HOT

anyway.. annoying day ahead but i get to go HOME 🫶

So many things i want to vent about and rant about but just know i am having such a hard time dealing with whats going on with my family. Because i dont know how to fucking deal with these people!!!!

just hate this time of year bc of family and i hate the thoughts i have all the time blah anyway

me vs downplaying my childhood trauma but i dont even feel like i have bad parents but both me and my brother are soooo not emotionally bonded to them but the only difference is i actually feel guilty / like i need to repay them for the life theyve given me etc

i feel so much guilt over how much i hate being here and how much i dont like spending time with them.. i feel numb LOL

i didnt realize it was by the same guy who made uncut gems and i told oomf it reminded me of it /neg jGKLFAJDKGJ BUT REALLY it gives u that same stressed feeling that some ppl love but i did not like it just felt like.. okay. anyway. curious to see what people think of the last scene cuz i hated it

i feel about marty supreme that like.. i get what it was trying to say and i honestly kind of liked the story they were telling.. unlikeable yet "charming" man chasing greatness is kind of inspiring as a sports (singular) fan..but i hate the way it was told as someone who doesnt like being stressed

finished working my thesis for da night (time: 2:21am) & im skipping internship tmrw cuz self care but i’m gonna drive my dad to work instead of calling him an uber as my accountability for skipping Lol

the dude ive been having to reference since being a child development undergrad student to now as a msw student being named Erik Erikson is so unserious (but of all theories i have to use i do really like his stages of development LOL)

anyway one more section of my lit review and im hanging it up for the night... lowkey behind on my sections but i cant be fucked<3

IM SORRY but another thing about twitter--jgklsdjg every time i check my fyp it's always tweets of people being super vague about something where you have to click thru to their tweet to find the context and its like. I KNOW YOU PEOPLE ARE DOING THIS INTENTIONALLY (me suffering as a nosy person)

not that i expect my wellbutrin to solve all my problems but ive just been so stressed lately i really thought this would at least make me more stable and not catastrophize everything but here we are

i know i cant complain when i spent this afternoon driving to the oc & having dinner + seeing marty supreme with my friend (and i dont regret having a good time <3) but i am so EXHAUSTED and have 500 million things to do and feel anxious and guilty thru it all why why why

i hate the anxious energy ive had the past couple of days and how its only gotten worse today 😭 i know ill feel better when the semester is over but 💀

just had my welcome to the NBA moment but it's welcome to school social work... gah

like i get easily annoyed at people being rude to me or not apologizing for small things or trying to be accommodating but i would not make a tiktok saying a restaurant is horrible just bc i had a kinda rude person talk 2 me at the front. id be a normal person and complain about it to all my friends

theres so many tiktok storytimes where they are trying to "cancel" a restaurant and people in the comments are dragging the person making the tiktok for being extra and so many of the times i'm like tbh that DID sound kinda annoying to me too but it was not worth making a tiktok about LOL

Leaving twitter for a month again cuz it started making me anxious again. Thank u for keeping up with ny toxic relationship with it

theres a kind of a sort of.. cost theres a couple of things get.. lost 😔

i love the idea of a shadow focused movie but i really want him + sonic's paths to remain intertwined and i dont really like the idea of an extended cinematic universe LMAO

#INTERESTING ...

AI is NOT inevitable. Keep not using it. Uninstall Copilot from your computer. Refuse to use programs bogged down with it. Complain loudly about it when they shove it into the programs you use. We can starve the slop machines.

i really underestimate how much i cannot focus on anything u8T4OGIRELJDSLKFJFGKL i left my headphones at home and thought i'd be fine working in a cafe but im so distracted i cant

i really try not to hate on my own kind (asian Americans) but literally every “problem” they have or drama on tiktok is the defintion of kim there are people that are dying AND THEY RLY THINK THEYRE DOING SOMETHING

Like omfnghshsjf i am very much NOT THIN and struggle w body image and ED in the past and get triggered sometimes at everyone using ozempic etc but i think people are doing way too much out of fake concern. Also ari has been that thin for years now what is commenting on her body even doing anymore

ill say it. Ppl saying wicked is “pro anorexia” bc the two leads are very thin is a fucking wild thing to say and ppl making genuine thinkpiece videos on it is kinda insane

thxgiving wasn't bad i cooked and it all turned out yum and i was subjected to less time with fam bc i kept the dogs calm in my room so im just physically tired from everything and GRATEFUL for my life...and thankful for the feeling of taking an edible at night knowing i dont gotta do shit tmrw<3

Please stop saying jonathan bailey as scarecrow looks like ryan renolds before i take us all out

god bless america

theres so many (like 3 or 4) bully breeds who live in our apartment hehe

“What did men do to deserve Jonathan Bailey?”

amen...hey men

i cant take glinda being sad about fiyero leaving her for elphaba seriously bc their relationship is shallow BUT the girlies are saying they read it as shes upset bc shes ashamed and angry that fiyero did what she couldn't be brave enough to do & he gets be with elphaba while she doesnt #Lesbian

i cant stop saying twitter do your thing after i say i want something

first world problems i wont have to worry about for a while but i would truly be content renting a home in the future instead of ever aspiring to buy, but its actually insane how limiting choices are if you want to have large dogs

people who dont have cat allergies have everything i want in life jfjfjd

me hating on the movie a bit and then spending all last night watching TikToks abt it and listened to the whole soundtrack today and now looking at gifs on tumblr #multitudes

Sooooo cute 😭

i feel like this is the longest i deleted twitter from my phone and never caved to redownload and i really thought that i would be like dying to check everyday when i'd get laptop time but i genuinely forgot / didnt have time to check the past couple of days. nature is healing

i hate it because YOURE MAKING ME LIKE THE HET SHIP IN WICKED MORE that makes me want to kms.. but its ok bc its jonathan bailey kyaaa>.<

i like gelphie in a doomed yuri way but the movie really shyed away from glinda as a “bad guy” and tried to make her a sympathetic hero til the end which frustrated me a lot

r/nba being filled with klay thompson positivity today thank u gr*zzlies for being braindead and annoying as fuck to everyone

the way my brother hasnt seen my parents since august and he dgaf

royal match is my tetris (game i play that helps me cope with my life and trauma)

okay i dont. I just get so stressed i want to scream and no one cares

i just want to die

i swear no one in the world respects my time or considers that im fucking exhausted but still do everything i’m supposed to do

additionally, it's just embarrassing and cringeworthy that democratic politicians are spineless losers whose entire platform is based off of networking and shaking hands with everyone for their own personal gain. their entire party is the equivalent of manufactured corporate kindness.