biggest motivation to finish freelance projects is to fix this shit

it is new years

2026 PROJECTS: - El SECRETO (at least one is confirmed to be released) - Dungeon Crawler Wizardry-like Gamejam. - In general, more Gamejams and more actual dev stuff. - "I Want To Talk About My Friend" Demo - Become somewhat good at Zbrush - Hopefully working with more bands.

Children.

where i create from

Fundamentally upset that the ability to code a shitty — possibly virus-laden — toolbar for Windows XP Internet Explorer has become lost knowledge.

they didn't need AI to make Silksong, it just needed some deeply insane guys to have a blank check for living expenses until their next thing was done, I think we should try doing more of that instead

last email of 2025 sent. i sleep now. see you with hot rotting women soon.

Larian embracing AI for concept art sucks. CA is the bedrock, the foundation for art in games. It is the promise of what can be with your game. Before any art assets are made, before there is a game to play; Concept art is there to inspire and excite the team. To destroy that w/ AI slow is criminal

I've seen lots of acceleration due to the use of AI: acceleration of inequality, acceleration of climate catastrophe, acceleration of slop, acceleration of trust collapse, acceleration of scams, acceleration of model collapsed acceleration of misinformation, acceleration of drought

EVERYONE GET MORE PASSIONATE AND SELF INDULGENT ABOUT CREATIVITY AND BEING HUMAN NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello. I am video game CEO. I have a tire iron and the knee of my studio. Welcome to Jackass!

Using genAI for concept art is so fucking stupid because like... that's where you get the cool shit. Thats the blue sky phase where artists make pieces of art that will be seen by a teenager later and change their life forever. Why would you want to start from mediocre. Why would you do that.

It's just!!!!!!!!! It's so good to develop a skill it's one of the most exhilarating experiences a human can go through!!!!!!! I love sharing with other creatives and improve together! I love being deranged about fictional characters and making them kiss!!!

I love not using AI, I love not letting my brain atrophy, I love having critical thinking and creating with my own developed skill, I love being rewarded by my hard work

spending five hours on a candle wax shader only for it to refuse to stop looking like jizz

what if i dont want to do geo nodes what if i want to be happy

i have this picture of lune on my other monitor like a soldier in war carries a picture of his wife in the pocket of his shirt

E33 update in the middle of me workin hard on a few sudden big projects i am so fucked i am so so so fucked i am so fucked

GEO NODES

what do you mean

slurping up my ulnar nerve like spaghetti

Sometimes I create a really good asset of like a cell shaded camera and start to believe that hey, I could actually make high effort good stuff but then I load a butt plug model into the scene and it's all over.

The OS on the very first computer I had was Windows ME and I feel like that's where everything that is wrong with me originated

I'm so sad about Kanata, man. I know her leaving was for other reasons, but: not being able to see yourself still singing in 10 years because your body said "fuck you" is heartbreaking.

I want to create DUMB SHIT with my own DUMB BRAIN without a dickhead that burns down forests

why is full body tracking so expensive gaaah

You gotta be silly, dude. At least a little bit. You gotta have a spring in your step and a smile in your heart or else none of this matters

so google search just sucks balls now huh

Working on a big thing for the next few weeks

i get to buy a CRT monitor and a baseball bat and write it off as a business expense

"nothing else will come up this year so i will just chill making scary women" sufferingfromsuccess.png hahahahaha

HEALTH be like (synths) (guitar) (bass) When you're sad... You always are... (drop) (video of Rei Ayanami fighting Hank Hill in the background)

to make a video game is to constantly be thinking about what elements you need to put into place to trick people into thinking this emotionally troubled computer program you built is a real video game

friend #gamedev

gasping for air

painting

What do you do now? Where do you turn? Soon you will free fall Soon you will burn Soon to be seeing your own blood Sunken forever in stone and mud

Children.

my 2026 goal is to get a bunch of korean artists into Wizardry Daphne so I can get a lot of art of Gerard

so much has happened since this video

wiggle

figured it out

IM NOT GOOD AT RIGGING PLEASE DO HELP