finished squidgame. very good, i miss jiyeong and namgyu. after namgyu and jiyeong died my squidgame was very unwhimsypilled.

help i think i wore my rings too much and cut off a bit of circulation in my index finger because it feels like im still wearing my ring even tho im not

i finished squidgame while i was in the uk and also ddos and half of doubt

i wonder if my posts will sometimes be used in those character screenshots with the posts on them. it would be funny to stumble upon lol

sometimes i think about disappearing. i don't know where or when. i think it's impossible, but i hope i can one day. it's the biggest reason i still want to live, i think. one day, i want to be free from modern society and explore far away places with my friends

i can't even excuse not being online anymore i can make an effort maybe but i can't keep it up for long i will forget i will move on and i don't really want to but it's hard making time to be online

i spend most of my time playing volleyball, doing stuff that'll benefit me academically or in the long run or going to the gym and that's not bad but it feels like i'm so boring now and it's not that i'm not passionate i am but i'm so much less fun now

it's not even to do with my mental health or anything well i guess it is i've been feeling really tired this year but it's also that i think i'm getting more boring sure i'm stronger and faster and fitter but i'm less creative and less passionate

i feel so pathetic nowadays because i don't draw anymore nor do i write or read really i feel so stupid

it's my birthday today! yay

i keep seeing people refer to unji zuma with "zuma" being his first name but it's not?? at least to my knowledge because his brother is futa zuma so unji's last name is zuma

i saw a post the other day that was like the meme where a girl posts a video titled "why i'm afraid of nikocado avocado" and underneath there's the thumbnail to one of nikocado avocado's old videos where he eats like a whole table's worth of food as a mukbang except it's atsumu and osamu

the characters i see myself in are never good people, but then again neither am i

@funn1estt.bsky.social www.instagram.com/reel/DKZ2xVL... found an ena edit (i don't know anything about ena)

my doctor says my heart has like an irregular pattern but they couldn't see it when they did formal tests and only on like the smaller tests so they said i could go but to monitor my health and lately i've been thinking what if it was because of monster energy

i’ve missed mettaton like lowkey. prepare for me to be annoying about him again i might be back in full swing

ah! spectacular

i’m a cornball for saying this like it doesn’t eeven matter. uh. i do not like having multiple f/os it makes me feel bad for some inexplicable reason

www.instagram.com/p/DKlqe3TR2l... my favourite artist on instagram (that i don't know outside of ig) just posted this is amazing it's UNJI ZUMA FROM DANDADAN!!!! MY FAVOURITE DANDADAN CHARACTER!!!! YAYYY

i'm so upset about deleting an old server where a good friend of mine used to stay up talking almost every night those conversations are gone and i might never talk to them again because of how far away they live and how busy they are

i think i'm masc leaning agender or smth too tired to figure it out so i'll leave it at that ig

uhh flag updates i think flags (from left to right): asexual flag demiromantic flag bigender flag (i think? no idea dude idk what i am) biromantic flag

tfw you hear that one song that reminds you of the past so much

i love the colour blue. blue is endless, limitless, everything. blue is futile and small, a puddle reflecting the 12pm sky that blares above it. blue is beautiful, but painful to revere. blue is sharp, like an azurite spearhead that gleams in the afternoon’s suns last rays.

i miss you so much and it isn't your fault it really isn't i'll never blame you but i miss you so much and i get why you're not around as much anymore because i'm kinda going through something similar but i really miss you

i'm sorry i've been so absent everywhere but i'm honestly just tired. i can't promise i'll be online as much as i was and i can't promise i'll try my best either because some days i don't even want to try. i hope i find it in me to talk to you guys more often again but if i don't, i'm sorry

i don't want to commit suicide because it's such a public act. people will see me when i'm dead and i don't want that. when i die, i want to be forgotten, and i don't want people to grieve me or think about me. i would like to die privately.

aren't you tired of living? yes. very much so. but i have to keep living. i have shoes to fill and things to do and people to help. i can't just let it be

i want to die somewhere where no one will find me and i hope that when i do i'll be at peace and no one will come looking for me and no one will miss me and everyone forgets about me and lives their lives well

i don't want to wake up tomorrow but i don't want to die because i have responsibilities and a role in this world but there's not much to live for i'm kinda just here

i'm so tired and overwhelmed with everything i want to go to sleep for the next few days

guys should i cut my hair to look like yoshiki tsujinaka yes or no

does anyone have hairstyle recommendations for short and straight hair bc i hate my current hair

what's that word for like a place in a big garden where people drink tea and hang out

gimme your cool fashion sense but i fear i won't be able to wear it well because hong kong is a fucking BOILER it's so HOT

i see people my age with cool ass fashion and i'm like... huh?? when were we allowed to do that??

what if erwin told levi beforehand that if he died during the reclamation of shiganshina that if he got fatally wounded to not bring him back with the titan vaccine because he was too tired of being a commander or something

i wish there was a class where you would like study on a topic you really really like and you can choose whatever it is and at the end of the year there's like booths and stuff and you show your topic and people can come over and listen to you talk

i have so much drama homework what if i just alter the past and cease to exist

i'm tired but not sleepy. like mentally and body tired but not sleep tired

is anyone else just like permanently tired. i get as much sleep as possible and i'm still so tired. what. it feels like by 30 i'll run out of energy completely and like combust or smth

watership down is a good easter movie i think

G’night. White winged doves on Ocotillo at dusk. 🌿🪶

doodle yay

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Long-tailed Parakeet (Psittacula longicauda), male #BirdsSeenIn2025 #Perak #Malaysia #birds #nature #wildlife @mybirdcards.com @ebrrh.bsky.social

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i want to go into permanent hibernation i'm like the founding titan parasite under the tree