"you'll never be part of the sisterhood" cool bro I asked bro cool . goddamn

not when all the people I care so deeply for turn their backs to me I'm alone and I promised myself I'd never feel this immense helplessness again I miss my friends I just want everything to be okay i'm just a kid, man all I want is for everything to be okay yet its just crumbling around me.

i cant do this anymore

this might be it for me

oh my god

and just in general

how come I can only feel for this one motherfucking person knowing full well thats bad for me like holy shit auggie, make your brain work right but no.

I have way too many feelings for a 15 year old teen

he has this thing where he tells me things and then 'forgets' and/or goes back on his word. I've asked a billion times to please not make fun of my skills in games like forsaken or backseat drive my gameplay yes I know I'm perpetually bad at everything you don't need to remind me I already hate-

i can't be a giver anymore. i want to be loved‚ nourished‚ taken care of‚ spoiled and prioritized. not just by words‚ by actions too.

not a single person has tried to fight for me to stay in their life, yet i fought for everyone i lost.

im worried for my brother and I dont think there's anything I can do I just want him to be okay man that's all I care about atp i just need him to be alright and healthy and safe and I don't think that's happening and I don't know what to do or how to help I hate feeling this kind of helplessness...

thanks for fucking with my head, come again soon!

I miss xem so fucking much but what do I even do anymore man I miss my best friend I miss reminiscing about old times together I miss talking about OCS I miss us. idek anymore.

welp! now that ive managed to push everyone away i am now completely alone can finally do things ill regret probably yay

when i look back on my adolescence so far, my memories consist primarily of events that never took place, stories imagined from the music and movies and books i've pored over...hopes i've had that never quite panned out but which are as vivid in my mind as any real experience

im so hungry but I need to lose weight methinks I'll eat later

When nobody wakes you up in the morning, when nobody waits for you at night, and when you can do whatever you want, what do you call it, Freedom or Loneliness?

sorry but I am NOT getting kicked out of a table of all my OTHER friends just because you hate me bro

guys I have that one 67 audio in my head HELP

they're gonna watch me disappear into the sun, you're all gonna watch me disappear into the sun

i never asked where he went, worried he wouldn’t ask me to follow.

guys not me reposting on the wrong account omg

I should follow my own advice-

To wrap up the day, a reminder: No matter what happens, even as the world moves quickly and it can be a struggle to keep/catch up, you can do hard things. Every day is a new opportunity to grow and learn! You're loved <3

man I wish people called me by pronouns other than she yes I present fem doesnt mean I am its like I haven't asked a million times

man tf do I do with this art I drew cant give it bc xey hate gifts and probably also me don't really wanna throw it away because that hurts and also I'm not big on wasting paper eh ill probably tuck it away somewhere might be for the best gotta take down my 7&9th grade bday art now... sigh

easier said than done but I can do it!!!!!!! speaking of I really gotta wear my retainers more, I keep forgetting TnT

obviously I care way too deeply about this but in the end if I dwell on this too long I'm going to destroy the rest of my life so i've at least gotta be put together on the outside all I gotta do is get through school, spend time with the people who truly care, take care of myself, and i'll be fine

oh and

oh and I went to kokee and spent like 10 bucks. yummy boba and cheesecake.. yes... yummy 😋

auggie lies. I do not love life

omg and Zootopia 2???? hellur? lemme at it

WICKED NOV 21 🗣️🔥

I low-key gotta drag my irl gang to the movies when wicked comes out 💔 its been too long I gotta freshen up on the wicked lore bruh

atleast I got some friends to reunite that was nice I liked that that was cool

wait till gng realizes my internal emotional turmoil is causing me to cry myself to sleep and NOT that I'm living my best life without them

watch me never talk about things I care about with irls again lmao (I totally will just be hyper aware of every word leaving my mouth which is SOOOOO cool)

hurts bc I treasured it so much but I guess there's nothing I can do about it methinks

gonna take down all that art from xem probably

I low-key forgot what its like to not walk on eggshells this is fabulous I love life

I turned my light on this morning and got jumpscared so bad 😭

I put my jjk poster on my closet door and now gojo watches me sleep ❤️‍🩹

I JUST LOOKED UP GETO AND THIS CAME UP I KNOW THATS NOT HIM

geto low-key my twin

do people not get the concept of not sharing ppls vents or

man I gotta delete that now yahoo