theyre playing an acoustic version of thunder road in this japanese market

camille leaves for work at 5:15 and our cars are parked in tandem🎶 so instead of switching our cars the night before im doing it in the morning and going straight to the gym everyday before my internship.. #NEWHABIT but im going hard bc im tryna speed run looking good for the end of march 💀

realizing i wiped the existence of got the beat (kpop group) from my brain until i saw a tweet just now

the way im the last person on earth to get a library card but i feel so powerful now that i have one

my professor said we should be prepared to feel a little depressed after graduating bc its like a big part of our life we have to say goodbye to and tbh i already feel that cuz one 1. im a person with depression and 2. i have to find a new personality trait / go back to having interests again...

i know i cant stfu about it but i just cant believe i did it. LOL

my timeline now is getting last edits from my advisor by friday -> making MY last edits by this weekend -> submitting to committee -> making their revisions after they get back to me after abt 3 weeks -> THEN I SHOULD BE DONE DONE.. pleek

the way i dont even feel like "wow im really completely done writing my thesis" because theres still 500 things i wanna go back and add in my research LG;FJAKLGFDJG but.. WOW IM REALLY COMPLETELY DONE WRITING (The first draft of) MY THESIS

me thanking every dog i've ever had in my thesis acknowledgements

i jokingly asked my parents if theyre coming to my graduation and my mom said “i mean if u want us to we will” and my dad was like “i have to see if i have appointments that day” … i thought i was overreacting for feeling a little hurt but when i told camille she got hurt for me and it made me sad💔

lowkey this is what my therapist gives sometimes but its ok LFNCJSJDJF

theres licensed clinical therapists on tiktok talking about some “winter uglies” … god help us

me feeling embarrassed over stupid things: i requested someone on linkedin who used to be a supervisor at my internship and now works at my college and she just approvedmy request rn while we are both at the same event and i said hi. we dont rly talk / idk if she even knows my name. I CANT NETWORK

a successful and productive monday at school = im too exhausted to do anything at home but its ok<3 i will catch up on life on wednesday... (bc tmrw is another 9-5 all day at school + two meetings after)

have 2 brag about this… somehow this thesis really came together 😭

our uber driver is killing my vibe playing a “faith based” radio station but GOING TO OUR VDAY DINNER ❤️

Happy Valentines Day ! Just wanted to share my favorite chocolate. 😍

i truly feel like everything i get out of being a school social worker is what i would want and hope to get out of being a parent but without all the responsibility / changing my life around / money LMFAO

i know i cant stop saying this but honestly what a gift to love my job so i wont stop saying it..i just love love love talking to teenagers and knowing they value my opinion and that i can help them from my own experiences and i can make them feel seen and understood and cared for...im just a dingus

im so tempted to get youtube premium because the ads really REALLY ragebait me and these days all i listen to are podcasts / long videos on youtube and/or dj sets so i feel like it would be worth it bc its annoying having to skip ads while driving (sorry) but UGHHH I DONT WANNA GIVE THEM MONEY

and yes ik basketball players / #yesallmen have the potential to be violent especially to their female partners too but i swear its like every other day you hear about a football player at the peak of their career killing their girlfriend or violently raping someone. just so so so bleak

biased take probably but idc because i am a woman. i dont think i could ever in good faith enjoy american football knowing how violent and horrible so many male professional football players end up being, maybe in part bc of CTE which is even more of a reason why i would never support the sport

best part of my job is when i have a kid in my office who wants to tell me about the story theyre writing

i just have so much on my plate and i know people understand that but man </3 just going to keep my head up and do my best the next couple months as i finish school !!! there will be time to lollygag and catch up with everyone soon

happy: i went grocery shopping today and as soon as i got home i cooked a yummy vegan meal that was very nourishing and made leftovers sad: i am so tired and feel so bad that i have been so shit at staying connected with people

