Birthday means happy 23rd anniversary to the finale of Buffy.

Gemini season begins today. ♊️

Can’t stop thinking about Lorde on Sunday. Singing all her throwbacks in the pouring rain with my best friend was absolutely transcendent. I feel fundamentally changed as a person.

This being my view anytime I face east is insane.

Misread an edible package and thought I was taking 40 mg and I took 130 mg. And I had a micro dose amount of 🍄 chocolate so I guess we’re either going on an adventure or knocking tf out this morning.

There is a one in 400 trillion probability that any single individual exists. This is not just a statistic, but proof that every single person is exactly who they’re meant to be. -Sunil Gulab

Do I have any folks following me here who do translation work or know someone who does? I'm looking to hire a native Spanish speaker (Mexico) to confirm/correct English to Spanish translation in a document, and I always want to tap my network before hitting Fiverr, etc.

Apparently I’m up with the sun today. That obviously called for my morning coffee and a birthday joint. Happy 29 to me!

I realized today that I’m turning 29 tomorrow and I haven’t had suicidal ideation since before my 28th birthday. An entire year. The first full trip around the sun without SI since I was probably 12 years old. I’m so proud of myself and so emotions about it.

Every single day I am angry about AI.

My two best friends, finally in the same place at the same time, after almost a decade.

Yesterday felt like a dream omg. I’ve never been so happy to be cold and soaking wet.

I’ve never seen Hayley perform in so much clothing lmao. She was so bundled and still looked freezing. Meanwhile Lorde was in a t shirt and boxers for a good chunk of her set.

It’s not every day you get to see two artists who you know their entire discography. I feel so fucking lucky.

Bestie #1 and I.

I can’t believe I got to experience today with my two best friends. I’m on top of the world rn.

Lorde opposite to what she’d originally said, did not have a new set for tonight. That being said, HOLY FUCKING LORDE!!! My best friend and I had the most transcendent experience watching Lorde together. I’m so emotional.

Hayley’s set was so good like… baby’s first solo festival set and she nailed it.

These are the only photos I took tonight. Thank you Hayley for using your voice and your platform for things that fucking matter.

Y’ALL! Tonight was one of the best nights of my life. It was freezing and so fucking rainy, but I had the time of my life.

IT’S HAYLEY DAY!!! I’ve spent the early afternoon making bracelets that say “EDAAKBP” (Ego Death at a Kilby Block Party) and I’m getting ready now!

I’m actually so fucking wired. I’m gonna have to smoke more to wind down.

Lmao just got home and I started my period tonight. God dammit. Whatever. I’m not letting this ruin tomorrow. I see Hayley and Lorde tomorrow!!!!

Today was so much fun and Lucy Dacus was incredible. I’m so fucking excited for tomorrow that I can’t stand it. Also hair reveal!!

I mean obviously experiencing it in real time, I knew that the negative effects of the Sanvers breakup on Supergirl were massive in the community, but listening to Chyler in this new interview say that The Trevor Project told her post-breakup was the largest influx of calls they’ve ever received…

I’m the final stretch on my outfit for Sunday. Just gotta weave in the ends on the crochet edging on the hem and finish the embroidery on the cross and I’m done. So many hours of love poured into this one.

Is it horrible if I say I’m asking to maybe crowd source an additional $200 via my online community to keep my babies ashes? The vet ER gave me 72hours so yeah I’m going to humble myself here

Shivy’s room is ready for her arrival! Fitting that the theme of our guest room is yellow lma.

Finally blocking my first Ego Death doily so I can give it to my best friend when she gets here. She’s on the plane!

Ahhhh! My best friend is headed to the airport! This weekend has been six months in the making and it’s finally here!

You can become disabled in an instant. People think those of us who are sick did “something” to deserve it. We didn’t. The just world fallacy is a lie. It just takes one illness, accident or stroke of bad luck to forever change your life. Disability is not a moral failing.

Y’all that may have been the best doctor appointment of my life. So easy, I felt heard and seen and respected, and I walked away with a fuck ton of referrals.

I’m trying the famotidine/ceterizine combo today for the first time to see if it helps with my PMDD. I do feel a little less foggy, I think. Not sure on how effective it’ll be overall. Anyone do this and have any tips? Or tips on PMDD in general?

I have an intake appointment with a new primary care provider today and I’m fucking nervous. I’ve heard really good things about this provider and she works at a queer/trans focused clinic, so I’m hopeful. I’ve had so many bad experiences with doctors so meeting a new one is always nerve wracking.

Need I say more?

That I cannot stop crying over the fact that I *might* be starting my period is not exactly a great sign, friends. My period is inconsistent as hell so I cannot predict its arrival and it sends me into chronic illness flare hell. I’ve spent 20 or more consecutive hours in bed for at least one day of

New affirmations: I am not having period cramps. I am hallucinating that pain. My period is not coming now of all fucking times. I am zen.

Tomorrow is so busy and then my best friend gets here early Friday afternoon so today is essentially my last day “off” before I have stuff every day for six straight days. I’m already exhausted just thinking about it.

This state is absolutely speed running us back to Jim Crow

I’ve been in a flare the last few days which I’m trying to just ride through and not stress too much about. I’ve been extra good at listening to my body. And what my body wants is for me to smoke and be asleep by 7:30 pm I guess.

I’m crazy and added another project to my concert outfit. I think it’s really gonna tie it together.

Happy birthday to The Album of All Time

There’s a thirty degree difference between today’s high (88°) and Sunday’s forecasted high (58°) and while I’m grateful it won’t be super hot at the festival, I will actually throw a huge fit if I go into a pressure change flare up.

I made some really good yakisoba for early dinner and when I’m done eating I’m gonna take a nap bc if I don’t become horizontal soon, my body is going to riot.

They’re done!!!! First time ever making socks and they turned out perfect. I might remake the right one at some point so it’s all the same color as the right one but not before the show. No one will see the toes lmao. Also this is the one and only photo of my f**t I’ll ever post online, so enjoy.

I LOVED this book. This is very exciting to me.

I’m nervous I shouldn’t have let my SIL help me with my hair but we won’t know for sure until tomorrow bc I’m gonna sleep in this color. It might be a little fucked up looking but it’ll be vivid and the curls help hide a lot. 🫣😂

Also rewatched The Tudors and if you have never seen Natalie Dormer’s Anne Boleyn, you are missing a performance for the ages. Now reading Lucy Undying by Kiersten White thanks to @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social ‘a recommendation. It’s giving Interview with the Vampire but sapphic and I like it.

When I was in high school some former friends of mine came to my house in the middle of the night and used gasoline to burn “Lizzy’s a bitch” into my front lawn. You could see it from google earth. We had to rip it out. Anyway, just saw one of those “friends” for the first time since that happened.