Pc issues now seem to be fixed - it was related to a PCIE-4 SSD but with my motherboard. Should be back live without issue today!

Socially feeling a bit of burnout again ATM, so apologies if I seem a little distant. Brains going bzzzrrrt as it's around a year since I went through all the work/personal stress and my health took a nosedive. In a much better position now in hindsight but the memories are *remembering*

Didn't get to post this at the time but we had an incredible time at Megan and Hobs wedding a few weeks back. It was so nice seeing so many old faces from my hometown and to meet so many new/familiar names from twitch as well from all over the world all to celebrate 2 lovely people, What a weekend ❤️

Back streaming 8pm tonight, hoping to have a good go at the Krasue adept and then look to open lobbies thereafter. Really excited, see you all there!

Finally managed to get logged back in - hello!

First graded card back, not quite the 10 I was hoping though, but the custom art they made as I was the first one to send a vivi was kinda cool!

My submission for Orela Rose :) #dbd #deadbydaylight #dbdcosmeticcontest @deadbydaylight.com

Does this mean I need to play Magic now

I'm looking to run some Rematch games tomorrow on stream, potentially ranked - 8pm BST start it you're interested!

Sorry for ending abruptly tonight pals, mega anxious spikes due to camera tech issues again and then I couldn't get myself to get through those FNAF DBD games. I'm just not a fan of the franchise at all and I don't think I can kinda smile through it, just not really enjoying it

(pls excuse my fringe) Had an amazing day today with the best people. Honestly rejection sensitivity disorder can get tae fuck because look at how lucky I actually am! 💜@gbirb.bsky.social @alexwinters.bsky.social @normalstevee.bsky.social @eve-appleby.bsky.social @strakerplays.bsky.social

Just an fyi for stream later today: I won't be buying the latest DBD chapter. Just wanted to give notice in case anyone was expecting me to play Springtrap. I'm happy for anyone who's excited, but yeah, not for me I'm afraid. Will hopefully see you all there regardless!

Sunbird is now listed on etsy. All profits minus fees will be used to buy e-sims via the connecting humanity/connecting gaza grassroots initiative. Thread with more detail on this from Beef on twitter: x.com/bethdoesbeau... Alternatively, you can skip the print and buy an e-sim yourself! #Palestine

Final checks completed for the job, everything's all clear - so excited to get back to things at the end of the month!

Won't be able to stream tonight, unfortunately. I'll be back Saturday!

Thoroughly enjoyed Elden Ring Nightreign last night, and I'm really glad the general consensus was it was fun too - the first variety game in a while I've felt confident with. Thank you to @robinvouz.bsky.social and @alexwinters.bsky.social for the carry!

Wishing all a very happy pride month! Let this be a joyous occasion for our LGBTQIA+ community who are so very much in need of togetherness, inclusivity and love. Be you, Be free!

I've finally got my shit together and amended the totem, it is now complete and I also added extra improvements! Listing is now live and back up on my Etsy, grab one whilst you can as I don't make these regularly! www.etsy.com/uk/listing/1... #art #dbd #deadbydaylight #smallbusiness #sazdzart

I don't think this game will be everyone's cup of tea, but I am loving Elden Ring: Nightreign so far. Managed one run very deep in with 2 random players and it was a ton of fun. Very chaotic. I'm looking for more players to join over the next couple of weeks, let me know if you are interested!

Have some plans to potentially upgrade/replace my PC and I've found the perfect AMD based build but I'm so scared of leaving Nvidia Broadcast and such in the dust, someone give me the bravery

Next 12 hours will dramatically change the course of how my next few months are. I'm confident, but at the same time super nervous

and if you didn’t know, that’s ok! you can learn more here: www.adl.org/resources/ha...

Streams will return tomorrow evening, 20th May - I've been prepping for a multi stage job interview, and I'm through to the final stages. Just need to lock in a little more and I'll be with you all!

