Tough thoughts as I try to keep myself going with the circumstances I've surrounded myself in. It's rough just even wanting to put the effort for change when things are frustrating in every direction.

#ライチュウの日 みんなでドーナツ🍩

Sometimes a melancholy mood/day helps rejuvenate yourself in its own weird way...

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I think one of the more frustrating, if not polluted, views is that you should make money off it if you want to learn a hobby or talent. This constantly makes me question whether everything I do is worth it when my outcome could sometimes be for my own enjoyment and not for money.

Haste has been really fun and I only started the game Monday. F shard 7 boss though. That halted my fun and now I gotta angry grind! >:|

Back in the gym this week, and I'm dying. Missed out on 3 months of it, and the soreness is making sure I remember how it feels

Magfest was everything I remembered it being and more. Any gaming enthusiast should go no matter the circumstances. At least once in your lifetime!

I think it only reaffirms that MAGfest is the place I'll ever go to outside of other conventions with friends. The place is just unparalleled in the value

Magfest is so close. Can't wait to get a mental break after the stretch of hell I went through with work these past two weeks

Gonna crash out

Getting a head start on my gym progress. 2 months set me back after a neck muscle strain, but I'm hoping to be stronger and more fit than ever!

Tetoris is my current song of addiction

Feeling off for DDR today. Might be a side effect of not working out consistently, but we might have to do lowers until I get myself back in form

Headache at midnight. Weeeeeee

Finally back after MFF and then training. Now I got to mentally prepare for the Xmas family celebration since I'm not done with shopping! I'm running around like a chicken with it's head cut off!

Pokemon is finished. After my work trip, Digimon will have my soul for the remaining weeks of the year!

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Wrapping up MFF. Good con with the new adjusted space for dealer's and Artist's alley. My friend's cat enjoyed my company, got to have a lot of laughs with friend groups, and made godlike strives with DDR! Got to get myself set to make it another time. The friends I got have made it great.

Feeling like all I do is just work now. Crappy feeling when your ups don't last long enough to circumvent your downs

A.

Breaking myself into the high echelon of DDR. Trying to really get into the grueling part of these charts. Some are fun. Others are evil af

Spending the cash to upgrade the PC tech. Kinda impromptu, but I wanna spoil myself a bit with something that'll most likely be the best opening for a good while

I always been wanting to check in on my comms when I don't get any news after a month, but I try to hold back because I feel like I'd be overbearing. I'm sure it's not easy (which is whyI highly respect it, but dammit, is it hard to stay patient... Especially since I've been burned before...

Spent the day playing games. I truly needed that shutdown from the world

It was weird being so locked in yesterday. I only noticed it when I was driving and immediately was fine tuned to nothing but silence. You don't get that kind of feeling just out of nowhere like that.

I'm actually locked the fuck in right now

Haven't had the time to touch games or interact with friends like I used to because I had to lock in with chores, errands, and work. Life is tough.

I need to see what Digimon Beat Break is all about...

I am thoroughly enjoying Digimon Time Strangers. Fun to progress through the story, and fun to mix&match the digimon to get options

The reward for my vacation is playing Digimon as much as possible. I will not be denied my fun.

Losing my mind at work when all I wanna do is go on vacation and fuck off

Doing discount comms! I have a pretty big bill I need to pay soon and Im low on funds. Dm if interested I'll hand you my discord through there! Reposting and sharing helps a ton 💛

Taking a break from gym because my sessions were getting harder even though I was pushing the same weights. Meant something was wrong and/or I was potentially reaching injury. I'ma still hit the DDR arcade tho....

Things are trying their hardest to make me go negro mode....

This weekend feels like things are in slow motion, but for bad reasons...

I r dead

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Hit some new limits at the gym today, along with increasing my floors. 2026 gonna be a crazy year if I keep up the intensity!

Some days, it do get hard working out without a workout buddy to help push the grind

I think I just had someone try to chat with me in hopes they could recruit me for their sports team??? I'm just here for working out, man! I'm past the years for high school and college play!! 😭

Bro, Duolingo always be wanting to kill me when I can't do my studies until late nights!! 😭😭😭

Being popular has to be some of the most draining aspects. Ppl always trying to know what's going on in your life, trying to meet up with you (not necessarily a bad thing), and you're constantly exposed to social activity without rest.

Low social battery kind of day.

めがらいちゅ～💛

Man, I've been on machine weights for so long that I actually went up about 20-40 lbs on bench weight machines! Wtf?!?

Lmao. I speak my own inner thoughts, and bot activity hits up my DMs almost immediately. I'ma start getting real ugly when I'm tryna be in my own world. Don't force your shit onto me

Gonna throw money for someone to customize a VR model. Think it's been long enough that I shouldn't try to push it off anymore

The worst part about getting my hair braided is the impending headache I get from my hair being super tight and sensitive. Forces me to keep headache medicine around to keep it at bay, at least until it loosens up

POWERLINE got to illustrate the card of my dreams nbd