Just woke up. It still doesn’t feel real

So...I basically got laid off yesterday. I'll have my job for maybe two more months and then I'm out. I really hated the job though. Im trying to look at this not as a setback but an opportunity to move my life on the direction I want. I'm scared though.

saw a post i liked on tumblr today.....didnt see that they'd posted it on their account here but i wish they would its a sentiment that resonated w me more than making "good" art it's just important to make art....thanks man

I have a problem where some things that should be bsky posts I only put in the friend discord channel. Ik going to try tk he better about that.

I still struggle so much with accepting that I just CAN'T DO EVERYTHING. I followed the development of Hytale for seven years, the whole time thinking "I want to mod this game as soon as it comes out." But right now I'd have to give up working on my comic to make time for that. Maybe one day :/

I'm working on scheduling therapy appointments again now that I'm back on health insurance Alot has changed since my last session I've overcome alot of the issues I had at the time and now struggle with new one's But I'm hopeful these will be my last major obstacles Then I take over the world ⚔️

If being hard on yourself worked, it would have worked already

MY FIRST HOUSE IN HYTALE! I found such an amazing spot for my first base! This little glade in the pine forest. It's facing east so every morning the sun rises at the end and shines through the fog and its just SO BEAUTIFUL!!

Live Now! Come hang out! I've been waiting seven years!! WE'RE PLAYING FUCKIN' HYTAAAAAAALLE!!! #pngtuber #hytale www.twitch.tv/kinda_sorda?...

I will be streaming Hytale tonight! Starting at five and going as long as I can justify staying awake! Im mostly doing it to record my first time playing, but would appreciate anyone who can show up and hang out! #twitch #pngtuber

FOUR HOURS UNTIL I CAN PLAY HYTALE!!! I'VE BEEN WAITING SEVEN YEARS!!! GRGAAAAAAAAAAGGHHHHH!!!!!

HEY SO I DID THE MATH. IF I HAVE A REALLY GOOD WEEK OF STREAMS, I COULD APPLY THIS WEEK AT THE EARLIEST.

✨Ych + outfit design adoptables 125-126✨ Repost are appreciated SP1 – 75$ the fullsized file of the outfit SP2 – 100$ file + your character drawn (sketch + flat colors) SP3 – 180$ file + your character drawn (lineart + soft shading) #YCH #adoptable #outfitadopt #outfitadoptable

This is your daily reminder that you don't have to get it right the first time, progress takes time. This viewpoint has really helped me become a more "productive" artist over the last couple of months. It's very satisfying to see your mashed up mock-up turn into an actual painting!

Turns out it is not time to rig. Live2d didn't like it. .....I suspect I may have too many layers.

Time to rig #live2d #vtuber #oc #clipstudiopaint

owl girl

We got legs! #live2d #vtuber #clipstudiopaint

My new original drawing of Vampire Queen - Carrigan Vice #art

The torso has gone REALLY well. Like, I wasnt expecting it to go BADLY, but godDAM that looks good. #live2d #vtuber ##clipstudiopaint

Winter girl sketch :)

Haven't posted an update on this in awhile. Got caught up in other projects, and figuring out how to render some of these pieces took me FOREVER. Think I can finally move on to the torso now though. #live2d #vguber #twitch #oc #clipstudiopaint

A little early Christmas gift for @nise-loftsteinn.bsky.social of her blindingly beautiful Eirian 💙

Another new print for Sac Anime. See you there! #theowlhouse

ロングブーツのアイデア カッコ良くも可愛くもいけるよ💪 デザイン真似OKなので良かったら参考に使ってね☺️ #衣装デザイン　#一次創作

Just realized I never posted this comic to this account This was one of my big projects for the comics class I took during my senior year, taught by the magnificent @teppizuppo.bsky.social Had an absolute blast in that class. Still really proud of this work continued (1/7) #comics #illustration

Just realized I never posted this comic to this account This was one of my big projects for the comics class I took during my senior year, taught by the magnificent @teppizuppo.bsky.social Had an absolute blast in that class. Still really proud of this work continued (1/7) #comics #illustration

Peace Lily

Rainbow x Lionfish

#oc sniffs I’ve redrawn her human design like 5 different times but I think I finally got somewhere I like with her…. my cutie..

Secret santa for my darling @narney.bsky.social !!! Featuring their gongeous OC Lellio 🥰💖💗 #art #dnd

Concept art IS 👏 A 👏 JOB! 👏 Concept art is a job! CONCEPT ART IS A JOB! It’s not a boring, tedious, low skill, or time wasting part of the creative process that needs to be streamlined! Concept artists are professionals and don’t need to be replaced, much less by generative ai slop!

When you want to move around but your body says "no, you dont get to move today" and you're like "but I'm at my day job I HAVE to move" and your body says "okay tell ya what if you give it literally all of your willpower I will let you stand up and slowly shuffle around the office."

Im supposed to stream tonight, but....7.fourrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....

It's time for my bi-monthly "I'm so fucking tired man" post. ...I'm so fucking tired man.

I just need to figure out what the best way is FOR ME to make art for a living. Cause I know there's alot of ways, and frankly if I just locked in and seriously focused on ONE OF THEM I could probably make it happen. But rn now I just dont feel like I can pick a single thing I care about the most.

Do we need a new word for "prompt" that specifies "I dont mean an AI generation cue I mean an actual person gave me an idea for what to draw with my hands." BTW the future we're living in sucks ass.

Prompt (not AI just asked my girlfriend for an idea) was "red panda centaur with horns" and I decided to just make it sexy cause why not I've been wanting to draw more cute sexy characters. Pushed myself on the rendering and I think it came out really well. #digitalart #oc ##clipstudiopaint

LIVE NOW LIVE NOW!! COME HANG OUT!! twitch.tv/kinda_sorda

Hello all! I'll being doing my first ever gaming livestream tomorrow starting at 12pm EST! I'll be playing the stealth-strategy game Shadow Gambit: The Cursed Crew. Would love for any and all who can to show up! #twitch #pngtuber

We stay winning. Thank you so much for all the growth and progress I made this year. We didn’t hit partner like we had hoped this year, but that’s okay! 2026 is gonna be my year!

#hellboy in my style ‼️

OH MY FUCKING GOD ITS HAPPENING!!!!!!!!!!!

Dragon Quest 9 and/or any and all of the Golden Sun games

L E T' S G O ! ! ! #Pokemon #PokemonLegendsZA

Fuck yea

So like...I don't really know how to render metal? Like this feels...decent, but Im really just guessing. I never got taught how to do it and when I try to figure it out through guides or tutorials it just doesn't click with me. #live2d #digitalart #clipstudiopaint

Seeing how good the new footage of Hytale looks, and how good games like Silksong and Expedition 33 turned out, I am convinced that games are always better when made by small, dedicated, hyperfocused teams instead of huge companies.

Hytale is saved. New Blog Post LIVE -> hytale.com/news/2025/11...

Hat is done (mostly)! Most important part is done! #live2d #vtuber