way about him" "I used to be able to tell her/do that with her" Wtffffffff

All the animals right now: THE SKY IS EXPLODING

My pet snake has a tumor. I'm so nervous about his surgery because he's so old but depending where the tumor is, i might have to put him down. Idk what to think rn 😞

It's funny. I want to know how you're doing and talk to you but the moment i'm reminded you exist betrayal and hurt manifests itself in anger. Still got some exploring to do, i guess...

I wonder if they even miss me...

Great stuff❤️‍🩹 www.tiktok.com/t/ZTBDsYywG/

Feelin this way about a certain parental figure rn www.tiktok.com/t/ZTBBk91gr/

I'm so fucking torn on how to feel about it. If you stayed, you'd still be here with me, but i'd still be as unhealthy, dependant and abusive as i was before. But the only reason i'm now the kind of person you would have stayed for is BECAUSE you left. God fucking dammit i'm so confused.

Everything I've ever lost & caused is ultimately my fault. Trying to love myself & give myself compassion while knowing that is So Hard; trying to give myself love while others are still hurting from the pain i caused, trying to heal from the death of the trust i killed, the betrayals. Fuck, man...

This was fucking Heavy to listen to. But i need to listen to this message and others time and again if i'm to keep these mindsets and this wisdom fresh on the brain. www.tiktok.com/t/ZTBNEUYvd/

It hurts; someone else now telling you the things i used to. *sigh* I hope you're doing well

Sunrise pastels and stacked skies. There is nothing quite like watching lenticular clouds form over the mountains in Yamanashi, Japan. Perfectly surreal. 🌸🗻 📷 archi_kobayashi (IG)

"People confuse forgiveness with reconciliation" www.tiktok.com/t/ZTBejmM1T/

It's okay to grieve wishing you had been there to do something about it, but couldn't be. And that's okay. We all grow and go in the ways we need, and come to a better place if we just keep moving.

I hope you're getting stronger learning to stand on your own two feet.

I'm proud of you 💚 www.tiktok.com/t/ZTk7Lbb9K/

Fittin' so many people rn www.tiktok.com/t/ZTk7Lvs4U/

Your Cherokee words for today. The top word is English followed by how it is written in the Cherokee language followed by how it is spelled in English then how to pronounce it phonetically. Today is Missing & Murdered Indigenous Persons Awareness Day. ahlay-wee-stahdee oohdah-jhah-dee ah-way-nuh-suh

I still feel so betrayaed and let down. I've had an Uncle that has spent the last 30 years destroying his brain and his relationships with heavy drinking. For four years i tried to give him the "therapy" he asked for and he refused to do it. ANY of it. So now i have TWO father figures that i know

"Your healing does not begin when you stop missing them. It begin when you rebuild the parts of yourself you outsourced." www.tiktok.com/t/ZTkqTmPTm/

Huh... it's weird when you realize you stopped doing something you thought you never would. It's like they're so far back in my bittersweet memories that their existence just doesnt occur to me anymore. So many good stories that feel empty now. Huh...

I've been thinking about versions of oneself lately. How every single person you've ever met has different version of you in their head based on the time you knew them and your interactions. Some people think i'm a d*ck. Some people think i'm a creep. Some think i'm a blessing. And others have

Feeling pain is the only way i know how to be forgiven. Im slowly forgetting that, but it's hard..

Déjà vu. This has happened before. This what you do to me. This what I let happen to me. Over and over again. Because this is love, isn't it? #artwork #comic #comicstrip #relatable #mentalhealthawareness #emotional #darkart #horrorart #sadart #wolfart #toxicrelationship

(1/8) I once heard someone say wise words, that in reality there is not just one of us. That there are as many versions of us as there are those who have come to know us. When we think about this, it's true. Others may have distant or negative view from us. To others, we may become so very dear.

(8/8) But we are not the version they came to know. Not anymore. And we should never feel sorry about that again. Has anyone wanted you to be someone other than who you truly are?

Say it with me: I am allowed to express my emotions however, whenever and wherever i choose. These emotions are mine and they are worthy of being seen and heard.

These are so cool dude, i love seeing them in my feed.

"Like i'm sitting patiently while you decide if i'm worth returning to." Fuck. www.tiktok.com/t/ZTkRfGGrn/

I'm proud of myself for finding the root & name of tonight's emotional issues & proud of myself for being able to bring my energy level down because of that & de-overstimulate myself But now i have to sort through and process the betrayal-turned- mourning and heal from this tiny facet of heartbreak

I guess my biggest issue rn is that i was replaced before i was even let go.

I always knew that if my friend ever came back & decided to leave again it would be easier the second time around, but it unsettles me how Easy it was to do so. I'm still in conflict with the angry betrayal i feel & my forgiving of the betrayal cuz i understand Why it happened, but... Idk...

Your Cherokee words for today. The top word is English followed by how it is written in the Cherokee language followed by how it is spelled in English then how to pronounce it phonetically. ooh-tluh-yee-day-dee

This video is so good for introspection; i've been listening to it everyday www.tiktok.com/t/ZThKkSYbe/

It's important to listen to lessons like these in two ways; one as the giver and one as the receiver. The more perspectives you consider the more you grow. www.tiktok.com/t/ZThWR66NF/

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You cant have a conversation with someone who refuses to listen. If they do such a good job and she believes they did, ask her if she'd let them do the rest of her house the exact same way.

Reminder: You make the best and most out of everything that comes your way. When you're feeling overwhelmed, you give yourself space to stop and breathe. You have the strength to handle anything that comes your way. You can overcome this. Your potential to succeed is infinite. I'm proud of you

This is it. Way past time for everyone in this country - literally everyone - to find practical ways to support trans people and immigrants, this regime's primary targets. Starting right now, find something practical to do to actually help people.

Why did you try to force yourself before you were ready?

Holy shit you legit reminded me to take my meds thank you sm 😭😭😭💛💛💛

If you're an unhealed person going into a relationship with someone, you don't fall in love with Them. You fall in love with the role you put them in when you needed it at the time. So you never get to fall in love with who they truly were, you do so with who you turn them into.

Always try to find gratitude in the pain. It helps