Best case scenario

dm this to your favorite cis person.

Daily comic day 41: One day, things will be better. Eventually, the clutter fades away, and the mind will move on, eventually, I will rest.

Sqcat of the day #34

Daily comic day 40: I have come far in my journey to be better, at 27 years old, I find myself ashamed of what I can or can't do. I celebrate my victories and try to do better day after day. Brushing my teeth, eating at appropriate times and amounts, taking a walk.

This is me any time I run out of snacks if you even care.

I... Have to come clean... I wrote the song guys... I'm the author of the lyrics for "we are Charlie Kirk" I will be suing turning point USA, they did not credit me or compensate, neither did they ask for permission. They are NOT charlie Kirk. They do NOT carry the flame.

Shaved this morning, I'm frustrated I can still see stubble but I don't want to cut my skin by going against the grain, I need laser or something T_T

Daily comic day 39: Self perception can be difficult to balance, the world will tell you to be confident and then slap you and tell you you are arrogant. External feedback is imprecise, relay only on trustworthy people close to you and your introspection.

Daily comic day 38: Bullies will always try to reframe your reaction to their abuse as your fault. It makes you feel insane, and they thrive in that feeling, to keep you quiet. It's your right to speak out, your voice deserves to be heard, don't appease the bullies.

Daily comic day 37: Any romantic endeavor is risky, and they can go very very bad, I feel so much anxiety towards putting myself out there. I won't give up on love, it's out there and we will be so happy together.

Anytime you redeem a headpat on my stream, there's a 50% chance this happens to your hand. Will you take the chance? #Mawrt #VtuberArt

Yikes.

Sqcat of the day #30 They are going on an adventure!

Daily comic day 36: Airbound Venom.

Sqcat of the day

Necessary courage

Daily comic day 35: I experience impending doom, sadness and anxiety after any happy moment. I am reminded of my insecurities and my faults, I feel guilty for being happy and content, I feel undeserving.

Daily comic Day 34: I've been feeling tired for days at a time, no matter how much I rest I keep feeling too weak to stand up, I stay in bed all day and get up to eat, then fall to my bed again.

Glad to be back guys

Pls help

Daily comic Day 33: I feel that I never improve, I'm just asked to try again and again until it works but I have no guidance or feedback on how to be better at things. I feel like I'm just waiting to get lucky and find out what it is I'm doing wrong and how to fix it.

Why do people have their own lives?!?!? This is bullshit! Please just pay attention to me and hangout with me all day everyday!!!

Daily comic Day 32: Certain topics shut my brain off, I get obsessed with it for a very long time... And I cannot function at anything else, I'm still trying to find any techniques to snap myself out of it and move on.

Daily comic Day 32: Whatever it is that you won't show others, for shame or fear is a part of you, accept it not just because you have to, but because without them, you would not exist. Love it, right now, and forever.

Daily comic Day 31: The drive to improve can consume your life, overwhelm you and make you feel like the being you are currently is something to be fixed, and you must claw at redemption every day. You are enough, right now, today.

That's so wholesome.

Daily comic Day #30: Procrastination ruins my day, I spend it all worrying and not enjoying my time while also not doing the simple tasks I have to do. Medication helps a lot, although sometimes I procrastinate taking my medication...

Daily comic Day 29: I have felt a lot of paranoia and self doubt when it comes to feeling like people pity me and are nice to me non genuinely. It really helps when someone goes out of their way to be specific about a compliment.

Daily Comic Day #28: I have missed opportunities to show gratitude in the past because of shame, I have found that being confident in a funny ironic way helps clear out the embarrassment and shows appreciation to the positive influence the other person is having on me.

Daily Comic Day 27: It's incredible what the love of a companion animal does to your mental health. In the moments where I feel not redeemable and hopeless, I think about how much my cat loves me and get motivated to be a better person.

is this true?

Mawile I like :3

Day 26: The paranoia about my mental stability is a constant source of self sabotage, it feels like I should not take action and stay put so that nothing bad happens anymore.

New emotes I drew today on stream :3 #MawiArt

Mawi base sprite for stream avatars! >:3 Which one do you like more?

Today I worked on these sprites for my 3d rouguelike!

Day25: There are things within me that make day to day a lot harder, it's really hard to find the circumstances where they can be beneficial, but it feels great when something I dislike about myself normally becomes a plus.

Day 24: Self care can mean not being too hard on yourself, but it also means doing all of the chores that feel impossible.

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Day 23: I struggle to find the balance between respecting myself and not upsetting others unfairly. There doesn't seem to be a clear way to get better at it, and what I think is reasonable ends up being unhinged in someone else's perspective.

Day 22: Succeeding on things and good things happening to me snowballs into me having more energy and feeling better, I am so grateful and happy at the moment, so hopeful for the future!

Day 21: On one hand, being online makes me happy and I feel safe. On the other hand, I am more tired and vulnerable to social anxiety. It beats laying in bed all day, but I want to work more on doing things irl.

Day 20: To love yourself also implies loving all of the parts of you that you want to get rid of. I will never leave you, I will always be here for you, I do not love for who you can become or what you do for me, I love you, here and now. Forever...

Day 19: Asking for help has resulted in people telling me I'm blaming them or asking them to solve my life... I feel so very helpless because asking for help was not an easy step to make...

If i reach 5000 followers on twitch at the end of this year then i’ll do a special ”toad-athon” where i play through battletoads for the first time in one sitting and play toad noises on loop for the entire thing (Im promising this knowing it wont happen, but holy shit how funny it’d be if it does)

Day 19: Putting myself out there is very hard when in the back of my mind im always thinking "I want to lay down" "I'm Tired" "I don't like this" Still I keep trying to enjoy new experiences and find a group I can belong to.

Morning routine: You do cannot imagine how much I spend on shampoo and toothpaste!