I don't even know where to begin I don't even know who I am I'm not here No one is here #GhostQuartet

Seeing how y'all apparently want to cram this entire month full of spectreacular, specDracular, never mind, SPOOKY SHIT, I'm going to do an unauthorized plug for Dave Malloy's GHOST QUARTET because never in the history of singing and celloplaying has an undefinable music show gone SO FREAKING HARD.

Here's the thing with masking and overachieving for the first 35 years of your life: it depletes your once and future energy reserves. I'll never have enough energy anymore to both do daily stuff and unusual occurrences, not for the rest of my life. And with ADHD, everything is unusual occurrences.

TFW you've gone to sleep at home and wake up in the Feywild

The walls and door jambs and furniture corners are all out to GET me today. Apparently I am now a pinball. I want a full-body bubble wrap suit.

Yeah the 1st day of September miiight not have been best time of year to have almost all of my hair off but the alternative of having it in my face all the time while hiking in Italy was WORSE okay *goes on hunt for all the hats and hoodies and shawls and scarves* not like we had a summer anyway so

Oh look, the meds kicked in! Cue the Souped-up Labrador of Enthusiastic Flyby Engagement Without Any Filter Whatsoever mode of the brain! LOOKITUM GOOOO!

WELP the militant anti-abortion freaks are back on the UU campus with their drums and bagpipes and shouting assholes, where is a 65-piece marching band willing to play Pink Pony Club while plowing I mean marching through the pathetic little shit squad when you need one?

Welp that escalated quickly, byyyye

Some of you have SUCH a treat to look forward to.

Are there any other (gendernonconforming) cis women out there who do not experience gender dysphoria but DO wish they had no breasts? Surely I'm not the only one?

If I hear someone lead with their anger while on the phone with civil service of any kind, ESPECIALLY if the anger is justified, I get SUCH a VISCERAL reaction of NOOOOOOOOOO RULE NUMBER ONE DO NOT LEAD WITH YOUR ANGER IT WILL DERAIL THE WHOLE THING JUST PUT ALL THE FACTS OUT THERE FIRST FOR OWNSAKE

If you see this, quote your energy you bring to Bluesky

Het is avond, anderhalf uur voordat de werkende mens moet slapen, het is donker en het stormt. Wat een BRILJANT moment om met straaljagers te gaan gooien, Defensie. Maar echt klasse dit.

I mean if we really extremely want to talk about a dead person and how they were actually really good and cool, I could come up with so many better examples that would actually apply in real life and not just mental gymnastics, I wish I couldn't but there we go

I LOVE MY FRIENDS SO MUCH ♥️

Sleepy day of unstructured story bingeing. BLISS.

I'm seeing a lot of talk about art these days and what it is and isn't and who gets to call themself an artist and who doesn't and why, and somehow, in some way or other, it gives me a little hope for humanity. No matter how weirdly distorted, people still care about what makes them human.

I am opposed to AI products and services because of the extra power they require... IN A CLIMATE CRISIS. I am opposed to AI results - texts and illustrations - because they've been created unethically, via theft and non-consensual use of the work of others. Share if you agree.

Getting back to the stuff you love without worrying what kind of person you might be for loving it feels SO FUCKING GOOD I CANNOT EVEN. Bitches, I am forty-one, very online, mildly perverted and ENJOYING ALL MY SELVES.

Dave Malloy wrote the lines "you are in a hole and so I jump into the hole / but I can't get you out" in Preludes and now every time I want to cry my brains out I think of that song and vice versa

a study showing the efficacy of progesterone for breast growth has finally come out perhaps some people can stop falsely accusing the rest of us of spreading medical misinformation just because they downplay the value of anecdotal evidence in the absence of such studies

Something that once made you happy, but has turned out to be created by a person who makes their entire online presence about harming vulnerable people and actually SUPPORTING patriarchy, is something you need to let go. There is better stuff out there that will make Present AND Future You happy.

I went to Italy for five days with some people from my choir to scout out the place for a mini-tour we might do there in April. It was THE BEST. I'm still slightly overwhelmed with joy and gratitude that I get to do these things just because I like singing and people are awesome.

Why I muted some folks even here.

