y'know what sure what could go wrong

@your-messiah i don't care for false idolhood. humble yourself. docs.google.com/document/d/1...

it just needs a new hard drive now and it'll be fully operational

spent the last hour cutting up piano music to make a violin-only Clair de Lune cause i wanna play it its one of those pieces that sounds better on an instrument other than what it was originally written for imo

I've spent the last two years developing firmware and software for a WS/WSC/PCv2 flash/development cartridge. Now, it has finally been announced and will be sold by 49bitcat in Germany. Sales start November 24th! Learn more here: 49bitcat.com/news/2025-10...

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holy mother load

planet robobot still carries my favorite kirby ost of all time and this is by far and away my favorite song from it youtu.be/VypTjntqxkY

when in doubt, play celeste (again (again (again)))

looking at framerate measurements when idling in android is so funny because it'll just be like. 9 fps. i always find idle framerate measurements extremely funny lol, if i start moving the game carousel on the top screen the framerate instantly jumps back up to 60 because things are moving

ive never been prouder to say i create and build custom research equipment for a living like. look at this.

this isn't a callout post or some shit like that, i just want to layout all my thoughts on the past week or so and that's about it i won't name names because that's just not me, i just intend for this to be sorta my cumulative word on everything that's happened docs.google.com/document/d/1...

!!

i don't have much in terms of pictures rn because im at work but my ayn thor has arrived (and is hopefully still in one piece lol) so ill share some pictures of that being setup once i get home

so events took place yesterday that are more or less the catalyst of my long term career success, for once in my life im genuinely proud of myself because those three years of hard work have began paying off so overwhelmingly that its making my head spin

modeling is fun until you realize you Might be time traveling the way three hours have already passed since you started

to anyone who's friends with sage (prettyholics), please check on them and make sure they're alright, what's happening to them is incredibly disgusting, and i will be vocal about it, the fact that there's a network of harassers being fueled by basically two people is awful and if nothing else >>

its the fact that sage and i had no drama so sage's harassers literally manufactured drama when the initial plan of "try to make crys hate sage" failed congratulations i guess? you won i guess? you succeeded in hurting sage for no reason other than spite, its honestly embarrassing.

dont use my strawpage to drag me into whatever internet beef you've got going on. i don't know you. frankly its better that you don't know me. whatever you've got going on is none of my business and honestly i don't want it to be.

ill rebuild the parts of my life you tried to destroy and make amends with the people you tried to turn me against and i will make things right, and i will never repeat the mistakes i made these past few months ever again

btw not that anyone asked but the "infinite firewall" in my display name is a mindset, its the idea that ive opened myself up to being harmed and taken advantage of by accepting the idea that i need to "show my vulnerabilities more" and "unmask myself"

people who take advantage of you want you overwhelmed, distracted and too stressed to be able to take a step back and really look at the situation youre in because if you do you realize youre being mistreated and leave

im done apologizing, im done submitting, im done being held to the most unreasonable bullshit imaginable and being forced to carry all this guilt like i dont work my ass off every fucking day and night to provide for those i love. i dont have to prove shit to anyone anymore.

this was the final straw

they were warned, explicitly, petitions were signed yet the government ignored all of it to push censorship laws that have effectively rendered the internet even more uninhabitable than the physical world that they've also ruined

im just one doll verses of pain and apathy docs.google.com/document/d/1...

hello bluesky, please help me. my mom has lost her job a while ago and my parents since then have still been unable to support me. meanwhile i have to make a lot of unexpected expenses and am running out of money, with no savings, despite trying to save it www.paypal.me/SkyeCarder crypto in reply

sorry for my sudden disappearance, ive been busy with work and also my own fluctuating health

@huggabledolly.bsky.social you posted an mc screenshot a while back and i wanted to share one from the project i was working on over the weekend

all of my crashouts are justified by the way

by the way just so you guys understand the lack of respect for my time that some of my clientele have for me, multiple of them emailed me late last night, off hours. they couldn't wait until this morning, it Had to be last night, because why not

man that sure was a fun and enjoyable two days i hope nothing severely physically and mentally draining obstructs me for a significant period of time until im able to enjoy life agai-

cutenini.........

whats the difference between a dozen or so enemies and a dozen or so compromised "friends" who aren't afraid to turn their backs on you the moment you stand up for yourself and those you love? answer that question and you'll understand me better than any of them ever could.

people assume that because i am kind, because i choose to respect and be cordial with others, that i am easy to take advantage of, or easy to manipulate, and then when i bite back and stand my ground they get scared and make it out as though im jumping out of line

ive been ruminating for the past few days about some recent events in my life and i think its time i make this short but critical thread for my safety and the safety of those i care for

ideating is always scary because i dont think i actually want to die its more like i want to live a life where several factors dont consistently contribute to making me feel like dying <3

every smile is temporary

that scarlet rot shit is no joke

i have a hard time describing the vibes i go for when creating music, but can you tell i was unusually happy when working on this one? youtu.be/Bphuzxf5M5Y

doing the eva card trend

i was guilt tripped into going into work today despite not being physically in any shape to reminder that my needs are something i have to fight and beg for instead of just having them unconditionally met because i earned and deserve it

air filtration and dehumidification should be standard in every single home everywhere in the world, because there should never be a price placed on someone's ability to comfortably breathe

universal serial bus

talk about low budget careers, no food or movies? im outta here, i like skating better

if i was a data center id gladly give up my cooling water for you. just saying.

how governments "effectively" deal with crises: shift all blame and accountability onto the everyday person whilst simultaneously pouring money into ensuring the actual problems dont get fixed, then offloading that cost onto the everyday person

what a pain in the ass