Thank the LORD my glasses for driving are coming in the mail this week because I’m tired of being nervous driving because I see stars wherever there are lights 😭 it’s pretty when it’s a Christmas tree, not when you are in a metal moving box

Does anyone else struggle with afternoon fatigue chronically, even with adhd med boosters if you take them? I think maybe I’m just really sensitive to my circadian cycle or something, or the light change (it’s definitely worse in winter. I also have seasonal depression).I need to find strategies

WAIT MIDNIGHTS HAS A FLAME ON THE COVER BECAUSE IT IS HOW SHE MELTS/EXPLODES THE ICE/GLASS SHE FELL THROUGH/HER PAST WAS FROZEN BEHIND

All of the midnights videos are not only connected together but they were also specifically created as a visualiser for a real timeline of events that have happened or will happen in Taylor’s life. I recommend watching the four videos back to back to get the full image. It’s well worth it imo

I have a new media hyperfixation and it’s House 🤭

Update, on Monday I’m gonna try out concerta! For those who take it, any tips or things I should know?

I’m getting so much taylor-hate content on multiple social platforms today, idk what is happening… i definitely haven’t interacted with that stuff so why is it recommended to me

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Just spent a week trying out Vyvanse and I fear it’s not the one for me. I can’t get anything done. I can barely dress myself. Yes technically some of this is from depression but my previous meds helped with that type of stuff, but I had to stop because the crashes would trigger my depression:(

I can’t decide if I should try to get myself tested for POTS or not. I think I have enough of the symptoms that would qualify me, but I also don’t really want to go through the hassle of doctors appointments and such. If I do have pots, it’s probably pretty mild. Anyone have this experience?

Question for those who take Vyvanse XR: how long does it take to kick in for you? I’m trying it for the first time today. I read that it’s supposed to start kicking in at about 90 min, peak at 3-4 hours in… so far ~3 hours in and I feel nothing lol. Very possible that it’s too low of a dose though.

my local cvs playing New Romantics at 8:56 am okayyyyy I see youuuu

Portofino trompe l’oeil was on her mind!

Dude I wanna reread perks of being a wallflower but I feel like that could be a really bad idea considering my depression atm. Not that it would inspire me to do anything, but idk it seems… not wise?

Man it is so frustrating dealing with depression and understimulation in the daily but also having the will to life and determination to figure out what will make you feel better. I still feel so hopeful but it’s also so hard to be patient. Like I just want to feel better NOW

My dopamine levels are so erratic right now it’s so annoying

I may need some help gathering info, if anyone has ANYTHING relevant, please share, and if I include it I will credit you! Hehe

Considering doing a deep dive and making some Canva slides to show my findings, if yall would be interested! 👀 But also I don’t want to take anyone’s credit if they’ve discussed this theory before, so please lmk so I can credit you 🥰

Hey has anyone ever done a see dive on taylor and the shine from Stephen king’s universe? I’ve been on Stephen king story TikTok and i realized there are some INTERESTING connections. But I also don’t know a ton about King’s works, and don’t want to misrepresent anything if I try to explain

If you guys are donating money to help orgs with rescue efforts/rebuilding infrastructure in Jamaica, who are you donating to?

taking my adhd meds always makes me wanna hop on here and Kiki with you all, but I know I shouldn’t bc I’ll get too focused on the wrong thing😭

The fact that in Spaces by 1D, Liam sings “who’s gonna be the first to say goodbye” and then Spotify makes him the canvas for the song DURING THAT LINE is actually diabolical.

Wait now I’m thinking Dorothea

Random, but the name Daisy lowkey, indirectly means daylight. Fascinating

Curious when she recently mentioned getting a tattoo. Was that on the new heights episode? I’m curious if there’s a connection between that quote and this specific vinyl lol

D for Daisy?

Currently: listening to ttpd because taylor understands how boredom can feel bone deep

adhd/audhd peeps who struggle with intense and crippling boredom/understimulation/depression: what are your tricks, other than finding the medication that works for you?

Just saw a TikTok comment theorizing that Opalite is written about an antidepressant and that’s so funny to me bc it really does feel like a background song you’d hear in an antidepressant ad. Or perhaps an eczema ad too!

Tay would like this

Fun fact: just realized that in Honey, the lyric is “when anyone called me honey, it was standin in the bathroom, white teeth” and those whole time I thought she was saying “seven in the bathroom,” as in she was rating the girl as a 7😂 lmao

Lowkey been self isolating a lot lately and I fr think this is a big contributing reason

Lol she’s really spelling it out that she’s in her showgirl antihero CHARACTER

I just had to surrender my noodles to a Yellowjacket who wouldn’t leave me alone. Not my proudest moment, but desperate times call for desperate measures

I’m afraid that she may have scrapped the 10/18/25 Easter egg plan and now we are closing for no reason

Not this convo with my mom 🤦🏻‍♀️😂

the 1989 letter capitalizations today and glitch being 18 on her 10th album also bring me back to this…

Just a reminder that October 18 is National No Beard Day

as a swiftie, it really does suck to share your birthday with John Mayer

Currently have a cold or allergies debate number 288524603633.. Ugh

THIS IS SO CUTE WAIT🥹 I think i’d be an elm because they represent balance, intuition, resilience, and flexibility: traits I value! But they are also easily susceptible to disease (in my case, not physical, but a mental/emotional toll because I feel so much stimulus from the world all the time)

taylor being saint peter makes me scream 🤣 the key on her thighhhh

St. Peter holds the keys to heaven on his thigh - Taylor (the poet) has 1, Sabrina (the showgirl) the other. when tears run down her thigh, that’s rain falling from heaven. how does rocky horror start? escaping the rain…w newspaper

this is a big day for catholicmotifslors

Exile ends 3, 2, 1… 💍Bejeweled MV🏰 ➡️ Final Episodes

A = Alison M = 13th letter in the alphabet/TS13 So she’d be out in the AM, in the daylight 🥹☀️

okay but i also do think it's okay to disagree or dislike something taylor swift says or does and still be a fan/understand she's a very generous person

Resharing this for anyone interested in my A / Alison thoughts. I apologize, it’s a bit disorganized and scatterbrained. At some point I’d love to make a more succinct thread.

My A/Alison theory stays standingggg