Planning to organise some Elden Ring: Nightreign content over release. If anyone would like to, do let me know!

don't buy this. don't play this. don't support this. JKR is SO explicit in her Transphobia and is actively harming trans people with the money that she gets when you support this bloody franchise

Really hoping this week brings some good luck, I could really do with it

Unfortunately need to cancel stream tonight, I have a ton of interview prep and assessments to get through. Next stream will be Saturday!

Highlight of the stream has to have been showing everyone the seductive carrot @ivytheartist.bsky.social grew, glad everyone enjoyed it

Happy Orela Rose Day! We are LIVE right now raising money for Gendered Intelligence. We have many raffle prizes and giveaways from people in the community so come along and get involved! 🔗⬇

Happy Orela Rose chapter release, everyone! A hugely positive and important day ahead and I'm really looking forward to it. Ignore the inevitable losers in chats today trying to disrupt things, it won't work. Trans rights are human rights and Orela Rose belongs in DBD! 🏳️‍⚧️ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🏳️‍⚧️

www.etsy.com/uk/listing/1... The totem is now live and listed, ready to go to a new home 💀✨ @deadbydaylight.com #deadbydaylight #dbd #hextotem #dulltotem #skulls #art #crafts #etsysmallbusiness #sazdzart

Here's this week's schedule - I will be around to game on Tuesday for the chapter release, however I want to be around as support for friends during their streams on chapter release day. R.E.P.O on Saturday will be modded, open invite!

I was originally scheduled to stream today however I'm going to need to take it off and come back Monday evening instead. Apologies!

My PCs done the dreaded 24h2 update overnight, let's see if/how many issues I have tonight suddenly 😂

In my very frustrating just kinda existing in the corner mentality again so if I'm a little quieter in general I apologise. Plans I had just not going right again generally to try and pick myself up on my feet and feel like I'm burning out on the things I felt I was good at - not a good place to be

I need to move tonight's stream to tomorrow, so sorry for the recent inconsistencies with schedule times. Got a few things which I need to prioritise at the moment. Back tomorrow, 8pm BST!

Serious talk now, how do you work out Tiktok? I'm utterly bewildered how to get a video over the 500 view mark now, been struggling for months

No stream today as I need to focus on irl and life things. Back tomorrow 8pm BST!

Here are the goals and incentives for today's fundraiser for @translifeline.org! I'll be live from 11am BST, starting with some DBD and possibly moving onto other community games later in stream. Hope to see you there! 🏳️‍⚧️💕

Really excited to announce I'll be checking out Clair Obscur: Expedition 33 tonight on stream! super appreciative of the invite to the creator program and the key. See you all at 8pm! #ad #gifted

New Ghost song and Oblivion remaster news at 5pm, what a day

Really disheartened to have to do this but the tech issues from last night on stream have resurfaced during testing so I'm going to take tonight off to fix them and come back stronger tomorrow! Apologies again, but if my mic is breaking, I can't put on a show

Need to cancel tonight, unexpected family visit. Back tomorrow night! Will factor in the cancellation to next week's schedule

On what is a really difficult day, here are some resources for our trans friends and allies. Solidarity 💜 goodlawproject.org/resource/sup...

Ghost was outstanding last night - if you are going, you are in for a treat. Definitely get there early though as it's a busy one. I also met this dog at an after party which made me very happy

Passed the arena on the way to the hotel, big trucks and lots of setting up going - looks like Ghost are going big! Excited for tomorrow

Thank you all for stream last night, another set of very strong games but I'm glad we all got to get some fun before the mini break - back Thursday!

Last stream before our trip to Ghost is tonight, 8pm BST! I won't be back until Thursday from there. Would be great to see you there! DBD open lobbies, as usual :)

Honestly still feel a Ghost collab with @deadbydaylight.com would be huge. Perpetua would work great as an Ace skin and the shirts wouldn't be an issue either similarly to the maiden ones