Ti amo Piemonte ❤️🤍💚

The OG Jurassic Park (1993) may be the best movie I've ever seen. It's definitely the best movie adaptation of a novel I've ever seen. (Having actually read the novel, the first one anyway, I feel qualified to say that.) I've seen it four times so far and every time something new catches my eye.

Is there a name for the type of parasocial crush that isn't on a person themself, but on the character that person roleplays on videostreaming? Well, USED TO roleplay, even? Metaparasocial? Parafictional? No, parafiction is something else. Or is it?

My sister had an idea for a Foundation Against Enmity. I want to make that happen. The first thing we need for it to happen is for everyone to stop speaking bigoted thoughts out loud forever. Bigoted thoughts are not necessary, productive, profitable or pleasant. Bigoted thoughts are mistakes.

@ass.golf Sir, this: questionablecontent.net/view.php?com... is mean.

I have made a chart to help with this decision:

Been tired & unwell for many weeks. Missed some shifts at work & some social gatherings too. Doctor says it just be like that sometimes. ADHD says it's my fault for [REASONS] and that I should quit my job and also that I shouldn't bitch because others have it worse. Digestive system says HAHA FU.

It's a good sign when a platform asks its users for their honest opinion, I think. (You can fill out the survey as a supporter by giving your Patreon url as Patreon dot com slash na).

@killjamesbond.bsky.social y'all have Drax-pilled me so hard I can't even see this lovely little piece of craft inspiration without walking around with the "may I press you to a cucumber sandwich" vocal stim for the rest of the day.

STOLEN VALOUR BITCHES 🙌🏻

Thank you so much @theabigailthorn.bsky.social for the nice livestream and for your kind indulgence when I said that Trigun is the best anime 😄

There's too much, is what's up. Too fucking MUCH of EVERYTHING. It's getting too hard to even be online. My brain feels like a tin of sardines that's been out in the sun LOOKING FOR MORE SARDINES TO WELCOME IN. No more sardines. I need a break. Here's hoping the break survives the inevitable FOMO.

Somebody once told me I should say "I am ADHD" instead of "I have ADHD" because, in their words, "your ADHD is one with you, you can't put it down somewhere". But... I can't put my skin or my brain down somewhere either - yet would you tell me to say "I am skin" instead of "I have skin"?

I hate how owning up to the pile-up of work, accepting help and body-doubling and advice and guidance, and then doing the work WHILE having trouble reading/formulating sentences/keeping the focus on one thing at a time, relying on the help&body-doubling&advice&guidance... WORKS. #ADHDthread 1/

If I frkn wanted to be frkn COLD in frkn JULY I would move to frkn NEW ZEALAND, what the frk even is this fake frkn "summer"

Open Bluesky. See good post. Hover over 'like' button. Notice post has been up for less than a minute. Start freaked-out count-up of Reasonable Time Between Post And Like So As To Not Appear To Be Total Weirdo Obsessive. Move away from Bluesky to help with the count-up. Start doing something else.

@gemmachaos.bsky.social it us 💞

@pushinguproses.bsky.social I have heard the call for Nigel's bride

I do understand people mixing up the words 'auxiliary' and 'ancillary' into 'auxillary' and I feel it could even be a useful neologism, meaning both adjacent and subordinate. Unrelated thought: if languages were psychological disorders, the English language would be late-stage hoarding.

There will ALWAYS be trans people in literature, film, comics, stage shows, games, and any other conceivable media, and it will always be accessible to some, or many. The haters will not succeed in making trans people go away. They will ruin their own lives trying and die mad about it, maybe soon.

She's just right

@killjamesbond.bsky.social hi I'm a clueless millennial and I'd like to know how you spell "sesh gremlin Q" please

I love you

Except politicians have always been validations of rich bros' personal worldviews, and maybe change starts with understanding that that IS how politics works (and that it isn't how it should work)

2018: out&proud cisfem pansexual, also def kinky, hell yeah, bring it bitches 2025: ...what even is this meatsack I'm in, everyone is 100 times hotter than me, am I even cis, kink scene sucks but that's prob just me, my turn-ons are weird and I don't want ppl to tell me that, what TF are feelings