Twitching rolling on the floor bc it’s been 2 years exactly since Eras Tour began on March 17 where she played Tim McGraw and now we’re getting a recorded performance from first night. We are so getting TSTV announcement I’m going to THROW UP I AM PREPPING FOR A COLONOSCOPY NOT NOW TAYLOR

Me being silent for months then returning to be a hater lol hello all

He has a stronger grip on that podium than he has on the fucking country

Hello besties 🥰 firstly I want to say thank you so much for all your kindness and messages during this fucked health time for me and secondly I want to apologise for worrying people by suddenly vanishing 🫶 I got out of hospital then ended up back in then got out again and I’m still dealing with shit

Hello I’m hanging in there 💖 I’ve had 35+ bags of potassium in my PICC line in 3 days. I’ve stopped counting bc it’s that fucked and I can’t keep up. I’m having the drinks too, they just cannot get on top of it. Deficient in vitamin k, thiamine, phosphate, sodium, I can’t even remember the rest 💀

Crying about Mac Miller again 😭 if anyone comes across Balloonerism deluxe box set please consider selling to me 🫶 with all this sickness I missed my chance

It’s been a BIG day and I am so tired so I’ll be replying later but THE NASAL GASTRIC TUBE IS OUT, WE CHEER!!! One less thing to run to the toilet with. Starting another 6 bags of potassium because we can’t stabilise it - legit would have had 15 bags of it in less than 24 hours 😂 Onwards 🎉

The way some friends have treated me since being SO sick is to quite literally ignore me. It’s really easy to support your chronically ill friends, first take your head out of your ass and remember other issues exist outside of your own world. I just can’t believe I’m almost 30 dealing with this 😭

I tried to check out 748493 times this morning at 5am whilst my cannula was ripped out and spraying blood everywhere and I did not secure the vinyl 😂

I have sat here buying too many things to make myself feel better and need to publicly call myself out bc I don’t even have money to spend 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

My knees have tripled in size (I have rheumatoid arthritis) and all the steroids and fluids are fucking me up and it feels like worms are crawling under my skin 🤢

If anyone sees Laufey Valentine heart vinyl drop pls grab me one 🫶💖 I’m so desperate for it but I reckon I’ll miss out bc time zones/ drugged up

I know it’s bad when I utter the words ‘not even Taylor Swift could fix me’ lol. Today’s surprise addition is fucked up gallbladder that may need to be removed before the other surgery. Senior team are meeting tomorrow to discuss what the fuck is happening inside of me. You have to laugh 😆

I need more than 1 minute to film health update videos here 😭

Thank you so much everyone for the kind and caring words 😭💖🫶

PICC line is finally in!!! Starting TPN today so I can stop literally starving. Going to discuss bowel surgery today and also need an ultrasound bc suspected gallbladder infection lol. We keep on battling and persevering 💪

Proud of my besties leaving twitter 🫶 People have been justifying staying on there but a Nazi salute is the god damn END (I know there is other horrifying things too). It’s time to go, remember your values and beliefs, make future you proud of yourself 💖

What did you think I'd say to that? Does a scorpion sting when fighting back? They strike to kill and you know I will

Haven’t eaten in 8 days yet there’s always reserved energy to hate these cunts (I wish you could all see how sick I am and how funny it is my crippled ass is popping off when the wind could blow and I’d topple over bc I’m so frail but ILL STILL TAKE THEM DOWN)

Me rising from the depths of deep sickness, bowel obstructions and many infections to hate on Trump and Elon from my hospital bed

pls know my account is a safe space for everyone EXCEPT if you support trump. i don’t want you here and we are not the same type of humans.

Oh, come on! At the inauguration? Are you f*cking ketamine with this?

Everyone needs the 22 hat today so badly as a distraction 💖

surely taylor nation realise that if they stay on twitter/X after this then they’ll be supporting El*n M*sk and all he stands for cough nazism cough. SURELY

Mine got hacked and it’s simply in the bin now. If someone is tweeting as me I apologise, they legit won’t give me access bc they’re fuckwits so it is what it is

yall better be deleting your twitter accounts after el*n literally doing the nazi salute. if you’re seriously gonna keep it after that, block me please

All aboard

Is it scary to open TikTok? Should I steer clear?

