I need to go to bed but tomorrow I will find out whether my life is blown up. As you all know, I can't say anything now but this sh**/tension is destroying me. Soon I will be able to speak!

Here is my garden a year ago, and my garden now 🌱 This is now the 6th year since it was a flat, weed ridden rubbish heap. It's going to look wonderful this winter 😁

Have to say the unfiltered age photos are showing so much more character and individuality in the women, compared to the men.

Ok, here's the video about laundry 😁 It's from Canada so here in the UK we don't have the same brands but I can think of similar stuff. There were a few good money saving and ecological tips which I appreciated. youtu.be/PMpiZgl4Efc?...

What's your best stain remover for blood splatter on clothes? (I know what you're thinking 😉 🤭, but I've been watching a video about laundry..... or have I?)

The panics are back, but at least i had a nice morning. I'm going to watch NCIS New Orleans as the street scenes make me smile x

Some colour from the garden 🌱 Clouds are coming over now so I shall go and do something creative x

My view today. The rain this week is making it more lush than crispy. It's looking scruffy but I think I'll leave it until spring to tidy it up as the wildlife will appreciate the food and shelter over the cold months 🌱

#SuperseabirdSunday? I've got super puffins in Crown Studio Gallery each and every day. As original paintings, prints, cards, mugs and other goodies. See also crownstudiogallery.myshopify.com

It's so lovely outside, I've been picking tomatoes in my pjs, even the few outdoor ones are producing 🌱

I had no nightmares last night, so I've finally woken feeling half human 💃

My crochet is progressing very slowly. I'm not sure I like some of these stitches but I want to follow the instructions this time 🧶

Can't sleep so have come down to make a bacon butty 😁

@littleramstudio.bsky.social Gary sleep well tonight, I know that's an impossible thing, but please rest easy, tomorrow is another day and who knows what that day holds ❤️😘

You all are the best! Tonight has really shown me who my loveliest friends are, you rest deeply in my heart, I treasure you ❤️

This needs to be a safe place for me. I walked away because I wrote one word, agreeing to things 2 of the people I follow had written. I then had a complete pile on by someone who uses their MH to promote their business!! Plus their followers!! Obviously I blocked them but it's not right, awful

I've popped back on as I miss you. Your messages have really warmed my heart, loved the pictures and the music, so kind, so lovely 😘 I've mostly rested and slept. I'm hoping I might do something more useful tomorrow but if not, so be it xx

I'm really struggling. I've a therapy appointment in a while but after that I'm going to put my phone away for a while and gaze at the garden and try to find some peace in my mind. See you in a few days xx

I would recommend stuttgarter onions to anyone wanting to grow onions, they coped fine with drought, they didn't grow as big but they are properly firm and crisp, not soggy and loose layered like supermarket onions, and have a great flavour ##MyHarvest #GardensHour

Here's some of the Heath Robinson arrangements to get gutter water down to the veg patch 😁🌱 #GardensHour

Only windfalls but these make the very best apple sauce ##MyHarvest #GardensHour

Living in Northumberland which has a shorter growing season, I've been experimenting for some years to see what grows earlier-benefit is that they don't suffer the drought season as much. Planting peas and broad beans early in the greenhouse and planting out early gives a good crop #GardensHour

Here's some more of my delicious #MyHarvest this year, the tomatoes have been amazing 🌱 #GardensHour

I have lots of #MyHarvest pictures as I'm thoroughly enjoying "shopping" in my own garden 😁🌱 #GardensHour

Hello #GardensHour! Who’s here? A hot summer followed by incessant rain here got me thinking about rainwater collection. Please share your solutions to collect as much as possible - especially in small or awkward spaces! Plus, let’s have a #MyHarvest pic for this week too!

After an unexpected trip up to Aberdeen, I'm now back in Crown Studio Gallery. Having lost a couple of days worth of sales, any online ones would be extra welcome crownstudiogallery.myshopify.com

Red and yellow tomatoes. Green are still on the vine 😉😎🌱

These continual panic attacks are exhausting. I'm trying to crochet as it helps a bit, and the colours are lovely and bright.

Now that I'm too scared to talk on here, my fruit and veg posts are starting to sound like secret spy messages 😆

Windfalls. The apples need to stay on the tree a bit longer 🌱

Crops from the garden today 🌱

During, and after, such intense PTSD therapy I needed tender care and peace to allow me to recover. All I've had is threats to my safety and security for weeks now. It's relentless, I'm so weary of it all. I just need peace. I'm really not well.

Last bit of the fence/barrier completed today, between my garden and Gravel Woman and her son 🌟🎉😁

I've been trying the striped cardi. It's constructed totally differently to anything else I've knitted or crocheted plus the pattern has no description or diagram so it's been interesting 😳🧶 Just realised I've got the neck gap on the wrong side but crochet is at least easy to undo.

I've found my velcro and some other bits and pieces, but I think I sold my Christmas fabric apart from a little scandi style stuff!! Dog coat measurements: Neck to tail: XS 28, S 41, M 53, L66 cm Tummy, approx : 52, 64, 74, 85cm Which types of dog do these sizes approximately match?

Today has definitely been a day of extremes, more horrible stress than I've been able to share here, on the one hand, and on the other a totally unexpected gift that I thoroughly appreciated, plus a wonderful new project. This is why I view myself as a very lucky person 😘🥰

My dog coat post earned 5 men(?) a Block 😁

I got this in a bundle of patterns delivered today. Do dogs wear coats? It would be a great way to use up my smaller pieces of fabric 🤔

Fish and chips time soon. I will have a good sleep and hope that things seem better tomorrow.

@btwnthesepages.bsky.social Thank you so very much, that's so kind of you. I feel quite teary now but not in a bad way. You are so kind ❤️

I'm so weary of this stress. Every time I take one step forward I get pushed backwards 10 steps.

Not only did they bully M until he disclosed (without my permission) all of my medical issues, they now apparently are tracking MY bluesky account!! I don't find this acceptable at all. It feels very like harassment to me. I'm ill, not stupid, I'm getting legal advice.

Had a good day and proud I've worked so hard to reclaim my life But just remembered that M has his HR interview tomorrow which means everything will be worthless, because if he's sacked (through trying to misguidedly protect me), I'll end up homeless. He's an idiot but it's unfair and a witch hunt.

Do not hurt people. Do not use words without meaning them. Do fool around. Do not make promises that you know you won't keep. Do not treat people like temporary solutions. Do not think it's ok to play someone up because you feel lonely... Be real. Be thoughtful. Be honest.

Ok why, regardless of returns at the end of a post, is bluesky cutting off the last line?? @support.bsky.team

I'm watching US police videos on YouTube. Most people are inherently lazy. If guns weren't readily available I'm sure far less women would be shot and killed. In my experience it's difficult to get men to mow the lawn or do the bins. The effort required without a gun would surely defeat them.

Just had my first counselling session. Poor woman. At the end she said that if I didn't think she was a good fit then to feel free to ask for a different counsellor to be assigned, twice 😁 She listened and said some kind things, she'll be fine for now.

The new OAP across the road seemed quite nice when she moved in last summer. She's now hung up union flag bunting. I love my house and garden very much, but I want it all to fly up in the air and land somewhere where the average IQ is well over 100!!

THANK YOU EVERYONE ❤️

Are we generally agreed that new users, who appear to be men, should be blocked if they only follow women? Is this a red flag? Or am I being a bit harsh?