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life is good rn. brain still cannibalizing itself but things are going p well I want to want to live rly badly

I love to sleep and kill my guilt about sleeping

after a chain of incredibly unexpected events my gf convinced me to see a nearly midnight showing of Lagoogoo movie. the Groku baby movie. the fucking star wars baby yoda movie. she has never seen the show and openly does not care for star wars

GO NOW DO NOT WAIT GO!!!!! GOOOOO

friday night is date night so Im taking my woman to the ER 💕

Im so upset it's kinda dumbfounding. and also kinda embarrassing.

very mourning my video game today

abt to do something Unwise on fish wife dot com

doing my best salaryman impression slugging beers and ramen at happy hour. I'm the only guy here lmao

a lot of people are talking about Marathon but not many are talking about it like this. to inhabit a runner is to be both part of the zone and utterly disconnected from the self. the only way I can look at you is with a weapon drawn. 👁️‍🗨️

You've probably seen the word #Landback somewhere and instantly had some feelings. It sounds blunt, which is part of why a lot of people tend to have an instant reaction or jump to some very problematic misconceptions about what it means. So, let's talk Landback, from my POV and work.

This one took a while to write. Put out an essay about the links between fandom and consumerism, and its effect on how we interpret fiction. Hope y'all enjoy!

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the hell of 2am phonecalls with voicemails of some dude whispering weird sexual shit may finally be over

fucking PUNCH you

maybe it's the fatigue from trying and failing to do they/them enforcement or maybe it's something else but Im ready to just start using he/him just so people have to address me as something other than she I can't fucking take this

got woken up last night and thought I was being fucking home invaded Im so disoriented this morning

(going to friend's place and there's clutter) on god you are literally fine this is nothing and i love you (having any amount of disorder in my place while having people over) i should be executed for violating international law

stupid ass monkey's paw wish guess who got 0 hours of sleep last night and then got out of bed just to do a looney-tunes fall through 2 rooms into a faceplant

pls let my sleep be dreamless

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I FOUND IT thx to a friendly fur who recognized the photo setup! this is a dokidoki suit that sold who knows how long ago so the images are off their site. so glad to finally know! now I gotta see if this particular maker has more stuff up!!

cant for the life of me find the real maker of this head and it's killing me

utterly perfect morning: latte from ur babe at her work, farmer's market bone broth cup and cherries, goth music blasting under a cloudy sky and comix Im truly living

nothing lets me know Im feeling better than replanting several pots

I love it when JRPGs do this

Chains & leather

nightmares upon nightmares lately I keep waking up exhausted and so unsettled

"oh damn our vaults are way too full let's spam cryo!!!" >exfils 4 times in a row

I wish I could give myself to my art the way I want to, but my capital-C science career just cramps me into a box so hard I feel trapped despite the science being such meaningful work to me.......Im a beast of many desires and so little time

I feel so violent

I actually get so fucking mad when Im praised for the bare fucking minimum it makes my self-loathing go into overdrive

everyone pipe down there's birds singing outside

gourd charms from the guy down the street to ward off evil and a big gulp from the 711 which also wards off evil sometimes

23 years ago I came up with the OC "Jeans Absol": an Absol wearing JNCO jeans. This is my first time drawing them since

I privated my early 20s art blog years and years ago but someone dug up a reblog of a wktd sketch and it was so weird to look at it again

I contain multitudes okay? medic fun and also despair

logged back into tf2 and she's just as I left her <3

the insomnia is back with a vengence and I have to go back to work in like 6 hrs

dont reccomend withdrawing from gabapentin. also dont recommend throwing shit bc ur withdrawing from gabapentin. bc then u gotta clean it up while ur still withdrawing from gabapentin.

bored and restless and can't focus on an outlet something sweep me off my feet already!!

WIP

orange remedy // handcut paper collage on recycled paperboard, april 2026

I think my sona is shifting again.... we're getting elky........