Sending so much love to my US friends. This is so terrifying and whatever you are feeling right now is valid. My DMs are open if you need a rant or just a friend 🫶🏼❤️

Excluding my ex, I have never truly wished HELL on any human before but we’re adding two to the list today 🙂‍↕️ get your freezer spells and voodoo dolls ready

How do I not get mad about this stuff omg my heart is breaking for everyone to the depths of my core I am so fucking sorry you have to hear this stuff and it’s going to continue 😭

I need to stay off Trump stuff today which is gonna be so hard but I can’t get worked up bc I have so many scans and getting PICC lines today so it’ll affect my heart if I firing off

I have just woken up to being told I probs have a gallbladder infection on top of everything then open my phone and saw Trumps bullshit omfg and I’m so mad for everyone holy shittttt

Ty for my mini rant, I’m going insane from this shit treatment and the straight up stupidity. Who waits until 6pm to be like hey so we ran out of your fucking MEDS!?!

I’m literally in starvation malabsorption state confirmed by dietitian and I can’t absorb medication and this fucking nurse is like ‘why won’t you just try the Panadol tablets’ and I’m like BITCH HAVE YOU HEARD ANY DR TODAY, I DO NOT ABSORB IT, IT COMES OUT MY STOMACH TUBE OH MY GOD BRO

The stories of neglect I have from this hospital admission is INSANE. My friends and family are fucking furious, my sister is a nurse at a surgery across the road and the drs who she works with wanna march over here and call these cunts out. ITS SOOOOO bad, like I can’t even explain how bad it is 😭

I’m not good today, everything has gone even more backwards, still no food and haven’t eaten in a week, need to start TPN before I waste away to nothing and we’re most likely preparing for surgery 😭

Some business man visiting a patient pushed in front of me trying to get ice cubes in the PATIENT kitchen so I don’t throw up to make his own fucking coffee. I cannot get over how selfish people are. The look he gave me too, oh boy I almost unleashed me and my body filled with steroids on that cunt

Watching everyone tell their stories on TikTok exposing themselves knowing full well Americans will get the app back has been so funny as an outsider. I’m sorry it’s the small joys in hospital 😂

They also need to stop telling me what they’re going to eat on their break or for dinner when they know I haven’t eaten in 7 days Jesus fucking CHRIST???? Like why would you just be like ‘okay I’m gonna get home and have a beer and make a pizza and chill out’ to me who is legit crying in pain???

I can’t even read properly bc I’m so sick so apologies for not replying to anyone yet but the entire ward of nurses are sitting outside our rooms SCREAMING and CACKLING and doing personal story times and my door is closed and I’m like brother your patients are fucking SICK, it’s just insanely cruel

I have woken in agony and everything is fucked. The meds aren’t helping and may be making the obstruction worse so I’ve just been told by the Dr to prepare myself to ride out this obstruction WITH NO PAIN MEDS!!!! This is fucking torture 😭 my poor body omfg how am I going to do this

Ban Twitter and facebook while you’re at it.

Welcome to a new muppet in town! I went to sleep feeling a lot better and woke up today in agony like I’ve been hit by a truck 😭 1 step forward, many steps back I guess. My body is so done and this is just the beginning but if there’s 1 thing about me I will always remain positive and make ha has 🙂‍↕️

The funniest thing Taylor could do is drop reputationTV over Trump’s 4 day inauguration and overshadow everything 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ nothing would piss that man off more than Taylor getting more attention than him after being signed in as the mother fucking president

Today I had to tell the weekend doctors they’re wrong with their attempt to change my care plan and then they were like ‘oh yeah you’re right, are you in the medical field?’ I replied ‘no I’ve just been sick my whole life and understand how this works’ LOL

And behind every good moment in my life my mother is right there waiting to make me cry 😭 I just fucking want peace and to be treated well

Special place in hell for the assholes reselling Mac Millers deluxe vinyl for fucking 1k. LET ME HAVE ONE PLEASE IVE BEEN A FAN SINCE 2007 EASY MAC ERA