Like I said the other week I'm trying to be less antagonistic on general So I sure think fire red and leaf green are great games

I miss these boys every day and pat their urns now and then. Days when it's hard I miss them so much more. It's not fair how bright and fast they burned

I think I've been doing that thing again where I've been trying to carry the weight of the world and others on my shoulders for too long, and now I just kinda need the energy in return

I slept all day and feel full of anxiety, but at least I feel like I'm listening to my body. Main problem is just I don't have my usual snacks and supplies because of the times I'm awake

I've been sooo tired this week. Maybe a knock on effect of doing a lot of work lately.

I feel like I have to make a comic about this now because the more I think about it the more ideas I come up with

I kinda miss roleplaying with people But not in the kind of, oh murr nuzzles your bulge type way More in the long-play story type of way. Building a world, characters, having muscle fun along the way. I always kinda enjoyed it, also understand that it's a huge time and attention commitment

I have a backlog I’m currently getting through but I need to open one or two more commission slots for bills. So if anyone is interested let me know!

Had a dream that I as in a world where everyone could drain each others bigness to get bigger, almost like a competition to be the biggest. Might make a cool comic cos there was lots of hiding, and obvs the bigger they are the more of a target they are

Hitting men at 4am with Vurt - www.twitch.tv/beefmccat

Titan Tom Part 2 posting on patron will begin soon! Just exhausted the last few days so need like N extra day to rest

I can't play terraria anymore, it makes my vision go all sorts of weird after playing it

Been trying to find an old 2000s video that made the rounds... All I remember is it was a video interviewing emos and what it means to be emo, and at one point a guy just starts climbing into a washing machine or fan oven crying or something??? Idk if it was real or not but I found it funny

Doing another art stream of commission stuff then maybe some devil may cry afterrr - www.twitch.tv/beefmccat

I have a life where locally, i'm known from people that know my family. "Oh I know your dad, he was my professor/coworker and/or I read his book" "I know your mum, she was my midwife" "Oh I know your sister, she was such a good pupil" "Oh I know your brother, he was such a menace"

An valentines gift (I'm a whurrr for love) for @conell.bsky.social :3

help me i need help :'( ko-fi.com/sletagiant

Man I just can't do terraria expert mode. I made it to queen slime and almost downed her but then died at the last second. I should've just gone normal mode but I can't resist the urge of extra loot

Menacing as fuck cube (Bluesky upload is probably going to blow out this audio)

Valentines day gift I did for @flyzic.bsky.social :3 I found this lion, can I keep him?

The Monse

Yoooo super excited i'll definitely be going!

Save the date! Aberacon returns to Aberavon Beach from Friday 28 August to Sunday 30 August 2026. We aim to open registration on 1 March.

still taking comms if anyone's interested.... no pressure... love u.... goonight...

Going to try and be less antagonistic, it likely comes from a lot of places, and I feel like I alienated a lot of friends and potential friends the last few years with the way I behave. Meanwhile i'll try figure out why I do that and work on it.

"We're hosting a server slam" An open beta, that's called an open beta

Don't get boners for the chicken man, krafton is full on big corpo ai and responsible for all the bullshit with Subnautica 2

THAT THING IS AI GENERATED. GET UPPPPPPP.

Fuck Krafton

Game Freak like: We heard you talking shit about our games visuals, hold my beer

IMMERSIVE. DYNAMIC. SYNERGERY. OUTSIDE THE BOX. Another team shooter Also selling themselves again as the left 4 dead devs despite how well that went with Evolve and Back 4 Blood

This is my fave practical effect from TOS

Omg this fucking costume design for an alien dog I fucking love it, it's so shit

Getting sleep early to avoid breaking schedule again

Sticker commissions done for @draganta.bsky.social :3

So i've finally started watching Star Trek. Always seen bits and bobs growing up but never sat down and watched it. First 3 episodes of the original series so far are super campy and great but basically boil down to: What if human but powers?

I feel bad for the stoat Devs, they've been put under a huge spotlight cos of discord and now have weird performative people in their replies DEMANDING their stance on ethical and moral talking points, as well as demanding features. Let them breathe, they're still in devekopment

We need more hyper muscle human artists

I think I realised something about why I don't like joke-style anime shows. I'd absolutely LOVE to have some of my comics or ideas made into amazing animated shows, the only real chance is doing it myself. Yet here are these animé shows based on a silly premise that get really bad animation quality

If there's anything i've learned over the last while is that companies forcing (Or encouraging) their workers to use AI, the work ends up just being lazy, broken, wrong, and then the actual smart workers end up having to do extra to clean it up and fix everything.

Working on some ART commissions today and then maybe some games later - www.twitch.tv/beefmccat

The fuck is happening in some furry spaces where things are becoming more and more corpo and company speak. Genuinely head ass backwards

THIS! For the love of all that is holy: Please just invest resources into a company/game website or wiki and put your documentation/updates/patch notes there please. If you have any form of budget, upkeep for something as simple as a WordPress is *not* that expensive.

I wrote this while still half asleep lol so lemme explain better. Basically it was like a ps2 style video game with caricature designs, and sorta like an arena platform battle game. Just thought it was a neat dream with actual mechanics.

Had a dream that was all very nickelodeon style buildings taken over by zombies. You had to choose 1 out of X kid to play, the goth girl, the jock etc, then fight your way through the levels against 2 of the kids in each level. The next levels and bosses depended on which kid you defeated

So watched my first ever superbowl It was boring as fuck

I really should upgrade to the newer Clip Studio Paint cos i'm still on the old version. But I just can't see it being THAT much better that it's worth the stupid price for a perpetual license, and I just dislike subscription based licenses

I don't care if my entire reality would be shattered if it means I could actually be my fursona irl and help others be theirs too.

Friend's livestream of the winter olympics. The lighting makes it look like a render from a PS1 game at the moment