close my eyes.think about my wol and graha tia kissing to get through my day

got a fuicking klance video on my feed and wow. wow. i just got sent back in time

anyway. so unserious

HELLO? THE AUDIO

really fucked up that cropping a video is so god damn complicated

AHUUGHHH FINJALLY

crazy how aster got cloned in the set of twins

(guy who made this shit up) i cant make this shit up

i <3 krile

#ffxiv mmy friends the scions 🥺

G'raha Tia: You're alive… You… How can you keep your promise if you're not here?

BARAD DÛR

anyway. i cant decide what outfit to do for 8.0 so i keep coming up with new ones

fun jp things again: g'raha in crystal tower uses オレ/ore for his personal pronoun (in katakana instead of kanji so it's got that "kid acting macho" kind of quality to it), as the exarch he switches to the neutral 私/watashi (putting him in company with the other wizards in emet and urianger)

my bandaid solution.put a glove over it

cant figure out how to make gloves not get slightly crunched by a top. is it shape keys or equipment parameters. I DONT KNOW!!!

GET BRO A BED NOW ‼️

been pondering jobs for aster in 8.0 ive been pretty set on him going in as a black mage (stronger/more powerful than bard while still being far combat + he is able to wield magic normally now) but im wondering if he could be more like yshtola is where she does both white and black

hmmm ..

the hot new transmasc vocaloid murder anthem featuring kagamine len himself samples zenos yae galvus from final fantasy fourteen saying "the power to transcend" at 1:14

whenever im listening to local files occasionally i will forget to turn shuffle on and itll reach the end and ricordando il passato starts playing and i

why did ao3 save my chapter as a second draft after posting it. hello

ium still here

i wanna go back to like 2 years ago when i didnt have breathing problems every day U_U

what they dont tell you is that drawing babies is so hard

dark knight. unfortunately the themes are almost identical to what i write for aster/how i characterize him, so you would think they fit but. the problem is that i think the quest line resolves said themes far too early for it to work in other words. it would fix him too soon

i wonder what it feels like to be the guy who wrote the best television series to ever be made

getting a show written by vince gilligan with the main character being a lesbian and it is absolutely imperative that she is one is i think the greatest gift we could have gotten

Do not seek forgiveness, for it will not ease the burden. It weighs as it should.

btw I've been working on this for like over a year . it's just one ch so far but still . and it'll be probably 100K+ words by the end of it (smiles)

graha tia gods perfect princess

archiveofourown.org/works/800362... whatever. whatever

#distantstargazer though my arms shake, though my heart breaks, i will make myself strong enough to carry your weight. ... i'm sorry i can't let you carry mine. [ thank you so much, @mafreiidyne.bsky.social ! ]

FINALLY FINISHED PLURIBUS S1 DUDE THAT ENDING IS FUCKING INSANE BROOOO

graha in my post ew fic lowkey

bored. time to draw those damn cats naked

um do i have any oomfies who have ever published to ao3. why on gods green earth is the text editor Like that😭😭

forgot about titles and summaries like wdym i cant just title it word smash and have to be proper about this

still don't know if i should publish my long fic to ao3 ...

85.나도 라하머리 쓰다듬을거야!!(쓰담쓰담쓰담) 🐱: 으아아아...

ouahghgh the nonwol asterisms. im in a yapping mood so #woltxt leaving home was a very difficult decision for aster to make because it was so hard not to doubt himself in his choice and identity when even the most supportive person in his life (his sister) still expressed her doubts and even her 1/?

do you think they know each other

got my new pc37x pair today, installed a real equalizer to mess with, im in audiophile heaven

found a really old screenie of asters like og outfit. i should bring this back i originally scrapped it bc the colorset sucked but colorset editing is like easy now lol

unserious

this is like pipe bomb conversation for aster uuunhgh hes already stepping into the early stages of his hashtag insanity arc so to be point blank told "your existence poses a threat to the people you love" like out loud by someone else far wiser than him is like. oooof

really funny when the npcs use "master" but not the last name for him because this rolls of the tongue horridly

ima be on my death bed and ask to play 2 more hours of final fantasy 14 so i can spin my camera around my wol and stare at graha tia before i die