the dream is me + 2 butches that are obsessed with me 😇 (they wrestle to decide who gets to have me first)

dear google how do i convince local drag king and friend to have a threesome in a not weird way? they just offered to come over and give me a private performance since i had to miss their show last night 😳 (every performance is just them skillfully humping the floor)

I HATE THE BANK

i feel so fucking alone i just want a hug and someone to talk to

it’s my birthday!!!! and i got approved for my first apartment yesterday!!! 23 is gonna be a good year, it’s all coming up charis!!

kinda don’t wanna post pictures at all

i did a sexy halloween costume for the first time ever but literally no one around me did sexy and i feel so out of place and the internalized fatphobia on top of everything hhhnng

i didn’t think today’s task was gonna be picking a necklace that will be filled with my oma’s ashes

The problem with being sick and disabled in a not-immediately-visible way is that in order to get the help you need, people have to believe you when you say how bad things are. But the minute you become sick and disabled in our deeply ableist society, no one sees you as a reliable narrator anymore.

fun charis update for everyone: my parents are trying to cut me off. my partners family thinks im taking advantage of them and rude, wheelchair keeps breaking, AND my oma is in the icu with sepsis july 2025 is really fucking hard

you’ll never guess what just happened. the other front wheel of my wheelchair broke. 4 days after the first one. i Really don’t have the money to fix it now

i need a hug

i can’t afford it but i rlly needed a treat rn so i spent money i should have and there was a tiny hole in the bottom of the bag so my overpriced emergency treat was stale and the wrong texture and im gonna fucking lose it

one of the castors on my wheelchair broke last night and i have no idea how long it’s gonna take or how much it’s gonna cost to fix! i’ve already been talking to the wheelchair repair guy but i guess i can’t leave the house for who knows how long

Non disabled people can’t fathom what it’s like to wake up every day sick & in pain To know that things aren’t getting “better” You can’t “try harder” you’re way out of it We live with things that would send most running for the hospital & we do it while facing intense ableism. It’s exhausting

I JUST SAW A POODLE WEARING SUNGLASSES

gonzo could be yours for the low price of $20 finally got around to photographing this guy! he’s 4.5”x6” and is entirely made by me :)

my friend ran over my foot with their car lol (i’m fine)

“If you’re vulnerable just wear a mask or stay home” It’s been nearly 6 years. We can’t stay home forever. We need medical care, groceries, pharmaceuticals. We also deserve to live our lives. As for masking, we do. But the onus shouldn’t be 100% on the vulnerable person

we won third in bobs burgers trivia 😎

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my oma insisted on taking me to get my nails done today, she also insisted on me getting a pedicure, and on getting the luxury add ons for both hands and feet and she spent $600 for 3 ppl to get their nails done and i feel Guilty

bella the baby is a small dog

Israel has killed over 81 people in Gaza in the past 24 hours

Use their surveillance against them. Maybe then, and only then, will they reconsider using it against the people they wish to harm

she’s actually snoopy if u even care

I suspect that fact that the vast majority of LLM users don’t seem to have received this (really very simple!) message is because the AI companies have a vested interest in us not understanding it. “ChatGPT is smart, it just makes mistakes sometimes” is much more marketable than the truth.

rlly hating the resurgence of “slow” thanks to sabrina carpenters new song it’s an ableist slur! it’s literally the english translation of the r word everyone has become soooo comfortable throwing it around for everyone they don’t like and it’s just making shit so much harder for disabled folks

today is a rlly bad pain day :( i’m so bored i can’t do anything but lay here and i want a treat!!

bella the baby!!!! she’s only 8 weeks and she loves to fall over and bite things!

some pics from pride!

did my second t shot !! happy pride

hhhhh i think im gonna have to wear my hair fully up for pride bc it’s gonna be 30° 😩

i hate calling the pharmacy!!!

palestinians have to worry about losing their families due to the genocide while israelis have make fake ice cream labels with ai that scare them

today’s lesbian of the day is: testosterone!

i got my lesbian nails >:)

i’m getting nails for pride in 2.5 hours and i need inspo asap pls help i want pink and orange kinda swirly probably but not super basic

it’s gonna be Tummy Out Summer

i just ordered a single sour cherry slushie for delivery

anyone else feel like a deer being hunted when they have to send a text?

i love when ppl draw sexy fat bitches. always need more art of sexy fat bitches

i had the best zoo date with my butch yesterday!! we got slushies and we saw the caribou poop and we got drunk and i got to pet a lizard!!! and he bought me a little stuffed tapir 🥹🥹 and today he decided to order me TWO new dresses that were on sale!! i’m gonna be so pretty!! i’m so lucky!! 🥰🥰🥰

ok shawarma poutine is the best thing ever how did i not realize this

WERE GETTING A PUPPY!!!!

it’s nakba day so here’s your reminder: fuck zionism fuck the israeli state fuck genocide fuck occupation fuck mass starvation fuck murdering children free palestine forever from the river to the sea!!

i would love to not be overheating!! it’s not even hot today!! it i woke up sweaty and i haven’t been at a good temp since aaaaaa

i’m so tired of feeling like i make everyone worse, im tired of feeling like i make my partners life worse (not their fault im just nuts!)

i would rlly love to not be mentally ill for just one day