i think this is another reason why i feel sooo hurt by and hyperaware of religious people. like 8 out of 10 times when i meet someone in a professional setting (work or school) they are religious or at least aren't antireligion or atheist and it's like exhausting waiting for the other shoe to drop

and the gag is i don't even fully blame myself for feeling this way, i notice subtly homophobia and/or the heteronormativity influencing everything in every workplace i've been in like even as a social worker it's just really interesting

i want to find a way to articulate this eloquently but even though i am #outandproud there is still this inherent shame and/or subconscious embarrassment i have about being gay that really isnt overt but it seeps through in my insecurities / feelings about things like in more professional settings

ive been into eating breakfast now because i started taking omeprazole each morning to try to help my stomach issues (so far it's really been helping!!) so now i wanna try making breakfast burritos at home to make them healthier

HONESTLY it could be so much worse but the state of the mavs is just so sad to me I LITERALLY CXANT

im too much of an empath for sports why do i feel like crying at the AD trade even tho hes not even one of my fav players and he lowkey has been bad for the mavs just bc he's always injured but wahhh i feel so bad for him and im kinda sad we never got 1 ad coop kyrie game </3

truly such a beautiful problem to have but there are so many ppl in my life i would love to celebrate my birthday with but it makes it kind of difficult to do anything besides throwing a big party OR doing a "casual night out at a bar" and i kinda am not feeling either of those options this year LOL

im not even a hater of his but rating l*bron as an allstar this year is such cap LMAO

im so envious of people who have two siblings AND who have a great relationship like trulyyyy

wrote out the outline for the curriculum i'm creating for my thesis and my professor said it looked amazing and aligned so well with my research T^T i still feel like the biggest imposter so moments like these are just like wtf... im actually doing something <3

ppl (grown men) are being way too dramatic abt that guy (cavs player idk) saying cleveland is donovan mitchells city now jgfkldjg ITS NOT THAT SERIOUS

i hate being on my phone!!! but i dont have the energy for texting people or even reading OTL

ik i need to give myself some grace bc its my first full week back at school and i am using all of my emotional energy each day into being there for students + paying attention in class + socializing but i feel frustrated at myself for feeling lazy and unmotivated to do anything at home

If you work in journalism: you cannot use machine learning to upscale a photo and still be telling the truth. It WILL lie, even if you don't intend to tell one. It can only do what it does by inventing details where none exist, which means it will inherently be misrepresenting reality.

CAN THE (NBA) TRADE DEADLINE JUST PASS ALRDY

okay maybe i'm just easily irritated but there's a teacher in the wellness center (where i work bc i dont have my own office here) who has his headphones in and he keeps AUDIBLY and LOUDLY singing along to his music and dancing around and talking out loud and its pissing me off so badly YTU8RHGDKJFS

signs left at alex pretti’s memorial in minneapolis: “i love you so much / i’ll miss you forever” photo with a friend, “i would have done the same. RIP alex,” a stethoscope and “we’ll take it from here, alex” and a tshirt for the minnesota nurses association

The 'New Gaza' shit is really upsetting. I can't believe it's actually happening and this is the world we live in. Kill hundreds of thousands of people, destroy a whole territory, build skyscrapers and hotels on top of it - world media acts like it's normal

this photo. minneapolis. 💜 📷️ Alex Kormann/Star Tribune

i love my job (unpaid internship) honestly i just love working with teens sniffsniff…

when i was racking my brain for the last straight romance movie that made me kilig and all i could think of was twilight

looking at my to-do list like damn.. i lowkey have a lot on my plate 💯

i hate that the word twat is another derogatory word for vagina (therefore feels like perpetuating misogyny to use it idk) bc its such a funny sounding insult to me jdjcdjd esp calling someone an “absolute twat” (i was thinking this abt r*ch*rd s*lk*n)

i need to pay someone to structure my resume for me

gf booked us a hotel and dinner for valentines day 🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️❤️❤️