art. the broad. yoko exhibit.

losing my mind but looking good doing it.

film critics seem like the people who just had a popular letterboxd before letterboxd was a thing. its crazy it used to be a job where you could just publically like things for a living. pre social media was a different universe.

a weird piece of lore is that in my nyc era i was getting drunk with fox news pundits and hearing their stories after work and they had no idea. their work stories were nuts.

it used to feel like people who were mentally ill on social media only existed on social media and you would never meet these freaks irl. then after covid ill be at a party and hear someone saying what sounds like a deranged trans discourse reply guy comment or my uber driver drops 4chan lingo.

my wife has no idea what any of the words I use mean and I love that about her.

to be very clear im not hating on vera, shes great. congrats! ive just been in spaces with people who got inspired to dream about filmmaking and apply who wanted this more than anything and its legit soooo funny that they were like 'f*ck it lets give it to the biggest name thats already established'

game of thrones was 7 years exploring thematically why the question of who sits on the throne is ultimately foolish to invest in due to the nature of the broken system and the follow up show was about how cool trying to sit on the throne is. its like it didnt get its own theme.

sitting around waiting for the business guy to do business. making movies has so many stupid parts that are just out of your hands sitting around growing old. maddening

this was a never released fan video I working on for leslie hall a few years ago im posting in honor of that shes making my next movie with me!!!

internet legend and icon of the gem sweaters, lesie hall, agreed to let us use her music on our next project! let's goooo!!!!!!!

Nudging this again and also asking - if you know of any places looking for editors, assistant editors, or game capture workers, please reach out! and, as always, I am available as a freelance glitch artist! I will help you make your project look fucked up but, like, in a cool way.

to be very clear im not hating on vera, shes great. congrats! ive just been in spaces with people who got inspired to dream about filmmaking and apply who wanted this more than anything and its legit soooo funny that they were like 'f*ck it lets give it to the biggest name thats already established'

internet legend and icon of the gem sweaters, lesie hall, agreed to let us use her music on our next project! let's goooo!!!!!!!

If you consider that liberals view trans women as drag queens, and thus spectacles and performers first whose critiques must be pleasant and funny and whose suffering must be hidden for the show, then it makes sense how mad they get when we’re a little human about the troubles

I don't have a gfm up yet, but I got vm and ca v @JeMaNeedsANap c $JeMaBun anything helps

I dont feel like i really come across right on most social media but my stupid vlogs are the only place i do feel like im coming across in my most accurate and meaningful way. melt downs are important trans performance art. spalding grey, eat your heart out.

instead of dick pics send atm receipt pics

happy 4th from violet valentine

doe and violet against the world. doe sparkle meta incoming. deer v fairy. future proof❤️❤️❤️❤️

jubilee fight rollerblade fight scene set to an entire veruca salt song is my gender.

civil disobedience is making my producer tell me over and over why things are taking so long while I'm really high and drag him on irritating tangents of way tmi personal stuff he has to politely tolerate. hollywood, baybee!

say what you will about t4t but the intensity of a fuck knowing that the world might end tomorrow is incredible

transgender and transexual mean the same thing to 99% of people and probably always will and thats just language. discourse a more nuanced distinction if you want but you cant discourse popular language (especially words that are 20% slurs to whole populations)

I decided not to do bait horny influencer instagram reels and I think its for the best but might change my mind if I keep being this broke

my old friend group was into my perceived clout in a way i now recognize as creepy and toxic. my new bf ditched my theatrical film premiere because they thought it sounded boring. we're in love.

ffs made me stop getting any matches on feeld and start getting a lot of matches on tindr. I got so many matches on feeld when I was super early in transition and progressively less the hotter I got. bizarre app.

i am so f-ing sick of my movie not being out. i finished the damn thing, i premiered it and everyone went crazy, now i just wait for business people to do business. im powerless in this phase i just wait for business guys to get around to things. film making is rediculous.

i am so f-ing sick of my movie not being out. i finished the damn thing, i premiered it and everyone went crazy, now i just wait for business people to do business. im powerless in this phase i just wait for business guys to get around to things. film making is rediculous.

being hot has worked out for me

i'm so sorry to my haters that i'm back but also lol suck it and deal with it

screencap gotchas are really poison but the deleted erin reed post where she thanked detrans lawyer hendrix for acting in good faith and being cool when he was claiming to be undercover as a t*rf double agent would never stop cracking me up. if anyone has that screencap, please please dm it to me

sometimes you find the right project and suddenly everything feels easy and exciting and just starts falling into place.

im really proud of my performance on this southland tales podcast. if you enjoy this sort of thing or like listening to me yap I vouche hard for it. I start at minute 30 you can skip to me.

casting a web series and one part is for a cis guy and its absolutely crazy as someone who spent their whole life surrounded by a culture of comedians that I somehow dont have a single genetic cis guy to call and give the part to.

casting a web series and one part is for a cis guy and its absolutely crazy as someone who spent their whole life surrounded by a culture of comedians that I somehow dont have a single genetic cis guy to call and give the part to.

im really proud of my performance on this southland tales podcast. if you enjoy this sort of thing or like listening to me yap I vouche hard for it. I start at minute 30 you can skip to me.

had been sober for awhile. saw the news at 9am, went back to bed and slept till 5. doing dabs, ben and jerrys and staring at my phone till I pass out. love you guys.

how can you not love me?

lol

kinda crazy bugs got ban from social media before I did.

i absolutely love this video of me calling my with transphobic and being silly if you have any interest in me being my bad posts youtu.be/79QibNmso_M?...

reflecting on my all time favorite poster tonight

This is not the venue to express myself with any honesty because these words will be scrutinized uncharitably by people who have no way to choose compassion over smugness and flippancy.

maybe its stupid, but honestly bugs maytrix rage tweets would have been a tiny comfort today. even the little things...

1/ transphobes going after a trans woman for taking second in the wsop ladies poker event is incredibly absurd if you know anything at all about the history of men playing in ladies poker tournaments and the legal issues around gender restrictive gambling laws...

free bugs maytrix✊️

happy dyke day 🫶

everyone once in awhile it feels good to be like 'here is my 20 thousand dollar insane full length adult swim influenced super wholesome kids show I shot with a Nike commercial-level DP thats bonkers insane that everyone loves but I cant release because I do gangbang porn now'. its a party trick.