okay well evernight is definitely improving my castorice team. 7-cycle lygus on moc12 became 4-cycle; barely 30k on pure fic became 39k+

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like i know people are dumb and the world is on fire but i genuinely thought all these ppl were just goofin about that

wait......was that rapture thing real? like people were serious? it wasn't like a haha funny joke with a bunch of guys in on the bit?

yeah okay strings of fate au is DEFINITELY me getting carried away 😫 hoo boy

it's still so fucking funny that hsr forgot to give tb a room so then they created what is by far the BIGGEST, BESTEST, MOST INSANELY LUXURIOUS ROOM ON THE ENTIRE TRAIN and then gaslighted us into thinking that it was there all along but tb was apparently just CHOOSING to sleep in a cardboard box

maybe i could try again with the dot team instead of the cas team on lygus but idk if i truly anticipate that being much better

did minor finagling with my luocha and the castorice team actually beat knight iii with 2 stars, so it's 6/9 stars now. lygus himself seemed like he'd be beatable if i'd had ten cycles to work with instead of six, but nah, i ran out of time when he still had like 33% health.

tbh i was genuinely taken aback by how seriously i saw some ppl taking evernight's magazine because like. 1) it's not stated fact, it's basically just evernight's opinion of the chrysos heirs and 2) i'd actually thought we'd all agreed that the mbti was nonsense that didn't actually mean anything 😐

this one's gonna be a little weird and experimental, but cphl day 2 said soulmates and i've ALWAYS been utterly fascinated by "string of fate" concepts. time for me to actually finally write one.

masc he/she Cipher is real and she will steal your wallet. Did a poll on twitter and our special guy here won, so take this! Also might be a precursor of a fic for Ciphlaea week >:) #ciphlaea #cipher

pulling out and dusting off the "strings of fate" concepts again. goddammit.

one of my most popular designs

also i say the days are "done" but tbh i haven’t actually come up with titles or summaries for any of them yet. so they’re not //fully// done, technically speaking, especially since titles can often be the hardest part 😬

okay done with brsl day 2, but oh god, the cphl day 2 brainworms. they're going fucking wild. i can feel myself getting carried away again. oh NO............

I CAN REWATCH ALL THE SCENES THAT WERE MISSING ENGLISH VA BEFORE.........................SUCH POWER.......................

realizing with intense love and delight that i can rewatch all the ciphlaea scenes.....................i can rewatch ALL the scenes..............this is so much power..................

i bought pompom the pajamas and that's all i care to do with this new mode tbh

yeah okay my f2p ass is NOT getting past four stars on anomaly arbitration. the first two knights were doable at two stars each but knight iii is NOT happening when my castorice team doesn't have hyacine.

im crying mydei this is autism behavior

and i am once again putting bailu's lc on a remembrance character. this path is a fucking scam 😔

8/10の週

n let it be known that i have NEVER gotten a double in genshin. i admittedly dont play genshin anymore but i did play it pretty regularly for about 2-3 years and doubles just never happened.

three doubles pulled in my hsr history. there was at least one lost 50/50 involved in all of these tho. (yes, even the ruan mei one. the first ruan mei there was a guarantee.)

tbh it seems like i genuinely managed to get at least a few people actually //into// tickling thru all my self-indulgent fic nonsense so uhhhh. i guess that's an accomplishment?

me losing my 50/50: aw darn it 😔 me three pulls later: LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

watching the evernight trailer over and over just. GOD im gonna have to write marchcest mindsex at least once, aren't i?

Bro you can’t give up. You were born in a world that has onions AND garlic. You gotta hang in there it's worth it

begging myself to keep this one short

evernight is so fucking veliona core and i'm still so MAD

the kitten song √33550337 サフェ→ライア(→セイレ) cipher→agy(→hys) #ciphlaea

Happy rollout day! #NieR #NieRAutomata

TOB！！

it did actually hit 3k why am i like this 😭

brsl day 1...........kinda-sorta done. it still needs edits probably but in terms of actual content it's about as good as i think it'll get.

also my cousin has been in and out of the house for a while now and i may have kinda accidentally introduced them to the concept of gender euphoria during quite possibly the worst political climate for people to realize they might be trans in. basically there's just so much going on rn orz.

all i want is to make bronseele kiss so i can finish day 1 but the worlds on fire and also im on my period and also im in an altered state. shits fucked guys.

there's always a John Waters quote, it seems

seele taking an instant liking to spicy xianzhou soup despite never having had a chili pepper before in her life vs bronya trying a sip and immediately needing a half bottle of milk to wash it down. this is my truth and aint nobody's taking it from me 😤

anyways 🥵

everything up to halloween week just gonna destroy me. and i'm STILL tryna work on the bnk au on the side 😭

i've whittled the potential 14-entry schedule down to the 10 entries that i think are most doable (5 for brsl, 5 for cphl), but at this rate i think even that might just be overly ambitious and i may have to cut a couple more days' entries.

"can't keep making these entries 3k+" i said, and now i'm staring at brsl day 1 with my head in my hands

honestly seele's kind of a sadist too, in the sense that she loves being mean to bronya in bed, but bronya's not super into painplay herself so seele finds other ways to torture her sexually. i see seele as genuinely enjoying literal physical pain in a way bronya can't quite relate to.

seele no-last-name is a masochist to meeeeee

A good IRL timeline cleanse is to take a moment several times a day to imagine your OTP kissing. This is backed by hard science. The hard science is this fic I wrote

random tangent sidenote on ostinato: lynx's opinion on their dad is more mixed than either of her sibling's. there's open resentment on serval's part and a more subdued resentment on gepard's, and lynx //knows// that their dad was terrible to them, but it's not something she fully relates to.

man, i really do try to restrain my horny impulses but even then, a good eighty percent of the fics ive written recently have wound up with at least one tickle scene. i truly am incapable of holding it back anymore.

It's time to do that thing you've been wanting to do

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