I was already on testosterone due to low production so yes, I immediately went on after surgery because I never stopped. From experience of having to stop my testosterone in the past due to insurance issues, I recommend going immediately on testosterone and following doctor recommendations.

Anyone know of any Telegram groups for superchubs?

The President of the 15 Association, Robert Callbeck, is having such a good time in Germany that he decided to contact me to mock my nullification.

From @einpup.bsky.social in my game chat: Leave it to @⁨Ogre⁩ to write a text that reads like dice behind a DM screen sound I’ve never received higher praise.

OMG THEY GROW BACK!?

I’m putting this here just for the hell of it. My wishlist for DnDBeyond. marketplace.dndbeyond.com/view/wishlis...

I’m such a good DM. lol.

Why, thank you! Honestly coming into my correct body has made me much more confident in how I look!

Yes. But I’ll be honest. I’m more terrified of how his regime is treating people of color. Immigrants. Visibly trans people. I’m in a community where I have little reason to fear for myself. But I’ve seen people being kidnapped and killed for no reason and that is what terrifies me.

There’s several silly snarky answers here. I haven’t used a mirror to look at it coming out. It looks like me sitting on a toilet. But it looks like a stream of water coming out of my perineum (taint) where my urethra exit is. If I don’t sit, it often runs down my leg unless it’s really strong.

Honestly? It feels wonderful. It makes me happy whenever I notice it. There’s a bit of internal scar tissue that feels tight but otherwise it feels so natural. And yes, I can absolutely orgasm and do so about once a day.

Hey, I’ve been getting a LOT of questions in my DMs lately and honestly, while I’m glad to answer them, if you ask them here I can answer them for everyone who is curious.

Is it any wonder this man is my Alpha! He’s so big and stronk and dumb.

FurCon was amazing. Met so many wonderful folks and learned to play Mah-Jong

Alpha dog @hypnodog.bsky.social and his puppy, me!

Always down to answer questions. ngl.link/pupogre

My Alpha takes amazing crotch shots

There is nothing sexier than a chubby man with a big belly. You can try to change my mind, but I will die on this hill.

One month post op, here you go. I love all of you who have supported me. I can’t hide my joy here.

28 days after my nullification, I have successfully achieved orgasm. And it was SO MUCH MORE intense than almost any other orgasm I’ve ever had. I don’t know if that was the month long celibacy or the nullification but it felt so good and strong that it honestly hurt (in a good way.)

Hey you. Boy. I’m proud of you. You did the thing. That thing you’ve been working on. And I couldn’t be prouder of you. Let your null dad give you a big hug. Good boy. Keep it up. I’ll always be proud of you.

I’m apparently old and have no clue what this means? If you mean do I have a boyfriend/partner, I have a husband and a boyfriend but I’m not “taken” as in unable to form other relationships or friendships or sex partners. If it means something else, can someone educate me?

Who wants a blowjob from a cock-starved nullo? The horny is attacking!

Walked two miles today. I didn’t mean to; I just underestimated how far it was. But I had no real trouble doing it. I was slower than normal but only maybe 20% slower. It took me about 50 minutes to walk it.

God, the horny is real. Y’all, I don’t know HOW I’m going to survive another ten weeks of this. It’s not even been a full two weeks and I’m ready to ride the car gearshift.

Update: healing surprisingly well. Dr looked at my nullge and said it was looking good. Swelling, while significant, is smaller and shrinking visibly. My crotch nerves are definitely waking up—little jolts, some uncomfortable and some pleasurable. My crotch is DAMNED itchy/ticklish right now.

1) Oh, this is deeper than I can give a definitive answer for. I can give some advice but I am no expert just because I am nullo myself. I’d make sure to speak to therapists. More than one if possible. This is something you MUST be certain about. You can’t take it back. Once it’s done it’s done.

“…the Faerie, though, were capable of almost any miracle. But their prices were capricious. A bottle of wine for a voice that could charm the hardest heart, or maybe the color of your eyes for the healing of a crippled leg. And never forget, there was always pain to pass through in the process…”

Now that I am in much less pain with the catheter out, it just really sank in that I am nullo and I’m so happy.

Oh thank heavens the catheter is out of me! I might have had to commit involuntary unaliving on anyone who tried to keep it in me honestly.

For those who want to see, here is what I look like 24 hours after surgery.

So I’m remarkably open to most types. I do have ideals though. I love chubby men. Big men. Love big butts to rim. And love big hands and feet. Dick size is irrelevant; I’ve had amazing sex with a guy who was 15” and with a 3” man. And I love sex with nullos.

So glad I got this done in time for Nullvember

Not to be gross or give TMI, but today I learned after you have surgery, you fart a LOT. I am amused but I feel very embarrassed

I’m going to say it. I’m so proud of me. I made it to the other side. With a lot of help, but a lot of challenges too. With actual obstructions from the person I thought would make it easiest. But with help from some of the most surprising sources. Thank you all for all the help.

Well, guess who is about .75 lbs lighter? All done and the catherter sucks. Procedure was good but now I constantly feel like I need to piss. And I cannot. lol.

vague posting a bit here. I’m going into this surgery in a much better headspace than I might have, largely because the healing process is begun with someone I care deeply for whom I hurt terribly a year+ ago. He opened the doors to communication and I couldn’t be happier. Thank you N.

13 hours!

This is one of the sweetest pups I know. If you’d can help, I’m asking you to help where you can, even if it’s just a repost.

Reminding folks that this exists and I would love to answer questions.

From my DnD group:

24 hours! Omg is this for real!?

Preop achieved. All systems green for go on Friday!

At my preop. I’m so excited. And nervous but mostly excited. And the board is so inspiring here at the Crane Center. A free first pic in a month or two of my healed crotch to the first person who can guess which one I wrote/drew.

Automatically rejecting people at the first sign of #transphobia made it such that I basically never had nazi friends to influence me into such a phase. Choose #LGBTQ over #NSDAP

I think about this image incredibly frequently and it does give me strength

Anxiety is fear. And fear, in me, turns to anger. And because there is no valid target for the anger, this leads me to be short tempered Any advice, universe?

I can’t wait to wear spandex as a nullo honestly.

So I have 5 days with a cock left. It’s weird. I’ve been talking to my therapist about being nervous. After all, I don’t know what comes next. I know I want this. But I don’t know if what I want is going to be what I want in 5 years. So many nullos I know seem to have no doubts. But (1)