weekend ink adventures…

im seeing xg this year… saur excited

i’ve named him gouda

how is it that every new week has new horrors? LMAO u could not make this shit up

dilfjccng and the pet bunny he didn’t want 🐿️🐰

my ideal au is woosanhwa fighting romantically for hj and hj scared hamster in the corner

ok i experienced more horrors this week so i gave in. a goat plushie is on its way to me...

Adrenaline san page 👊🏼

having adult money has done nothing but cause me problems (always being tempted by niche stuffed animals) do i need them? no. but do they bring me eternal happiness everyday? yes. which is unfortunate

there were many horrors this week for me but the photo diary factory is popping

ordered a ton of creature keychains from korea and the artist gave me so many stationery freebies and THREE freebie creatures im going to write them a long love letter

mating run matz fic where hj is older omega w no expectations that anyone will be aiming for him so he hides high up in a tree to chill for the duration of the run. then gets jumpscared by younger alpha sh crawling up the tree trunk with the ferocity of a wolf starved for Months. Years even

thinking about this tumblr post (www.tumblr.com/bumblebeebat...)

haphazardly answering questions and da quiz still clocks u

hashtag thinking

bb 🌹

matz………

(resurfaces from my swamp) cant believe real life impacts my matz yaoi yield

had a near death experience at work with an explosion contained only by chance so it didn’t kill me on the spot. and i was the closest to it. so that is fun and deeply traumatic

posting is for when ur having an emotion and u want to get it validated online by a bunch of insane people

am i allowed to keep writing repetitive similar tropes with no inspiring new concepts besides intense character exploration

crazy to be a high performer at work and then get blamed for not doing more

matz brainworms on my mind's magnetic stirrer. older omega hj and younger alpha sh...

reflecting on my speed-run dating experiences from last year and grimacing bc wow how deeply uncomfortable and also it was insane that i nailed 2/3 batshit experiences via people crashing out or trying to haunt me even after barely getting to know me

im craving matz the same amount they crave each other i fear

glorious day when the shop u usually order from sold out online but they pulled from their physical store inventory for u

‘Harper’ one of a kind static puppet sculpture 10.5H x 13W x 8D inches Mixed media: polymer clay, wire, foam, fabric, chipboard, wood, thread and found objects. available if interested—> www.rednosestudio.com/puppets/harper

at the end of work no one was around and we just finished installing my monitor mounts, so i put discord up on the big screen for fun and was staring at big breedable sn like

secured mighteez dolls, sorted all my desk drawers, ripped apart my room for the makeover project so i can actually Have a Fun Space again… a good saturday

this is how i’ve felt all week

from my historical hongsan au: 'The jade in the hollow of his throat winks in the light, a teasing, snakelike green eye. "Your highness." When he grabs Hongjoong's elbow, his grip is not soft. "Shall we?"'

i need to write them again.

it is thoroughly SO OVER

a college kid i work with called me twin but retracted it when i didn’t hear him the first time. bro say it again this old creature wants to be called terms of endearment by gen z (only found out afterwards

watching the new dinosaur documentary with my best friend and mid-ep she asks me, "what if you wrote a fic where the atz guys were dinosaur hybrids during the Triassic period and some of them were the ancient reptiles"

everyone at work loved my lunch restaurant and cake choice today im riding this high for the next month. local homebody Serves as soon as she stops checking in and overrides everyone's opinion w her choice. bc she's always right (toxic)

im currently a caged cat at work so ill rebel by talking about yaoi

important thought of the day: wy leaving for work while hj sleeps in his bed. wy hearthornily looking at hj finally sleeping well for once like “im gonna take such good care of you” (threat)

hongsanisms (historical) tho this is mostly about hj

also sanhwa at hj in every au i have of them:

another day of me daydreaming about sanhwajoong....... sanhwajoong cherry magic would be So Good...............

the convo around working up to writing longer fic is interesting bc i started off at 80-100k and dropped down to like 10k at a time just bc of Adult Horrors

wy saying the dog bark alarm is the best... like yes i use it also but i dont know if i would say its the Best

(suffering) why does my fic only get finished if I write it

being shown exponentially more wlw posts on social media all of a sudden like. what did they find out about me.

minjoong fake dating w older omega hj and young hunky alpha mg in this essay i will

every sunday i’m finally emotionally ready and rested enough that i lock in on my desired to do list like writing and then monday fucks it up all over again

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