update im going completely inactive for a while cus bluesky among other things arenow blocked on my phone im posting ts from my ps4 lmaoo

DO NOT UPSET HER... she is, "god of everything" after all 🔊🔊🔊

i think i’m going to be a bit more inactive from now on i love the friends i have on here but i just don’t think this site is worth the amount of time i put into it especially when whatever i do isn’t reciprocated and is seen as nothing more than a meaningless interaction to some rather than an-

sorry for disappearingg i got my phone taken away due to a freakout i had last night. i’m ok. i do have more restrictions plus i lost access to my chromebook though

this sucks

ii feel like my digestive tract is breakig dowwn ough i canyr eat lik i used to god im so sick

my stomach has like zero capacity for food anymore but whenever i eat dinner i feel so hungry still like a bottomless pit. i have to be so careful of what i eat on my eating days cus whenever i go a little over my limit i die

canine practice featuring @soulforest.bsky.social ‘s sona

got vanilla + cake batter froyo mm perfect for this hot day

forgot to mention a guy was recording me and my little sister at the lake while we went trick-or-treating last night. first time we went alone btw

i think this is the last inning omg i feel so bad for saying this but can they lose please i cant stayjere

#mtmte WIP Theres not a lot of getaway art out there

imma pass out bro its hot outside and dehydrated

#promosky orchid ✦ they/she ✦ artist + writer ✦ #1 the handmaiden fan ✦ ♡ and ↻ to be moots! ✦ rcbyf: orchiidreams.carrd.co ✦ visual art ✦ writing ✦ alternative fashion + music ✦ horror ✦ animanga ✦ k-dramas ✦ k-pop ✦ gl/yuri (sometimes bl/yaoi)

she’s at the game w me

idk if avery’s team is winning 😓from what im hearing it seems like they’re losing. if they win they’ll have to play again though

this softball game is so loud and overstimulating ouduh i keep trying to nap it off but then something crazy happens and the adults wake me up again

im freezing bro stop

let’s pretend i’m on a 2 day bulk ok

s’mores poptarts are such a gift ive had like 3 today

i feel fat when i say im eating food i hope nobody thinks i eat this way all the time

wdym there was a stabbing and a beating in my neighborhood during halloween bella are you deadass..

Okay happy November first it’s basically Christmas merry Christmas

i struggled with a background for about 20 years just to do something very simple but its okay because i love astro #dandysworld #art #digitalart #astronovalite

eating two days in a row feels weirdd. i guess i’ll say im doing this in preparation for christmas and christmas eve

ts is so good im in tears ily golden grahams

my candayy

treat day part 2.. the treatening

wait i forgot to post my halloween haul i already ate some stuff but i’ll do it anyway

togatomi on sages whiteboard for good luck. they give me cuteness aggression

ok instead of staying up till 12:00 to make christmas posts the minute it turned november 1st as i planned i had an anxiety attack and felt like i was suffocating so i went to my parents room and conked out in their bed i don’t think they hate me anymore

my neighborhood is already putting christmas lights around the trees at the entrance we’re so back

MERRYY CHRISTMAS happy holidyabsn

ouughh im tired. Good Night : - )

HAPPY HALLOWEEN

sorry about last night i was tired and having inconvenient things happen to me caused my emotions to kinda boil over messed me up im ok now

im selfish and disgusting

i did even more things wrong yay. zach for worst person of 2025

jiminy cricket i made things worse im the worst person ever

i keep thinking to myself i should go cuddle with my mom to feel better but then i remember

i’m soso so sorry please love me still

im sorry i sound so stupid im sorry

ugly deformed girl i hope she diesss👎👎👎👎👎👎

look i know i did that this to myself technically but i genuinely GENUINELY thought i looked like a boy still while wearing the dress

she cared more about the opinions of others than my wellbeing im not happy

i cant even talk to anyone about this my mom doesn’t care my dad won’t even understand im so sad and i have no one to comfort me

i genuinely thought i looked like a boy in that dress still but i guess not i guess im just a girl and will always be seen as one and i’ll never be who i want to be in other peoples eyes. that hurts

now i want to hurt myself even more now thanks mom🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷 as always you make me feel unheard and i will forever regret speaking to you as i am such an awful burden you cannot bear to handle

oh and now my frustrations are invalid and i have to respect other peoples opinions ok well im tired of bending over backwards to appease others im tired they don’t even show me basic respect in return ok i am TIRED

worst halloween everr i got more good candy than last year but i feel like a lesser individual and i hate myself even more than before